Chapter 480: Hennar's Thoughts
Xia Yanfeng took advantage of his identity to get three horses in a nearby town, and the local commander of the city did not dare to snub his boss, whether it was sincere or flattering, anyway, all the good wine and good food were served, Xia Yanfeng pulled Lilu and Hainaer, first ate and drank enough before leaving, Lilu was very happy, although Haina was speechless, he also sat down and used the meal.
After drinking red wine, Xia Yanfeng sat up on the bench and sat up facing the sky. The journey was long, and it might be rare to have time to sit down and have a drink or two in the future, and she wanted to go back to bartending behind closed doors, but reason wouldn't allow him to do it again.
By the time the horse returned to the city of Glora, the sky was completely dark. Dusk has passed, and the starlight in the night sky is faintly discerning. Life and death are in an instant, the stars are just like their fate, even if they are surrounded by infinite darkness, they must put on the most shining posture to meet all unknown challenges from the darkness.
In front of the steps of the gate of Thunder City, Hainaar, who is the current supreme commander of Glora City, was about to say goodbye to Xia Yanfeng without saying a word, but suddenly a shout stopped her unhesitating steps: "Nar, wait a minute!"
Hennar neither replied nor looked back, but just stood in place. The atmosphere around is quite quiet, there are not many guests tonight, except for the flow of people who gather into mountains and seas, there are not too many people in front of the door, but there are still sparse people on both sides. This is just like Henner's mood at the moment, like frost on the outside and hot on the inside.
"Nal, you've been sullen since Lilou came back to me. Xia Yanfeng stepped forward and stretched out his hand to put his hand on Hainer's shoulder, "Please answer me, why is there any need to be so gloomy with me? You are not that kind of person." ”
"Do you still need to ask me? Is she really just friends with you?" Hennar's reply was calm, but with an unspeakable sense of loss, "Looks like I'm really just a replacement......
"What replacement? You can make it clear!Lilu has already returned to the residence, what reason do you have to hide it?" Xia Yanfeng stubbornly turned Henal's face towards him, and turned his face upright.
"Whew...... I don't want to say anything, and I don't want to blame anyone, Naar knows that you can't ask for too much, I can't disturb your two-person world......" A faint sadness, a sour face, Heina was depressed and jealous, "You have never recognized my value to you, you are William Xia, the unattainable adult, Naal's gratitude to you can no longer be expressed in a few words...... I think...... Let's keep the relationship between superiors and subordinates, right?"
"What are you talking about? Of course I know why you're depressed, but the Nalr I know is not the kind of little woman who cares. Xia Yanfeng said, "I think you should understand me, everything has to be separated, even if you are reluctant, I can't leave so many people in my heart at the same time, but your value to me is also irreplaceable." ”
"Can't Nal be selfish, can't Nal have her own pursuit?" "Henal's expression didn't know whether to cry or laugh, "When you welcome that girl back, your heartbeat and breathing have been controlled by her, and your expression has already betrayed your heart! From that moment on, you don't care about me anymore, and you don't even notice my melancholy until now." Nal just wants Mr. William to treat me fairly, this demand...... Nal, didn't go too far, did he?"
"Alas...... Women are really troublesome creatures......" Xia Yanfeng couldn't help rolling his eyes, in the final analysis, women will always eat little jealousy, say some hypocritical things that are difficult for ordinary people to understand, and let some meaningless jealousy fill the brain. From this point of view, how precious is a woman who can help men, but also does not play petty, and can understand men everywhere, why didn't Xia Yanfeng know how to cherish it before?
"Even if you don't look at Na'er with your eyes, Na'er knows it, Yanfeng, you are an excellent and good man, Na'er is not worthy of you!" Hainer is still unrelenting, she has never been so pretentious before, but now it is like venting every drop of affection she has been contaminated with since she met Xia Yanfeng," Nal has no right to beg, and I don't want you to think of me as an important part, but since I am indispensable to you, please stop being vague and beg you, and give Nal a reasonable answer, either let Nal's dream come true, or shatter all the illusions that Nal has about you!"
"Nar!" Xia Yanfeng was fed up, Hainaer's current performance was simply unreasonable, "What do you want me to answer? Don't make trouble, okay? My relationship with Lilu is the same as yours, just do what you have to do, save your worries!"
"No! I'm going to make you choose!Do you like me, or do you like Lilou?" Hennar was simply unwilling to give up, her innocent and true temperament, arrogant was simply not human, of course, she was not human, but she should have been cold-blooded, but she didn't know when she became full of sincerity, "Style! I ...... I'm going to tell you anyway, I like you!"
Word by word, full of stubbornness and sincerity, Xia Yanfeng really couldn't bear to hurt her sincerity, and just responded calmly: "Naer, you are my confidante, but at least the boundary must be drawn clearly." We're together because of the common language and your aura-like intelligence, but that's about it. ”
"So...... The last person you chose, or the pink-haired girl named Lilou?"
"No, I never said I loved that girl. Speaking of this, Xia Yanfeng's eyes radiated a strange brilliance, "Naer, let me tell you the truth, I, Xia Yanfeng, have never liked anyone since I was born, no matter who that person is, it is impossible to capture my soul." I don't live for anyone other than myself for every minute of my existence, I like myself, I love myself! Therefore, I will never give up my life, even if it is to protect anyone! My heart has long been married to my soul, to another self sleeping in the sea of spirit! I don't belong to anyone, you don't belong to anyone, you and Lilu, I don't treat everyone equally, you're just a confidante, so is she, you are all people I care about, but I can't put all my love into it, so whether it's you or Lilu, don't think about it anymore!
Hainaer's face darkened, she only needed Xia Yanfeng's serious words, not perfunctory, even if she couldn't get it, she had to pursue her own happiness. She hesitated, her heart beating harder: "Such an explanation...... Is it really fair?"
"There is never fairness in this world, only the strong have the right to choose. And love is such a subtle thing, and it is undoubtedly ridiculous to say that it is fair! Absolute fairness only exists in the illusions of human beings, and the so-called fairness is not given by others, but is created by both hands! Do you understand? No competition is fair, whether it is on the heavenly continent or on earth!
The person who can't stop preaching as soon as he preaches ...... "Yan Feng" is Xia Yanfeng, and the person who is moved by his heart and has a manic voice is Hainaer.
"That's it!" Xia Yanfeng stopped Hainer, "It's your freedom to sulk no matter how you want, the words have been said, how to understand it is as happy as you like, but if you miss your business for this, you know what the consequences will be, right?"
"Speech style...... Mr. William...... I...... I ......" Heinael's feverish nerves calmed down, and she knew she had gone too far. Maybe if we go back to the beginning, we won't have the stupid ideas we have today, right?
Xia Yanfeng didn't go back to accompany Lilu, but walked directly into the City of Thunder, and after coming to the tavern area, he ordered a glass of "rye whiskey" and sat down by the window. The waiter there seemed to be a newcomer, who only knew Henna, and had never met their real boss, so he didn't recognize Xia Yanfeng.
The name of the wine here is actually taken by Xia Yanfeng according to the characteristics of the wine, and the whisky is not as pure as the world, but the taste is almost the same. All he could do now was look out the window at night, relying on alcohol to relieve the inexplicable stress.
He was not in the mood to go back to spend the night with Lilu, and all his leisure and leisure were ruined by Hainaer's crazy words, but this did not mean that Xia Yanfeng would be disappointed or disgusted with Hainaer, he understood the consistent personality of women, but if it was Narcissus, Zhen Wei, Black Megumi is all messing with him like this, his head has already erupted, he doesn't want to be said that he is stepping on so many boats, this is not what he wants, even if it is a spare tire on Hainer's side, there is no need to accept it easily, how he chooses, it is his freedom, Hainer will not let her interfere if he wants to, I just hope that it will not be a big mistake because of this.
Hennar is not a little woman without a big picture, she has a clear distinction between public and private, and she can definitely distinguish between priorities and priorities, otherwise she would not be able to take charge of it alone and run the Thunder City to unprecedented prosperity. Xia Yanfeng didn't want to worry too much, he just wanted to be quiet alone, and let his soul precipitate with this night. It's just the real crisis hidden in the night, has he ever sensed it?
"Mr. William......" floated in, sat down face to face, the arrogance on Heiner's body had disappeared, she returned to her former innocent smile, and her eyes emitted a clear and charming light, "I'm still ...... I won't call you any more talkative, Mr. William is a nickname worthy of you, right?"
"Maybe......" Xia Yanfeng took a deep breath, "Naer, I can understand your thoughts, can't you still think about it?" If you can't think about it, I will accompany you tonight until you want to open it." ”
"No need...... Henal smiled slightly, "Nal understands everything, and if she persists any longer, she will only hurt harder, so if you lose your thoughts early now, and restore your past friendship, maybe it will be more friendly, right?" ”
Henal called herself "Margaret", and the waitress was surprised, but she only motioned for the other party not to care. Xia Yanfeng thought that she should also understand what she should do, what she should forget, what happened today, he can act as if nothing happened, provided that Hainaer's state of mind is already a sea and a sky.