Chapter 898: In Vain
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Even if she couldn't see it, she knew that there was a silent night in her ears.
There was no answer. The male voice disappeared again, as if it had never been there.
"Neurotic, Yan Shunhua, you are a neurotic.
I've been stuck at home for too long, so I'm starting to have schizophrenia, right? I can't return home, but I don't dare to confess to someone I like, and now I have to create an illusion to comfort my lonely heart. ”
In the darkness, she burst into tears again, but even though there was no one around, she forced the tears back into her eyes.
his "now"!
Is it a sin to be single? She also wants to find someone to accompany her, she also wants to find a good man to marry, she also wants to have a group of children, she also wants to have someone worthy to worry about all day long.
But there was no one around her.
She thought that person had already appeared, but what was the matter now?
Can't she even be amorous?
Does her life have to be related to loneliness and loneliness, but to be pathetic and ridiculous?
As an adult, she has always eaten and slept well, has always been self-sufficient, has always entertained herself, has always had the work she wants to do, has always had the leisure time she wants to enjoy, and has always had close friends who can be put to heart, she plays a calm role in life, and can be comfortable with almost anything.
In that way, she turned out to be especially sad in the eyes of others because she was a famous flower and had no owner?
She's always tried to live her life, even if it wasn't always so enjoyable, but most of the time she enjoyed spending time alone or with friends.
She just hasn't met the right person yet, she hasn't been able to fall in love with him and be in love with him, there's no way to agree with him to grow old together, there's no way to walk into the wedding hall with him, and there's no way to give birth to a child like her and like him.
She's just not as lucky as many girls to find someone with whom she can spend her life early.
Is it a sin? If it's a sin, then she confesses.
For a long time, Yan Shunhua shivered in a half-dream, and was completely awakened by freezing.
The wind was still very cool in the second half of the night. She decided not to worry about this issue anymore, and as soon as it was dawn, she followed Hung's advice and went to Dr. Li.
She rolled over and sat up, pulling on her flip-flops to go back to her room to rest, but heard a very soft sigh again.
She froze.
"Yan Shunhua. Yan Shunhua. Yan Shunhua, where are you? We said that we would go to the end together, how could you sneak away? How could you, how dare you do this to me?
Yan Shunhua, you come out, you come out for me, where are you hiding? Think I can't see you and I can't find you? Don't be naïve. You are my person, you are destined to be my person in this life, and it is impossible to escape from my side in your life.
Come out, come out, come out for me......"
It's like drunken gibberish.
Yan Shunhua's emotions that had been cleaned up were once again like calm water, and they were shattered by that small stone.
"I don't know who you are or where you are, but if you really want to contact me, come up to me. If that person you're looking for is me, I'll be waiting for you right here.
Don't say anything I don't understand, and don't pretend to be a fool like this, it's not good for you or me.
I'm an ordinary person who can't stand such a fright.
If you are a stranger, or a god or a ghost, then please don't confuse my memory anymore, it's better to give me back my memory as it is, and I will naturally make my own most heartfelt answer. ”
But the other party obviously didn't hear her answer clearly, or couldn't hear her answer at all, and was still talking to himself.
"I was wrong, really, I was wrong.
I shouldn't have been running around all these years, especially when the wedding was just around the corner, and I shouldn't have been on a whim because the time was right to do something that wasn't supposed to be my job in the first place.
If we weren't always thinking about perfection, we would have become relatives early in the morning, and maybe the children would have been able to quarrel with us.
I'm really sorry, I really know it's wrong, come back, Yan Shunhua. Whatever you say is what you say, you let me go east, I will never go west, you let me go north, I will never go south.
I was wrong, I was wrong, did you hear me? I was wrong, I was really wrong, very wrong.
Yan Shunhua, where are you, where are you......"
The shouts were like cuckoos crying blood, which made Yan Shunhua feel sad in an instant.
"I'm here, I've always been here. Who are you? Who are you? Can you hear me? If you hear me, answer me, and if you don't have the convenience of coming to see me, I can go to you.
What country are you in, and what are you on ...... mission?"
Her words came to an abrupt halt because he had just spoken about the wedding.
So, has she already walked to the wedding hall with this man?
Yan Shunhua fell into chaos again for a while, and she couldn't figure out whether she had amnesia or hallucinations.
The man still didn't answer her, and didn't look like he heard her at all.
Even if she was drunk, she should have reacted to other people's words, but it was clear that her voice had not been noticed by him.
She leaned against the wall with one hand and slowly crouched down.
Who is it? Who has she forgotten? Or who is he?
"It must have been something I did wrong that led to such retribution. I'll never go to war again, okay?
I will never kill anyone again, I will not kill the sick, the disabled, the old and the weak, I will not kill women, children and monks, even if it is the meticulous work of the enemy country, and I will not commit the great crime of killing in Daqing, I can turn a blind eye.
As long as you come back, I can eat fasting and worship the Buddha for the rest of my life to reduce my sins. ”
He was muttering to herself, in a very quiet voice, but strangely enough, she knew it so clearly, so clearly that she had to wonder if he was really just someone she had imagined.
"You don't have you, right? You don't exist at all, right? If you do show up in my life, whether you're a god or a ghost, you should respond.
You can't see me, and I can't see you. I can hear you, but you can't hear me. You are neither a god nor a ghost.
You are just a character who exists on the basis of my mental activity, and it must be because you are too lonely, you must be too eager for happiness, so I made you. ”
Yan Shunhua is constantly doing psychological construction, hoping to convince herself that all the voices she heard are made up by herself.
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