Chapter 882: My Motivation

"I can replace all your body organs, step by step, piece by piece. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info Every time you get used to it, you will do it next time. It will be a long process and it will be painful. But pain is a good thing, and it allows your soul to recognize the changes in itself, to strengthen your belief that you are still alive, and thus to give you a real new life. Zhao Mai said: "Drinking medicine is the easiest, soul transfer is the fastest, and transformation is the most thorough." ”

"Ciri, I asked him how much it hurts to make a makeover. "He said it would hurt and make you just want to die." My advice is that you drink the medicine first, and I can see if there are any ways you can use it in terms of magic, so that you can heal your body safer and without pain. ”

The little girl's eyes blinked, and she looked at Tyrion. "I didn't understand it, but I just knew that I should choose one of the three, right? They all said you were the smartest, can you decide for me?"

The words were scarce, but they pressed against Tyrion's chest and kept him out of breath. It's different from when he was prime minister, when he could write a few words and decide to eliminate a political opponent, torture a spy or kill an innocent person for a scapegoat. It's also different from commanding a battle as a boss. Although he fainted on the battlefield on two of the three battles, after all, he fought valiantly and personally decided the final fate of the enemy. It's easy to treat those people, but it's much harder to treat those close to you.

Ciria's one-eyed eyes were clouded by exhaustion, but the trust in them did not diminish because of this. Tyrion bit his lip, and then said: "If you drink the medicine, it is still better to live than to die, it can't solve the problem at all, and it can only be used to deal with emergencies." If you don't know how to do this kind of thing, don't hurt others. First of all, I will practice on cats and dogs (reserve food and bare teeth) and then talk about it. I am a dwarf and born with a disability. I'd love to change my body, so why don't you try the third method with me first?"

"You can practice psychic abilities on your own, and you can try to learn magic later, or even a combination of the two. Therefore, you don't need external forces to help you transform your body, you can do it yourself, and it doesn't hurt at all. Zhao Mai shook his head: "Everyone's body is different, and the experience gained from you can't be used by Ciriya at all, so your choice is meaningless." ”

"Dojian said that you can transform yourself in just one step, can't you use it on Siria?"

"Using my Z-worm cell to transform is currently 100% going to destroy the independence of the transformed person's soul, and even destroy his soul and personality. You don't want Ciria Sand Snake to become Ciria Stinging Serpent, do you? In that case, I might as well choose to use Soul Transfer!" Zhao Mai said to Tyrion, "Although I joke with you all day long, such as resurrecting you when you are tired, life and death are still important matters, and the integrity of the soul and spirit is even more important. ”

"Can't you stop the pain, like you did when you gave Rikas another arm?"

"The purpose of the transformation is to let her body know that she is actually alive, and that only pain can do that. You can die with a smile, but you must come into this world with a cry. I don't want to restore the lost organs, but to slowly transform and replace her, so the pain is inevitable, and even the need to strengthen it deliberately. ”

Tyrion stopped talking, just looked at Ciriah. The little girl looked thinner and smaller, and she could hold her waist with two hands, and with a little force it seemed to be able to break, could she survive the pain? ”

"Okay, let's use the third option. Zhao Mai decided: "That's it, I'll prepare." ”

He got up and left. Tyrion frowned and immediately chased after him. If Zhao Mai deliberately avoided Tyrion, then he could just teleport away. Now he is squatting in the courtyard of "my family", rubbing the hair on the back of his neck while waiting for him.

"You must have something else you haven't said. Tyrion shook his head slightly and said, "Your strength is comparable to that of a god, and you will not do useless things." Even if I'm just whining and making a joke in Yuric City, you're going to take advantage of it and push the boat down the river to achieve something, won't you?"

"It's not. Zhao Mai categorically denied: "I don't have the ability to predict and control, and even if I do, I won't manipulate the fate of the people around me." My early killing of Hamarna did affect a lot of people, many of them who would have died, and Ciria had a more tragic fate. Hamana is alive, she will die, but even if Hamanna dies, she will not survive, and it is not my responsibility. ”

"I believe in you on that. If it hadn't been for your spell healing for the past two weeks, she would have been dead. "Her problem is that she's going to live to the limit. I don't believe you don't have a way to increase your lifespan. ”

"I only have the means to delay or even stop the passage of life, I have no means to really increase it, and I can't reverse time and rejuvenate people back to when they were younger. I'm not omnipotent, and I don't do whatever I want. ”

Tyrion sighed and nodded. Zhao Mai never said that he could do anything, he was very cautious and humble in this regard, and never made promises. Moreover, he said that if there is no such means, then there really is none, and he will not hide it from his friends. "You didn't say something just now, what the hell is it?"

"The part I didn't say was part of my motivation, other than that we didn't want her to die because Ciria was cute. Zhao Mai was frank with Tyrion: "The first time I saw Ciriah, I thought of an idea. Her life run will come to an end, and the will of the world of Atas will no longer pay attention to her. No matter what method I use to save her, I am changing her fate. Sadiri wants me to keep her in shape for the time being, while she finds another solution. Do you know why? Because I want to use Sadiri's physical characteristics to transform Hiriya, and see if I can turn some of Sadiri's fate around. ”

"What does that mean?" Tyrion remained calm, not letting impulses get in the way of his sanity until he figured things out.

"As you know, I've been trying to get Satili truly free, out of the script, so I've prepared a lot of methods. If I give Ciria access to Satili's natural force and life characteristics, I may be able to trick the will of the world into recognizing the wrong person. This is only an assumption, but it could also be the last line of defense after other means fail. ”

"I understand that this is one of your protections for Sadiri, but is it fair to Ciria?"

"If the deception can be realized, because of the entanglement between Satili and the will of the world, Ciria's fate will be greatly strengthened, and her chances of survival and recovery will be extremely high, which is the most important thing for her at the moment. In the future, if there is any risk she has to face because of the fate of Satili, it is for her and Satili to share the risk. Do you think I'll stand by and watch? Ciria is a person, not a scapegoat. I won't protect her as much as I do for Sadiri, but I'll protect her as much as I can. It is indeed my own will that determines the increase in the attempt to transfer fate, and I have nothing else to say but this message. Are you satisfied with this answer?"

"You work hard, you put in your energy, and you deserve to benefit. I can't save her! I'll only be satisfied if she's okay in the end, but I don't have any objections now. Tyrion slammed his fist his thigh: "It feels bad that I can't help!"

"Learn psychic abilities and magic well, improve your strength, God knows when you will be able to use it!" Zhao Mai pointed to himself and said, "I'm like this, I'm always afraid of when I can't do anything in the future, so I have to work hard now." ”