readx;? It's just that this is one thing in my head, but the discomfort in my heart is another thing. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

What Yan Shunhua never expected was that what made her sad was still to come.

Lilacs burst through the door and yelled at her, accusing her of being the one who had pushed them all into the fire. If it weren't for her escape, they wouldn't have been crushed and humiliated by others, so that now they are not ghosts, they are spurned by others.

Takeka felt heartbroken for her companion's madness, but she scolded her and pounced to stop it. And Hongzhi was in front of her, so as not to pounce on her and hit people.

Yan Shunhua was stunned for a moment, and was sad for a moment, never saying a word, just straightening his waist and listening indifferently.

"Benefactor? What kind of benefactor are you? You are a selfish coward, you are a wretch who will be damned by heaven and struck by lightning, and one day you will fall to our level. Haha, you ruined my life, I, Huang Dingya, wish you thousands of pillows and thousands of rides, I curse your whole family not to die well, there is no place to bury you, and there will never be a day of reincarnation!"

Lilac roared hoarsely, her tears had already been shed in the days of humiliation, and now only her eyes were full of astringency.

The second young master, who had been smiling and looking at him, would never treat her as gently as before.

Mrs. said that when she was sixteen years old, she would let the second young master accept herself as a roommate. This is an honor that has never been seen before, and it is also what she has been looking forward to since Lilac was sold into slavery.

The destination that she had always believed in burst like a bubble when she was within reach, leaving her eyes full of sorrow and resentment.

If it weren't for this little girl, if it weren't for her running away without permission, how could she Huang Dingya fall to this point?

"I hate you, I hate you, you are the one who deserves to be sinned, you are the one who deserves to die!! It is you, you are the one who makes me want to live, not to die. Why don't you die ?!!"

Lilac's expression was extremely hideous, and when Zhuxiang was desperately hugging her, she lowered her head and bit the other party's shoulder fiercely, and she pounced on her companion while she was in pain, and she was about to beat Yan Shunhua.

Hongyu has been waiting for the battle, so when Lilac really pounced, he decisively smashed the spittoon in his hand into the other party's body.

Lilac was hit in the knee, staggered, and finally fell to the ground.

Zhu Xiang pounced on the person completely under him regardless of the three-seven-twenty-one, and refused to let go no matter how much he struggled.

Yan Shunhua stood up and approached, took off the wooden hairpin inserted in his hair, swiped it in the air, and condescendingly compared it to Lilac's face, and then squatted down slowly.

"This is a peach wood hairpin, which is said to ward off evil spirits, even if it is stained with blood, it can also bless people's nightmares from disturbing all diseases. Since you want to die so much, and you have met each other anyway, I will be happy to give you a ride.

Well, there is a very merciful butcher in my village, and every time he kills a pig, he kills him with a knife. I remember the bright pig-killing knife, sometimes it was cut directly at the pig's head, and sometimes it was cut directly through the abdomen.

But what to do? You are a human being, whether the hairpin is directly pierced through the throat or pulled down from head to toe, it is fine to die, but if you are not dead, it is too unsightly. Or how about stabbing it directly into the heart? Without the heart, there will be no pain and no trouble, and you will be gone. ”

The finely carved peach wood hairpin, slid across the smooth and delicate face, against Lilac's throat, the hand holding it obeyed the change of the master's words, and slowly slipped down to the left chest, the tip of the hairpin paused, and slightly forced, and the frequent beating place-for-tat.

Death has never been a difficult thing.

If a person really wants to die, no matter how closely guarded the people around her are, no matter how much she is rescued once or twice, or three or four times, one day she will die on her unchanging determination.

It is undeniable that there are indeed dilemmas in life that make people desperate to think that they can't survive and die, but not everyone will encounter them.

Even if it is really unfortunate to encounter it, the person with tenacity, the strong soul with the belief that it will never bow to fate, can always try every possible way to find a way to break and stand up, and then continue to walk towards the unknown journey with difficulty.

To live, and to live the truest, gentler, toughest, and strongest self is something more difficult and difficult than death.

Yan Shunhua looked at the snow-white clove with cold eyes, feeling the other party's heart fluctuate and emotional agitation under the pressure of the wooden hairpin, she slowly strengthened it, although the tip of the hairpin did not pierce the clothes, but in a wordless posture, it was exerting a dull pain all the time.

"You ......"

Lilac couldn't hold back the trembling, her lips trembled, she couldn't say a complete sentence, and the fear in her heart was simply incomprehensible.

The little girl in front of her looked down on her, with a solemn expression on her little face. That small mouth, although the voice is soft and glutinous, the words he spits out are so vicious and serious!

She really wanted to kill herself!!

Realizing this, Lilac's eyes widened in horror, and the place where the hairpin tip was pressed against her heart seemed to feel more and more weight. The tingling sensation that I had never experienced before penetrated deep into the bone marrow in the moment of enlightenment, as if it reached the soul.

"It's better not to die well, it's better to die without a place to be buried, and there will never be a day of reincarnation?"

Yan Shunhua repeated the mantra of Lilac, and suddenly smiled like a flower.

"Everyone must be held accountable for their words and actions. God did not create man to let us waste our own lives, and then change or even destroy the existence of our relatives. Unless you are the Son of God, such a vow is bound to fail. But what you can't do, I have the ability to do. Like now, if I let you die, you won't live. ”

She smiled more and more cheerfully, and the wooden hairpin in her hand had left Lilac's heart, and instead lingered on the other party's neck, so frightened that not only Lilac, but even the nearby bamboo incense and red lotus held their breath.

"I don't have to go through a curse, I don't have to use the punishment of fate, I just need a little force, and it can pass through your neck, and if you can't kill you with a hairpin, then I'll stab you again. If not, I'm sorry, I'm afraid you won't be able to die perfectly. Blood gushes out, staining your face red, and it's not what I want. ”

The smile on Yan Shunhua's face was like a blooming hibiscus flower, blooming extremely gorgeously. With the movement of the hand, there are beads of blood slipping down from the porcelain-white neck, and the smell of blood is extremely light, but in the quiet of the night, it greatly stimulates people's senses.

Lilac stopped breathing.