Chapter 19 Why Don't You Give a Pension?

Zhang Hanwen looked at the two cards in front of him blankly, and muttered, "This should be right!"

"Zheng'er?"

"Han Wu's son, it's a pity ......" Zhang Hanwen covered his cheeks with his hands, his shoulders kept shaking, and tears flowed out of his fingers.

Zhang Shuo gently patted his father's back, he turned to me and said for his father: "Zheng'er is my uncle's son, since my uncle disappeared on a mission ten years ago, my aunt and cousin have lived a very hard time, and the people around me say that my uncle's mercenary group is gone, and everyone is dead, but my aunt doesn't believe it, she says that as long as the damn little piece of iron doesn't come back, she doesn't believe that her uncle will die, she has to wait for her uncle to come back." ”

"Where are they now?"

"Dead, all dead. Zhang Hanwen's voice was so light that it was almost inaudible.

"My father has been helping my aunt's family all those years, but we also have a family here, how much can we help? If my cousin hadn't had that illness four years ago, if my father's leg hadn't hurt, maybe it wouldn't have been like this. Zhang Shuo's voice trembled slightly, his eyes were also red, Zhang Jian was very obedient at this time, leaning on his father, also crying.

"My cousin was very sick, he continued to have a high fever, my aunt came to my house to borrow money, at that time my father's leg was just injured and was sent back, the pension was very small, all used to treat the injury, but my father still squeezed out two hundred copper coins to my aunt, if the two hundred copper coins can treat my father's injury, maybe my father's leg will not fall disabled, but these money for my cousin, the same drop in the bucket, two hundred copper coins were quickly spent, but my cousin's illness did not improve. ”

Zhang Hanwen interrupted Zhang Shuo's words, and he said: "Two hundred copper coins are also useless to my legs, that's life-saving money!"

"......"

"It's nothing, your cousin is too late, if your mother sent two hundred copper coins earlier, it may be better, I asked the doctor about my leg, and the doctor said that it would take three or five silver coins to get better!"

"No, Dad, you can't take all the responsibility yourself, don't think I don't know, the doctor said, two hundred copper coins have a great chance to make you better!" Zhang Shuo suddenly became excited, he continued: "Mom is also for our family, do you think she doesn't want to save her cousin!"

I didn't care who was right and who was wrong, I just wanted to know the process, so I asked: "Now is not the time to discuss who is right and who is wrong, according to the normal theory, the person who made the mistake here is me, so, Zhang Shuo, I need to know the process, what happened later!"

Zhang Shuo and Zhang Hanwen may have been suppressed by my momentum, the two are not arguing about who is right and who is wrong, Zhang Shuo continued: "My cousin's illness was not cured in the end, it was a winter night, it was snowing outside, and my aunt's family didn't even have the money to buy coal, and on that night, my cousin went, and my aunt cried all night, and my mother was by her side, and when it was dawn, my aunt fell asleep, and when I went to deliver food to my aunt at noon......" Zhang Shuo obviously couldn't help it, and tears couldn't stop flowing, and it took a long time to continue:" I saw my aunt hanging from the beams of the house, and by the time people lowered her, her body was already hard. ”

I nodded and said, "It's all my fault, if only I had come sooner." "Yes, if I had sent this money to this orphan and widow earlier, perhaps this tragedy would not have happened.

"yes! If you had shown up earlier, it would have been a different story. Zhang Hanwen looked out the window with distracted eyes and muttered.

Zhang Shuo didn't realize what I was talking about, he just continued his narrative: "I decided to inherit my father's position from that time and become a mercenary, if I had become a mercenary earlier, I could have made a little more money for the family, then, my cousin might not have to die." ”

I didn't know how to continue the conversation, and the room fell into a deathly silence, probably the only sound coming from Zhang Jian, who was looking at me angrily, his two small fists clenched tightly, and his teeth clucked because of the hard rubbing.

Children's minds are always so simple, what they think is right is right, what is wrong is wrong, in Zhang Jian's eyes, I am a heinous villain.

"Why are you here now?" Zhang Jian finally couldn't stand this oppressive atmosphere, and in his little heart, he didn't think about whether I would have any trouble, he only knew that it was the person in front of him who didn't deliver his uncle's pension in time, so that his cousin died.

This voice woke Zhang Hanwen from his contemplation, he stopped Zhang Jian, and said, "Jian'er, Mr. Martin has a last resort!"

"What is more difficult than life?" Zhang Jian is fifteen years old after all, he already has a certain amount of common sense, and in his understanding, life is always the biggest.

Yes, life is the greatest, I have a hard time, the wanted person is hanging high there, if I go and send these pensions, with the power of the regent, I am sure that they will know and find me as soon as possible, and what if they find me? I am immortal, or am I dead, and am I still afraid of death?

"Zhang Jian, what do you know!" Zhang Shuo stopped his younger brother loudly, and he said, "Mr. Martin's name has always been on the second most wanted list, do you know what that means?"

Zhang Shuo's chest rose and fell rapidly, Zhang Jian didn't realize what this meant, he stiffened his neck and replied, "So what? Won't he send it over secretly?"

Zhang Hanwen took Zhang Jian into his arms and said softly: "Xiao Jian, Mr. Martin did the right thing, he didn't send it over, he didn't want to bring danger to us, if he sent this money overtly, whether he sent it openly or secretly, as long as we use the money, his enemies will know, they will trace the source of the money to us, then our lives will be threatened, you know?"

Zhang Jian looked at his father in surprise, he didn't understand what his father said at all, he looked at his brother, his brother nodded and said, "Yes, the reason why Mr. Martin didn't send it, I think it is because of this reason." ”

This explanation really made me embarrassed, I knew that my original intention was not so, I only thought that I should avenge everyone, only by killing all the enemies, I would have the face to meet everyone's family, but I never thought about how many families in their family were in urgent need of this pension.

Ten years is just a moment for me as an undead, but for these families, it's a long wait.