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He clenched his fist under the quilt, finally holding back, and asked her in a calm voice. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info [Fengyun Novel Reading]

"Didn't think about anything. What questions do you want to ask? Say, I'll answer if I can, so that you don't have to worry about it in private. ”

Of course, Yan Shunhua would not be stupid enough to tell him that he was just thinking about whether the progress of the relationship between the two was fast or slow, and just shook his head and diverted the topic.

Shen Jingyuan pursed his lips and stared at her for a long time before he was a little deflated, "That's the problem just now." What are you thinking? Why do you always feel like you've lost your soul? It's like living in another world, isolated from everything around you, a space of your own, and untouchable. ”

This made him feel that she could disappear completely without saying hello anytime and anywhere, and even if he was extremely poor all his life, he would not be able to meet her again.

This feeling made him very tormented inside.

This time, Yan Shunhua completely understood his question, and it was precisely because he understood what he meant that he fell silent.

This was exactly the kind of question she could answer but couldn't really answer thoroughly. Even if the two really reach the point where they are as close as husband and wife, it will take a lot of courage to tell him where she came from.

And now, frankly, she can't speak right away, which proves that she doesn't think the two have reached the point where they have completely exchanged hearts.

In other words, she didn't trust him wholeheartedly.

She realized this and remained silent. Shen Jingyuan was also keenly aware of the implicit meaning of her reaction, so he sat on the bed and looked at her, at first it was like sitting on pins and needles, but then his body stiffened and his heart was as cold as water.

The two were relatively silent.

Yan Shunhua suddenly felt that this moment was so long, as if his heart was suddenly and madly overgrown with weeds, and in a certain moment, all of them withered and turned into ashes, all of which dissipated into the boundless wilderness.

The particles raised in the sky covered the sky and the sun. It makes people nervous, palpitating, obscure, and then long-term embarrassment and embarrassment.

She knew if she didn't take care of it. I'm afraid that the relationship between the two that has just been established will be difficult, and she knows that she has to say something, whether it is to change the topic or make up nonsense or perfunctory blame, or to break the kettle and tell the truth, she must open her mouth to speak.

But looking at those eyes that were getting more and more silent, she just couldn't lie or joke. Just telling the truth, but it also violates her consistent code of conduct.

It's not modern here. If she is still in her own time and space, no matter what the big thing is, even if she can't handle it, she can still hand it over to her relatives and friends and deliver it to the law, and even as a last resort, she can also expose it on the Internet, so that the shot in the hearts of the world can be weighed, and I believe that justice is in the hearts of the people.

Here, she doesn't say that she is not familiar with life. There are parents and siblings, relatives and friends, but she doesn't think she really fully integrates into the world. She doesn't have too many in-depth and thorough observations of the customs and folklore of today's time and space, and she knows nothing about the overall style and structure of the Daqing Dynasty and the general temperament of the ruling class.

I don't integrate and understand the outside world enough, and my current physical and mental condition has yet to develop, not to mention that there is a hidden problem that my memory has not been fully recovered.

Her eyelashes fluttered slightly, with a high frequency, indicating that there was a fierce battle of thoughts going on inside her at the moment.

Shen Jingyuan looked at her silently, even if he knew that heaven and man were fighting in her heart, it must not be comfortable. He still pursed his lips and stared into her eyes without blinking.

In this relationship, he has always been the one who takes the initiative to attack, and she. Unhurried, it has always been the passive defensive side.

He chased and beat him fiercely, and she guarded him tightly, he boiled the frog in warm water, and she occasionally relaxed but remained vigilant, and he pretended to ignore it, and she suddenly lived her little life tepidly as usual, as if she had not noticed his bitter waiting;

He made a big turn and went full speed. She also took a graceful step and leaped to the side, and disappeared, and he hurriedly turned around to look for it, but she suddenly appeared behind her and walked slowly;

He stepped forward and she stepped back, he stepped back and she ignored and continued to move forward, he was side by side with her, she only smiled slightly, even if she was occasionally shaken by a sudden attack, after a moment she still calmly resumed her original rhythm and moved forward, as if he was to her like all passers-by, with or without it, there was no difference in her life.

The flowers are silent, the geese are without a trace, King Xiang is intentional, but the goddess is unintentional.

Yan Shunhua didn't know that when she was fighting fiercely with the fantasy villain in her heart, Shen Jingyuan remembered that she had mixed feelings when she remembered the past.

At this moment he waited for her to speak or remained silent, like a gambler waiting for the mystery to be revealed, and his mood became indescribably calm when he was so nervous that he looked forward to his final fate.

Yan Shunhua hesitated for a long time, or rather, thought for a long time.

It is true that even if she marries him in the end, according to her consistent personality, it is impossible to reveal her origin and discourse so easily.

Not to mention that now, they have just made it clear that their relationship has not been long.

Although it had been years of waiting for him, for her, even though many memories had been retrieved, there was still a particularly relevant piece missing, involving the past relationship between her and him.

She felt the strangeness of the familiar, or conversely, the familiarity of the strange. She still has the apprehension of a newcomer to all the surrounding environment, and her cognition of her relatives is only vaguely cordial, although she knows that it is recognized from the heart, but it is also different from the peace of mind after many years of life.

There is no doubt that he is important to her.

But at this moment, it was not important enough for her to be able to reveal the secrets hidden in her heart without hesitation.

If this secret is heard by someone who shouldn't hear it, it may be able to be used instantly and put to death.

Maybe it's half an hour, maybe it's an hour and a half, Yan Shunhua herself doesn't know how long she hesitated and thought about it, and finally she smiled bitterly for a long time, and spoke out in a joking tone with a little self-deprecation.

"Forget it, let's die, maybe I owe you in my previous life, so I have to come all the way to pay off my debts in this life. I'm much older than you, and it's not an exaggeration to say that I'm a thousand-year-old monster. If you will, set me on fire and go with the wind, or sink me in a pond and bury me on the spot. (To be continued.) )