Chapter 1 Memories of Past Lives?
The farthest distance in the world
Not the distance between life and death
It's not about different sides of the world
but
I stand right before you
But you don't know that I love you
......
Accompanied by soft and gentle music, the song "The Farthest Distance in the World" came from the radio on the campus of Tongchuang University in the magic capital.
This poem was originally a dialogue written by Hong Kong writer Zhang Xiaoxian in a novel.
Maybe she's writing too well;
Perhaps this passage is inherently moving;
Perhaps, in everyone's memory, there has been such an unforgettable story. Therefore, it has been continuously written and sung by lovers all over the world.
At that time, it was the golden autumn season, around nine o'clock in the evening.
Ye Chong sat on a big rock in the middle of the Moon Lake on the campus of Tongchuang University, savoring this passage of text.
Although he didn't have any emotional experience, he couldn't help but feel sad.
I don't know why, he always feels that this paragraph is written about himself, as if God is destined to do it, and the love in his life is so helpless and poignant.
......
The farthest distance in the world
It is the distance between the fish and the bird
One in the day
One dives deep to the bottom of the sea
He recited the last sentence repeatedly, thinking that there was a lover at the end of the world, who loved each other but couldn't stay together, and couldn't help but shed tears in a daze.
Suddenly, there was a thud, and the laughter of a girl came from behind her.
Ye Chong's heart moved, and he only felt that this laughter was so familiar, as if he had heard it somewhere. He wiped a handful of tears, looked back, and saw a beautiful figure sitting in a bamboo pavilion by the Moon Lake. Under the shroud of the moonlight, the figure was like a fairy in the Moon Palace, graceful and elegant, and was leaning on the danger fence to look at him with a sneer.
Ye Chong's face turned red, a little embarrassed, and thought: "What's so funny, when you know the taste of love, maybe it's even more ugly than me crying." ”
He wanted to tell the girl a few words, but when he thought of what had happened to him recently, he couldn't help but be a little discouraged, and thought, "Even if I win, will she look up to me?" ”
But after all, he couldn't resist the drive of his self-esteem, and said to the girl, "Do you really think it's funny?"
The girl was slightly surprised when she heard him ask, seemed to stick out her tongue, and said apologetically: "I'm sorry, I shouldn't laugh at you, it's me who is not good." "The voice is crisp and tactful, and it is very good.
Ye Chong said: "Do you think that a boy is very spineless when he cries his nose at every turn?"
The girl hurriedly shook her hand and denied, "No, no, I just think...... There was some surprise. When he said "some surprises", both in tone and demeanor, he was like a child who had done something wrong.
Ye Chong wanted to reprimand the girl for a few words, but when he saw her like this, his heart softened, and he sighed and said, "I don't know why, as soon as I heard this poem, I felt very sad. ”
The girl looked at him for a moment, then said, "You...... Broken out of love?"
Ye Chong shook his head and said, "I haven't fallen out of love, and I've never had a girlfriend. ”
"Why?" the girl asked.
Ye Chong sighed and said, "I don't know why, as soon as I heard this poem, I felt as if I would definitely lose my most beloved person, no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't get it back." This was originally a secret hidden in his heart for many years, but for some reason, he couldn't help but say it to her.
When the girl heard him say this, she was thoughtful, and said after a while: "No, you will definitely be with your beloved." ”
"Yes, we are together, but at the end of the world, she has never understood my mind. ”
"Why?" the girl was surprised.
Ye Chong smiled faintly and said, "If I say that all this is my hunch, what will you do?"
"Hunch? your hunch...... Accurate, isn't it?"
In the past, when he said this, people would often laugh at him as a madman or a psychopath. But instead of doing so, the girl asked softly, which couldn't help but surprise him, and even moved him a little.
Seeing that he didn't speak, the girl whispered, "You...... Why don't you speak? I'm sad, isn't it?"
"Thank you. Ye Chong almost burst into tears when he heard that she cared so much, as if he had been wronged for many years, and today someone finally understood.
"Thank me?"
"Yes, thank you. Because it's just you...... to listen to my nonsense. ”
The girl looked at him quietly for a moment and said, "I know you're not talking nonsense. ”
"Why...... Why do you believe me so much?" Ye Chong heard her say this, his heart was boiling, as if he had met an old friend who he hadn't seen for many years, and he wanted to rush over and hug her tightly.
The girl spread her hands and said in his tone: "I don't know, but I have a hunch, and I can't help it." Before he could finish speaking, he burst out laughing.
Ye Chong also smiled.
He felt that the night was beautiful, like Christmas Eve with the melody of a hymn, quiet and peaceful.
After a while, the girl said, "I don't know if your hunch is accurate, but I'd rather believe that you're wrong, or the story will be too poignant." ”
"I hope so, too. But if my premonition is wrong, I will never see her. If I can never see my beloved, then what's the point of my life?"
The girl also let out a long sigh and said, "Yes, if you can't meet your beloved, then what's the point of this life?"
The two of them were relatively silent, and both fell into deep contemplation, each thinking about their own thoughts.
At that time, the quiet moon was silent, and the lake reflected the figures of the two people rippling slightly.
After a while, the girl said, "You can't let her know your mind because she's ...... Amnesia?"
"I don't know. ”
"So...... Are you a crush?"
Ye Chong shook his head again.
"Is she not like you?"
"No, she loves me very much. "That's for sure, even if it's just a hunch.
"Then why?"
"That's why I've been lost. ”
The girl looked at him quietly for a moment, and then suddenly said, "No matter what, you have to tell her out loud that you love her and let her understand your heart." Otherwise, you will not only be ashamed of yourself, but also let her wait for you for a lifetime in vain. ”
Ye Chong heard her emotional, and couldn't help but raise his eyes to look at her. Although I couldn't see the girl's face clearly in the moonlight, I couldn't see the outline of her face, delicate and graceful, charming and moving, faintly familiar, but I couldn't remember where I had seen it.
"What's wrong? Did I say the wrong thing?" the girl saw that he didn't speak, and tilted her head slightly, as if trying to gauge his expression.
"I didn't ...... No. Ye Chong quickly avoided her gaze and continued, "What about you, what do you think of this poem?"
The girl smiled embarrassedly and said, "Actually...... I was in tears too. ”
"You're in tears, too?"
As a listener, others shed tears, and they should have expressed sympathy, but Ye Chong's heart was warm, and he felt very open and relieved.
Unexpectedly, the girl sneered and laughed, "I just didn't expect that there is another person who is more prone to crying than me, and it is also a boy." ”
Ye Chong's face flushed, and he smiled faintly: "Maybe I'm too sentimental, but I hope everything is beautiful, not what I thought." ”
"That'...... If you do meet that girl, you will ...... to her Do you want to show your heart?"
"Yes!"
"You're not afraid of losing her?"
But as you said, if I don't do that, I can't help but feel guilty of myself, and let that girl wait for me for nothing. This time, I must protect her, love her, and never lose her again. When he said the last sentence, Ye Chong's expression was solemn, as if he was swearing in front of his beloved.
"Yes, this time, protect her, love her, and never lose her again. The girl repeated his words silently, as if she had lost her mind. After a while, the girl said, "You...... Do you already know...... What does she look like?"
Ye Chong began to try to recall the girl in his premonition, as if he knew, but as if he didn't know, everything was vague and hazy, but it was so deep and unforgettable.
Seeing that Ye Chong didn't answer, the girl said to herself: "You should know, otherwise you wouldn't have said, 'This time, don't lose her again'." ”
Ye Chong couldn't help but be a little surprised, he had been immersed in his emotions, and he could say whatever he wanted, but he never thought that he would say so.
The girl said leisurely, "Perhaps, you will know as soon as you meet her." It's that person, in the memory of your past life, that can no longer be erased. That's why in the memory of this life, it will make you so confused and sad. ”
"Memories of the past life?" Ye Chong's heart was shocked, and a flash of inspiration suddenly appeared in his mind, as if something important had been opened, a beautiful figure kept flashing back in his mind. The figure is graceful and elegant, and it seems to be the girl in front of her. He tried his best to see the figure's face, but he couldn't see anything.