Chapter 359 [Life Is Unbearable]
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If the soul had boundaries.
Then, Su Junyan believes that this is the bottom.
It's hard to explain, but it's true, Su Junyan is completely aware of what kind of situation he is in.
He fell into the spiritual world and fell into eternal sleep.
If he is not willing to go out, then he will never be able to get out.
And if he is willing to go out, the door is behind him.
But he didn't want to.
He'd rather keep going.
He couldn't remember how long he had been gone.
The soul is the most difficult thing in the world to explain.
And his soul is even more inexplicable in the kind that is difficult to explain.
In the beginning, when he was just an adult, his soul world was planted with a shadow that he could never forget in this life.
It was his father, who had beheaded his mother on a bloody afternoon.
That's the first scene.
He kept coming across on the way.
He watched from the sidelines, watching the scene like an absolute spectator.
Seeing that his father, who was as gentle as jade, suddenly became indifferent as frost, he picked up his favorite arc knife called Xiaoju, which he collected on weekdays, and cut off the head of the woman in front of him with one sword.
Crisp and clean.
It's like the woman wasn't his wife at all, his own son, and he wasn't on the sidelines to witness everything.
After all that, the father who killed his wife smiled at his child and said, "Hate me, and try to kill me, my dearest son." ”
Everything seems to be still in that rainy afternoon.
But Su Junyan's heart was calm, and there was not even a trace of waves.
He had dreamed of it countless times, recalled this scene, and even what kind of arc was used to depict the inscription on his father's knife, he remembered it clearly.
He's already at the heart of the water, about it all.
He hated the man, but that man was never his father.
He would definitely have decapitated the man, just as he did with his wife.
It's all inevitable.
So Su Junyan strode forward, not being stuck in this scene for a minute or a second.
He continued on his way, passing by the experiences that left a lasting memory in his life.
The second scene is in a valley.
There is a house in the valley and there is a man in the house.
This person sat cross-legged on the bed with his back to Su Junyan.
This man was his teacher, the First Demon King Caesar who once terrified the entire Central Continent.
But when he died, he was not at all intimidating.
He still remembers that afternoon, when he returned to the house with the Chiyou knife on his shoulder, he saw the teacher sitting with his back to him, and said, "Jun Yan, I'm going to die, and I have something for you to do." ”
"Don't cry, don't grieve, listen to me. ”
"After I die, you go to the Central Royal City to find your senior brother, he will take care of you, and there is...... Without. ”
He's dead.
Before he died, Su Junyan saw that his shoulders were trembling slightly, as if he was crying.
At that moment, Su Junyan felt a huge sadness and loneliness surrounding him, as if he was the only one left in the world.
He cried.
But this time he didn't cry, just a little throbbing in his heart, but there was nothing else but this throbbing.
Because compared to the things he experienced in his later life, Su Junyan suddenly found that the loneliness and sadness at the beginning were nothing more than that.
He moved on.
It's like experiencing your life in its entirety, from the perspective of a bystander.
After the teacher, it was his second teacher, the old man named Huo Ke, Su Junyan watched him stand in front of his son, blocking the torrent of fate with his life.
At that moment, Su Junyan was extremely jealous of Artist, jealous that he had such a father.
It's not good to cherish it yet.
After that, it was the ancestor of the demon seed, the loner who met in Pingshui.
A star destined to dim.
He said, do me a favor, have a chance to go back to Tongmu City and plant a phoenix wood for me.
And then there's the phoenix covering the sky.
After the intense flames, there was rain, and rain.
The rain made Su Junyan's entire skull hurt.
He felt it hard to breathe.
Because he knew that he was about to face the most difficult thing to face, and it seemed to be a more terrible memory than watching his father behead his mother.
Death of Hykris.
On a rainy night, I was lonely.
Ah Yan, in the future, please live well.
It's like a river, Su Junyan tried hard to escape, but in the end he had to step into it again, and he couldn't help himself and was taken to that place with the flow.
He wanted to howl in pain.
He felt something intense enveloping his body.
That's called ominous.
Anyone who has a relationship with him will eventually die a bad death.
Su Junyan, you are an ominous person.
He fell to his knees in pain, clutching his chest.
The door was behind him, but he couldn't turn around.
He couldn't get out.
As soon as he goes out, someone will die because of him.
He didn't want those people to die, especially ......
Suddenly, it snowed.
The scene suddenly jumps from the sadness of a rainy night to a vast snowy wasteland.
It was the wasteland of a deep cold floating island.
Su Junyan recognized this place, and also recognized what was about to happen.
It was on a floating island in the deep cold.
Where the story of everything begins.
On a black wooden box, a pair of young men and women hugging each other for warmth.
Snowflakes fall from the sky.
The whole world was silent.
"Su Junyan ......"
"Huh?"
"I'm a little cold. The girl said this, hugging some of the teenagers beside her.
The boy hugged her tightly.
Warm.
She kind of wanted to sleep.
"Su Junyan ......"
"Huh?"
"You're so nice. She whispered.
"What?" Su Junyan didn't seem to hear clearly.
He turned his head to look at the girl.
But I found that I couldn't see clearly.
"Olivia......" he whispered the girl's name.
But the name is like a spell.
Once it was read out of Su Junyan's mouth.
The girl was gone.
The snow was falling.
There was only heavy snowfall.
Su Junyan looked at every corner, but there was no trace of the girl.
He began to run in a hurry, and ran without stopping.
He thought that rainy night was the weight of his life.
But he was wrong, and the last thing he could bear in his life was.
Lose her.
"Olivia!"
Olivia awoke from her slumber.
It was as if she had heard her name called.
She subconsciously glanced at the bed.
How she wished that the man, who had now gotten up, smiled slightly and a little sly at her in the dark, and said, "My dear Highness, how can you be so rude to drool in front of your servant?"
Damn bad.
Her smile lasted for a second, then froze.
Because, nothing. (To be continued.) )