Lilou...... I'm sorry, please forgive me...... I have something I have to do......" Xia Yanfeng clenched his fists tightly, his heart full of deep guilt.

What kind of mood will Lilu feel when she wakes up and can't see herself? It's not hard to imagine that full of anticipation, the reunion that was finally exchanged for back, warm and warm, but in exchange for a show of goodbye, does Xia Yanfeng really want to leave Lilu so ruthlessly?

Just said goodbye, leaving Lilou who woke up with nothing to look forward to, but nothing to the air, which has to be said to be a kind of cruelty to sincerity. A kind girl like Lilou, who really loves her to the death, is really unreasonable and cruel to her. However, the reality is like this, no one can make a choice that does not go against their hearts, which must be cruel to a girl who simply loves herself. But what can Xia Yanfeng do if he stays? What can he say? Even if he can, can he say it? He can't bear to be like this, knowing that he can't forget it, and knowing that he can't stop this concern, why should he meet again to be sad?

It was a great disservice, and it was certainly true for Lilou's pretended strong glass heart. Passing through the door without entering, Xia Yanfeng didn't dare to say how great he was, and he didn't have the heart to save human beings, he just didn't allow any demons to spread wild in the land of human beings, and it was at least better to hand over the country to Sutron than to give it to pure-blooded demons, after all, Sutron could be controlled by himself, and the demons were completely negotiable. If Xia Yanfeng had to do this, Lilu would be hurt the most!

It's impossible for Xia Yanfeng not to be nostalgic, but good times are always incomparably short. Maybe leaving silently like this is the best interpretation, right? When Lilu woke up, she couldn't hug herself, she would be worried and sad, but so what? Why should Xia Yanfeng be worried? Isn't he a selfish person?

"Lilu......" Xia Yanfeng let out a long sigh, "I really ...... Do you want to be so ruthless...... How can I make up for this guilt to you? Is it a trick of fate...... However, I have missed too much, I have missed Zhen Wei, I have missed Narcissus, and this time, I don't want to miss you again...... Lilou ......"

said so, but now his fate is not up to him. He wanted to go in and say goodbye, but he couldn't, and suddenly he was going to run away again, how could he say such a thing to a girl who loved him to death?

Guilt is inevitable, but Xia Yanfeng's heart is more relieved. His affection for Lilou doesn't form a bond, and if Lilou appears to him at this time, how can he explain it? Separation, no one is reluctant, but nothing can be perfect, regrettably, shouldn't you always think about making up for it in the future, right?mutilated beauty, Xia Yanfeng has had enough, why can't he possess it perfectly, even if it's just to satisfy his desire to conquer, it doesn't matter, Lilu is his, he won, no one robs him, and there is no reason to leave his side, can such an opportunity be found in the future?

No, if you stay and don't care about anything...... Wait, what can he do if he manages it? With his mentality of resisting death, how difficult it is to sacrifice the Qinggang Sword, it is simply to kill him, and the demons may have come to fish for artifacts, and no matter how many casualties there are in the Northeast, it will not be his turn to take care of it, right? He's sorry for Lilu, but why is he sorry? It's too early to be so arbitrary, right?

Xia Yanfeng, who hesitated again and again, thought in his heart, but he still unconsciously went all the way, left his residence without hesitation, and walked farther and farther. He knew in his heart what he had to do to be worthy of himself, and even if he was ashamed of Lilou, he couldn't do anything.

When she woke up, Lilu couldn't see herself, even if her heart was not as good as a drop of blood, it wouldn't be any better, right? Xia Yanfeng chose to leave, what would Lilu think? Since she had already chosen to be ashamed, she could only be ashamed, and she didn't know what to say, so it was better to be silent. If you love deeply, why can't you bear to be separated? If the two love can last for a long time, how can they be in the morning and twilight? No matter what Lilu thinks, Xia Yanfeng will do this, this is not ruthless, for Xia Yanfeng, even if the heart is not as good as a knife, it will not be much better.

Xia Yanfeng will never turn back, how can he bear to hurt a fanatical and innocent heart that is obsessed with him? Leaving is his decision, even if he misses it, he should not complain. calmed down, but refused to think about it, and didn't think about it anymore after leaving quickly.

If the thought is gone, why mourn? Since everything cannot be perfected, it is meaningless to be obsessed. It has come to this, it is his luck to gain, and it is his life to lose, since he is used to sorrow, why should he seek those short-term pleasures that cannot be fulfilled? Xia Yanfeng has nothing to move and sad now, the so-called happiness is a fragile soap bubble in the face of reality, and it is a stupid act to cling to the joy and happiness in front of him, if the devil is not removed, the country is not grasped, the body is involuntarily, people are like leaves in the wind, swinging with the wind, can not control their own destiny, can only go with the flow, fall into the world, I don't know when it will be like those dragon sets of A, B, C, D, even if you die, no one will remember, right?

Nobody, without great strength, can only accept sorrow. Don't say that you are in love, you can't even eat, and you still want to have this or that demand? Women with good looks have gone to cling to the strong, who will come to meet the needs of those lowly and lowly people? The strong can have three wives and four concubines, the king can have three palaces and six courts, but what about the weak? What do the weak dare to hope for?

Although he Xia Yanfeng is not weak, but if he doesn't really solve the problem from the root, eliminate the demon race, and take charge of the country, then no matter how much happiness there is in front of him, he can't grasp it like a bubble, and it can't last long, and the so-called thoughts are abstract things that can't help but be weak. Since he can't solve the problem once and for all, then he should think about everything tomorrow and make long-term plans, instead of being nostalgic for today's beauty. In order to grow in the future, we must not covet temporary comfort, compared to being a Liu Adou who can be slaughtered and can't be helped, although Xia Yanfeng does not want to be the "first bird" who shoots the first shot, but he must also be a "Tokugawa Ieyasu"-style character who can collect the country and bend and stretch, even if it is still far away from his dream, but his feelings are just a conciliator of his life after all.

That's right, that's right, in Xia Yanfeng's view, women are not troubled water, those who are "red face and bad water" are fools and fools who have no interest, those who become big things, red faces are just their seasoning or tools, and no one will cause a big deal for a dose of condiment. It's just that when will Xia Yanfeng still deceive himself? Is it no longer important whether he can't let go or let go? His feelings for Lilu are all, or is Lilu just a substitute for Narcissus?

It's easy to let go, it's natural for Xia Yanfeng, he won't lose his mind because of anything, this is his promise to himself. However, being able to let go does not mean that he can accept failure. He does not admit defeat, nor will he allow himself to fail! He will not tolerate defeat in war, in strategy, or in feelings!

It's useless to blow up your head, it's come to this point, love is empty, love is empty, and the power in your hands is real. If he wants to be a winner, he must also be a winner, and if there is only one winner in this world, then he can't be blamed for being ruthless and unjust. Don't say that he wants to give up his temporary happiness, even if he kills his most beloved with his own hands, as long as he can gain more power for this purpose and let himself be crowned on the throne, then what is there to do?

Xia Yanfeng is definitely not that kind of person at the moment, but after hiding his true soul, what is his true self? Maybe the mask can't be taken off after wearing it for a long time, right? In the past, it was like this, but now it has become a habit, replacing the original real self. Don't worry about it anymore, look forward, try to change yourself after swallowing the humiliation, just like Lu Xiaotian completely changed him after taking Hei Hui away, people will grow, their mentality will change, and their youth and frivolity will never return, and it is not worth nostalgia. The current self looks back at the past, as if it was a joke, how stupid the past self was, I really can't imagine it.

Who can ruthlessly abandon happiness? But the reason why the strong will win is because they can let it go, does Xia Yanfeng really let it go? This question does not need to be answered at all, what Zhen Wei, what narcissus, and what black Hui, those he has never really "let go"! But so what? If you want to regain what you lose, you have to rely on your strength, if nothing else, you have to use your strength to prove that he is worthy of doing this, and he is worthy of taking everything, including the heart of his lover...... He smiled bitterly, maybe the so-called "lovers" are not the only ones, right? The so-called old enemies that only you can defeat can also be regarded as a kind of "lovers"? Brother Guo Xing...... Yes, dear old enemy, I will prove that I am worthy of your rival...... Only when you are a lifelong rival can you be worthy of the name of "brother" and "lover......

Xia Yanfeng's fists clenched and loosened, and his mind was no longer worried. The place he went to was the cavalry battalion of Glora City, this camp was set up in the square in the west of the city, the mighty and majestic warriors were on strict guard all the way, swords and guns were lined up, and the heroic spirit was coming, Xia Yanfeng stepped into it, and there was a sense of shock pouring into his heart, the neat and uniform phalanx of soldiers, as well as the same neat and uniform queue of war horses, all gave people a sense of well-trained, and it was needless to say that the military camp of Yuan's Zhongguo was much more powerful and neat.

"Mr. Xia...... "The captain of the cavalry battalion is named Karvapachi, he knows Xia Yanfeng, but he also knows that Xia Yanfeng's return to Glora is silent, so he greeted him respectfully, and asked in a low voice but without losing momentum, "Why are you here to do so?"

In Karvapachi's words, there is no sense of inferiority. Xia Yanfeng is a leader who was given privileges by President Sutren, the soldiers and horses of the cavalry battalion, he has the power to transfer at will, and Karvapache himself even with his subordinates has to obey Xia Yanfeng's command, but Karvapache himself is not a machine, no matter how he is a person with brains, otherwise he would not stand out from thousands of soldiers, and was favored by Sutlon and selected as a captain.

"Starting from Glora City, going to the northeasternmost direction south of the Senkura Mountains, that is, the junction of the human and demon worlds, with the speed of the cavalry battalion, how much time will it take to travel day and night?" Xia Yanfeng looked around at the soldiers in the camp and asked.

Karvapache was stunned for a moment, and then said, "This ...... Mr. Xia, don't be kidding, going straight from the southwest to the northeast is equivalent to trekking through mountains and rivers and going around the map in half a circle. Day and night, even if people are not tired, war horses can't bear it. ”

"Where is all this nonsense?" Xia Yanfeng raised his eyebrows angrily, "Karvapachi, I'll just ask you how long it takes, if you want to go, it's not your turn to decide!"

"Yes...... Yes......" Karvapache must obey his orders, "even if it is day and night, with the fastest speed of the cavalry, I am afraid that the super shortcut will not be able to reach it in ten days and a half months, right?"

"Ten days and a half months, this is just a conservative estimate, right?" Xia Yanfeng laughed, "Hmph, I also know, with Tulannoy City as the boundary, starting from Glora City, it will take at least seven or eight days to go back and forth in two months, in terms of manpower, if you want to travel such a long distance, you have to walk a lot of mountain roads during it, without the help of external forces, and considering factors such as resting on the road, you may not be able to go round trip in two months." So, I'm in the wrong place......"