Chapter 231: What is loneliness

readx;? In the evening, Fa Jinlian returned to the cave after practicing hard, and saw Xiao Di with barbecue meat in one hand and wine in the other, and gently slapped him on the head: "You are quite good at enjoying life, and you don't forget to bring good wine when you come out to practice." Pen Fun Pavilion www.biquge.info Why didn't you bring that beautiful girlfriend of yours with you?"

Xiao Di was already three points drunk, and couldn't help but joke casually: "Fortunately, I didn't bring Mi'er out, otherwise how could I be in the same room with a beauty like you?"

Xiao Di regretted it after speaking, Fa Jinlian just took care of herself for the sake of Jin Long's face, how could she make such an ambiguous joke?

However, Fa Jinlian didn't seem to be angry, just glanced at him with a crimson face, and then unceremoniously took Xiao Di's roasted meat and the wine next to him and ate and drank elegantly.

After eating a few bites of roasted wild boar meat that was charred on the outside and tender on the inside, Fa Jinlian couldn't help but praise: "Your meat is really good, it seems that you have cooked something to eat by yourself before?"

Xiao Di couldn't help but suddenly think of the hungry and full life in his previous life, when everything had to be taken care of by himself, and all his life skills including cooking, sewing and mending, and trimming and shears were all exercised at that time. Compared to the life of freedom and dignity in this life, which is hard and dangerous, the life in the previous life is really like a nightmare.

He would now rather take on an almost impossible task on this continent than challenge the Pope of Light in the future, rather than go back to the past.

Seeing Xiao Di's gloomy expression, Fa Jinlian couldn't help but ask worriedly, "Did my sister say something wrong?" Xiao Di. ”

Xiao Di laughed self-deprecatingly, and suddenly asked, "Sister, when do you think you are the loneliest?"

Fa Jinlian couldn't help but recall her nineteen years of experience, she was originally born in the wealthy Fa family of the Beijun Sect, and she was also the descendant of the Fa family, and she was born with a silver key since she was a child. The best snacks are used, and there are countless servants to serve them, so that almost whatever they want can be satisfied.

When she wanted to practice martial arts, someone naturally found the best teacher, the best equipment, and the best martial arts for her to choose from. And when he showed enough talent, he immediately received countless praises and expectations.

Loneliness? I don't think I've ever tried this before. If I have to say that there is, it is that when I was twelve years old, Sister Xuelian, who had the best relationship with me to eat, live and practice together, and was even more talented than herself, was notified by the upper echelons of the Fa family to separate from her. She was just an illegitimate daughter of a concubine, and she had to be trained as the best guard of the Legalist family, but she had to start as one of the candidates for the head of the family, and receive some of the education that the head of the family needed.

At that time, she didn't know that when she won countless privileges as one of the candidates for the head of the family, she would have to pay the same heavy price. First of all, as one of the candidates for the head of the family, it is necessary to compete with the rest of the candidates for the only position, as long as it is not a direct assassination or sneak attack, any way is tacitly allowed at the top. The Legalists, like the rest of the wealthy families, have always been extremely strict and cruel in the selection of candidates for the head of the family in order to ensure that the future head of the family must be full of wolf nature.

Secondly, candidates for the head of the family are not allowed to marry until the position of the head of the family is decided, and after the decision is made, the future head of the family must marry the girl with the purest blood in the designated family, of course, the concubine does not matter. And those candidates who fail to compete are either to marry people from outside forces as a way to win over outside forces, or to win over future genius disciples and let those disciples join the Legalists.

Marriage is the greatest guarantee to ensure the purity of the family's future bloodline, so the Fa family is extremely strict in the management of this point, even with Fa Xuelian's rare talent in a hundred years, she can only be the most important elder or important minister of the Fa family in the future. No matter which candidate for the head of the family is trying his best to win her over, because she has absolutely no possibility of running for the head of the family, but it has a great relationship with the competition for the head of the family.

Fa Jinlian still didn't fully understand the way this wolf pack ran for the wolf king, and when she understood, she didn't know how cruel it was and how much she would have to pay.

Seeing that Fa Jinlian didn't speak, Xiao Di raised the wine glass and shook it gently, quietly looked at the wisps of whirlpools in the glass, and smiled peacefully after a while: "Sister, since you don't want to say it, then I'll talk about my feelings about loneliness." There was a time when I was miserable, and once I had only one meal in three days when I was poor, but no one knew about it, and certainly no one came to comfort me or help me. At that moment, I felt so lonely, I felt that the excitement outside had nothing to do with me, as if I was the only one left in the world. ”

Fa Jinlian was startled, she stared at Xiao Di's slightly lonely eyes at the moment, and suddenly felt that she had really seen his heart for the first time. This young man, who is always laughing and scolding, looks domineering and happy, has such a tragic past behind him. She had never worried about money, but from Xiao Di's calm tone just now, she seemed to understand what a terrible thing poverty was.

She didn't know that Xiao Di had such a tragic past. Now Xiao Di is only a seventeen-year-old boy, Fa Jinlian can't imagine how Xiao Di, who was even younger a few years ago, could endure this kind of pain? The calm tone in his tone at the moment showed that he had made this kind of life a habit, which was more heartwarming than those shouting hysteria.

Fa Jinlian unconsciously approached Xiao Di, sat down next to him, and gently held Xiao Di's cold hand.

In fact, Xiao Di is talking about his experience in his previous life, but his pain level is no less than that of this life, because all people in this life are martial artists, have a strong body, and their resistance to hunger and cold is always much stronger than that of ordinary people in their previous lives.

The two of them didn't speak like this, they sat quietly next to each other, and after a long time, Xiao Di suddenly smiled: "That's all in the past, I, Xiao Di, will never let myself live that kind of life again in the future." I may die in the future, but I must die on the road of struggle, and I will never die in this boring life like this. ”

Fa Jinlian was able to fully experience Xiao Di's determination at this moment, she held Xiao Di's hand tighter, and said to him softly: "Xiao Di, my sister believes that you will be able to do it, it is really his luck that the golden dragon can meet you, I now understand why he swore to follow you like that, regardless of the cultivation of the family." I believe that with your guidance and help, Jin Long will definitely be able to obtain the position of the head of the future Legalist family. ”

At the mention of Fa Jinlong, Xiao Di seemed to sober up all of a sudden, he suddenly thought that Jin Long believed in himself so much and treated himself as a big brother, and how could he maintain such an ambiguous state with his brother's sister?

Just when he was about to break free from Fa Jinlian's little hand, Fa Jinlian also suddenly sighed, and also talked about his life in the past nineteen years.

She finally said: "It's really strange, I haven't talked to anyone about these words except for talking to Sister Xuelian back then, and gradually I almost forgot about it." But today I don't know why, I just want to tell you. In fact, Sister Xuelian is only three days older than me, I was born on May 27, and she was born on May 24. I've always treated her like a real sister. ”

Xiao Di smiled: "That's really a coincidence, Senior Sister Fa Xuelian and I happen to have the same birthday, it seems that our birthdays are very close, so let's fall in love like this." ”

Fa Jinlian also smiled: "So that's the case, but I think you seem to be more similar to Sister Xuelian, and if you meet in the future, you will definitely fall in love." You must comfort her well when you have the opportunity, she is actually very similar to you, she is a very lonely person, and she hides everything in her heart. Ever since she was told of her identity at the age of twelve, she had become very withdrawn, and I had never seen her smile in years. ”

Xiao Di smiled bitterly and said: "Sister, you really look up to me, Senior Sister Xuelian is the first disciple of the high inner gate, and she will inevitably become a super genius of the core disciple in the future, I am just a little minion who has just entered the inner door." The distance between us can't be measured in miles, I'm afraid there won't be any intersection at all. ”

Fa Jinlian smiled lightly: "You kind of nonsense to deceive ghosts, geniuses are full of arrogance, I don't believe that you will be convinced by others." With your talent, becoming the number one in the inner door after two years should be a sure thing, hehe. ”

Xiao Di smiled awkwardly, he really didn't convince anyone, even in the face of Fa Xuelian, but he didn't like to boast about himself, especially in front of his own people.

He raised his wine glass and smiled at Fa Jinlian: "Sister Lian, let's rest after this drink, I have other plans tomorrow morning, hehe." ”

His unintentional words made Fa Jinlian think of other places, and she blushed and touched Xiao Di's cup before walking into the cave by herself, leaving Xiao Di shaking her head at the inappropriate wording.

Xiao Di put out the fire, sealed the entrance of the cave with a boulder, and lay on the warm ground next to the fire in the entrance of the cave and quickly fell asleep, but Fa Jinlian could not sleep peacefully all night.

She thought about a lot of things, and thought of the strict rules of the heir of the head of the Fa family, in terms of marriage, she only had three paths to go in the future, if she became the head of the family, she would have to marry a disciple of the Fa family with the purest bloodline selected by the elders of the family. And if she can't become the head of the family, she can only marry a powerful disciple of an ally power, or let a promising disciple from outside join the Fa family.

Let Xiao Di come over? Fa Jinlian couldn't help but secretly shake her head and smile bitterly, if Xiao Di's talent and ambition were smaller, it would still be possible, but after today's conversation, she had fully understood that with the arrogance and ambition in Xiao Di's heart, it would be impossible to accept this way. But in other words, if Xiao Di is not such a combative person, then how can he be so tempted by him that he can't sleep late at night?

Maybe Sister Xuelian is the most suitable person for Xiao Di, after all, as a disciple of the concubine, the family did not give her too much special care, and she also did not have much obligation to the family. As long as it does not affect the interests of the family, she can marry whoever she wants.

Fa Jinlian suddenly felt envious of Fa Xuelian at the moment, compared to being free to choose who she liked, she would rather give up her identity as a candidate for the head of the family, but this matter was completely not for her to decide.

This simple and straightforward girl tossed and turned, and for the first time in her life, she lost sleep.

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