Chapter 340: To Die
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Since she started marrying at the age of sixteen, the woman who married a drunk named Liu Chunya has almost spent her life in pregnancy and childbirth. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. biqUgE。 Info has been pregnant with eight children in ten years, except for the two-month-short fetus that was born in the middle, she gave birth to six healthy children, but they are all daughters.
failed to give birth to a son with a handle for her husband to inherit the incense, Liu Chunya not only accepted it at home, but also couldn't stand up to watch people outside. Apart from giving birth to children and taking care of children and working day after day at home and outside the house, she has no other thoughts and ideas in this life.
No, actually, there is. The moment Liu Chunya kicked off the stool, his mind suddenly flashed to his husband's thoughtfulness before he was addicted to alcohol.
Because she did not give birth to a son for him, he was ridiculed by outsiders as a soft egg, and was blamed by his parents for being a wreck, and he should not marry her as a dead star, so that he has not been able to renew the incense for the family for many years. Originally, he was praised as a good man since he was a child, but because she didn't look like a person at home and abroad, he was overwhelmed and drank every day.
She didn't blame him for scolding her, nor did she resent him for punching and kicking her to vent her anger.
After all, when he was sober, he would occasionally cry bitterly and regret that he had done something to her, although such sobriety has become less and less in recent years, but it also proves that he still cares about her feelings, doesn't it?
He cared about her, just as she still regarded him as heaven as she did when she first got married.
Everything will be fine, as long as you can give birth to a son with a handle, then life will soon return to its original state.
It's just that she's tired.
From the birth of the first child, no, perhaps from the day she got married, the mother-in-law showed great displeasure. It's just that the birth of a daughter finally made that disgust explode.
At first, it was just some verbal muttering, but when the second and third daughters were born, it developed into a blatant insult.
She doesn't blame her old man, but she feels a little sorry for her husband who is tired by herself. While she was being abused, he was also under tremendous pressure, and she knew it.
If you don't scold back, you can't fight back. She was more and more careful to lower her presence. Keep everything inside and outside the house in order, even when you have a big belly, do laundry, cook, feed pigs, raise fish, grow vegetables, cut wheat, and even go up the mountain to chop wood. She never rested.
Except for the period when she gave birth, she had no choice but to do housework.
But she is probably really a dead star, and she is destined to have no son in this life. So the two children who followed were still daughters.
Even her father-in-law, who was dissatisfied but never opened his mouth to feel sorry for her, finally no longer had a good face on his face. In the past, when my mother-in-law scolded her badly, I said a few words of justice for her. stepped in to stop her husband when he was drunk and beat her too much, but then he stood by coldly, as if as long as he didn't make a fuss, he didn't care.
Liu Chunya fluttered in the air. I wanted to cry, but the tears that had already dried up could no longer flow. I heard the soft cry of a baby.
Why are you still crying when you've fed her?
Her sisters were asleep. Maybe he has been waiting on Huangquan Road first, why is this child okay?
Oh. Yes, in order to save her husband a little money, she went to the mountains to dig up the medicinal herbs, and she was afraid that the amount would not be enough, so in the end she only fed medicine to a few older daughters, and she ate the little left by herself, afraid that she would die, so she hanged herself.
Thinking of leaving the youngest child to suffer in this world, maybe when she grows up and gets married, she will be like her because she can't give birth to a son and be pointed at and can't raise her head to be a man, she is abused by her mother-in-law and beaten by her husband, and finally she is even more tired of the person she likes, and since then she has lived in the abyss of pain and is unable to extricate herself, she struggled more and more.
She was reluctant to let her daughter suffer, and she was even more reluctant to burden her husband. The family is not rich, but there is still a little money to spare, and after a few years, he will always be able to remarry and have a chubby boy with someone else.
Just like her husband said when he left, there has never been a precedent for their family to fail to give birth to a son since their ancestors, and it must be because she is useless, so she was originally pregnant with a handle, and was startled by the barking of a dog and gave birth to another daughter.
Since he can't give birth to a son, why should he delay his future? If the incense can't be continued, he is not happy, and she is even more unhappy, so it is better to leave early.
It's too early to leave.
Liu Chunya's expression gradually became in a trance, her husband's voice gradually faded away, and even the child's thin cry gradually disappeared.
She can leave, but she will never leave his side. Since you married him in the first place, then you will die, and you will become a ghost of his family......
In the trivial daily life of the family, women can be calculating, or they can tolerate in every way, the former may come from nature, and the latter mostly starts from feelings.
They are either graceful, or ignorant, lively and cheerful, or cautious, but it is undeniable that no matter what kind of temperament a woman is, because family life is related to the emotions they value most, to a certain extent, it is not an exaggeration to say that home is a battlefield for her.
However, many men are more likely to be less emotionally delicate than women, and in their view, the battlefield is always outside the home. As long as the women in the family, whether sincere or false, can maintain superficial harmony without quarreling or quarreling, it is family happiness.
Even if the truth is that the undercurrent is surging and the storm is coming, they can turn a blind eye, because the daily life of the family seems to them to be a trivial matter.
Only when the situation is beyond the scope of their tolerance will they take out the authority of the parents, put on a straight face, and give a big stick to each of the two sides involved, and then give the sweet dates to the sweet dates, continue to ignore those who think they should be ignored, and continue to look at their own battlefields after the mud is finished, thinking that everything will be fine when the family is quiet.
This approach has worked throughout the ages, and the process may be tortuous, but the outcome will most likely be happy for all. After all, the pleasure of trivial daily life lies in the fact that it may be vulgar and ordinary, but occasionally it will also show a charming luster like gold, which is intoxicating and cannot be abandoned.
But this approach is not invincible. Because of the innocence of men, there are occasionally women who are also naïve, in order to maintain their dignity and emotions, and they will not hesitate to do so, and would rather be broken than destroyed.
Just as some people are willing and have the ability to close their eyes to make do with their lives, there are also people who are tired of this kind of life and turn away.
Ordering a woman to retreat on her battlefield for any reason, or even surrendering unconditionally, even if she can't bear it, without any form of counterattack, is a thing against human nature, and it is as cruel as calling a person to die.
Yan Shunhua didn't know that when Shen Mu reported the information one by one, this cowardly young woman who never knew how to fight back, after being beaten beyond recognition again, had no business, and personally fed her daughters porridge with poison.
She is still lamenting Liu Chunya's life, but she didn't expect that even if she didn't fight back or scolded, she was still a fresh and warm life, and because of her husband's words, the residual fantasy of love in her heart finally collapsed.
A woman who was once as tough as a little grass that has been trampled thousands of times and still strives to take root downward and grow upwards is determined to die. (To be continued.) )