Although Jing Mengxi smiled at him forever, Bai Qikong felt that Jing Mengxi's smile was like a sharp sword, stabbing his heart fiercely. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 info He would rather Jing Mengxi sneered at him, mocked him in every way, and put the word "son-in-law" on his lips all the time.

However, Jing Mengxi didn't.

Knowing the arrangement in the clan, in front of Bai Qikong, Jing Mengxi didn't even talk about it, and the word "son-in-law", a word with a similar pronunciation, did not mock him in every way, nor did he sneer.

Yes, it's just gentle and thoughtful like water...... Admire!

However, every time, in front of Jing Mengxi's smiling and beautiful face, Bai Xuankong, who was talking and laughing, had a deep hatred and shame in his heart.

Especially for Jing Mengxi, he will want to kill him quickly.

Just because, this marriage, for Bai Qikong, is the biggest shame in this life.

He is the son-in-law of Jingfu!

If you don't kill Jing Mengxi, don't slaughter the entire Jingfu clan, don't kill the people who once laughed at him in Baifu, Bai cut off the empty heart, it's hard to be safe in this life!

He hated, hated all the people in Baifu, hated all the people in Jingfu, and even ...... This bland world.

......

This night, Ergou couldn't sleep.

Although he succeeded in killing Jing Rong, presumably tomorrow, because of Jing Rong's death, he will definitely not be able to escape the blame, and it will inevitably be suspected that it was his hand! With this slightest suspicion, even if his husband is a peak martial cultivator in the Cave Spirit Realm, in front of the family of Jing Mansion, it is impossible to escape death!

However, in Ergou's heart at this time, what he was thinking about was himself and his future.

became an ice dog, that is, a dog, the ups and downs in his heart can be imagined.

He just wants to transform into a human being and be a good person once, even if he only has a life span of twenty years!

After all, who wants to be a dog? Even if it's a cute and silly ice dog, an ice dog loved by noble ladies and girls, it can't work!

When you think of dogs, some people think of what may be man's best friend. But isn't dog also the most humble and lowly synonym, isn't it?

"Dog, mother's raised, it's a dog...... it's a dog" Thinking of his identity at this time, Yi Li wanted to cry without tears, and his heart tingled, all he could think of was such vicious and ruthless, cursing other people's words. Every word is associated with the identity of a dog. Yi Li felt that every day he lived as a dog, his heart was not happy! Because he was a human being, a dignified man, and a man who stood up to the sky!

I used to think that it would not be a big deal if I became a dog, but now that I have really become a dog, who knows the pain in the heart of the second dog?

In the past few days, his belief in "once he becomes a dog, he can cultivate demons and transform into forms" has been shaken......

Once, his desperate heart begged for death, but because the ice dog mother talked about cultivating demons and transforming into forms, he became hopeful.

However, this glimmer of hope, right now, with the death of the ice dog's mother and what has happened these days, has shaken Ergou's heart!

In particular, he thought of the uneasiness and fear in his heart in the face of that horrific murder scene. Because of this, at that moment, his heart even lost the belief of avenging the Ice Dog's mother, and he hated his "hypocrisy" and the falsehood of the Virgin! He even doubted that he would be able to go to the step of transformation in the future...... Because, although Ergou doesn't know much about this world, he also has some understanding. As an ice dog for a few months, he is completely an ant-like existence! Even an ant is not as good as an ant. After all, although the ants are small, there are not so many wolves, tigers and leopards peeping at all the time!

He felt that if he couldn't make corresponding changes, if he couldn't adapt to this terrifying world, he would not be far from death.

And the first thing to change is your own heart.

Yi Li was originally an ordinary person, how could he ever see a human head, spinning, and being cut off? Even if it was a bloody scene, he had lived for decades, and he had never seen it a few times.

But the cruelty of this world is not quite the same as what he once had.

This world is cold, cruel and ruthless, and it is strictly carried out according to the law of survival of the fittest......

In Ergou's mind, scenes are constantly flickering:

Expressionless, holding the fur that he had peeled from his mother Ice Dog!

Jing Rong was mocking, laughing, bullying, and humiliating his sister of the same clan because of his strong force!

Ma Liuzi's face was gloomy, and he sneered and cut off the head of the person who looked honest and loyal!

Ma Liuzi sneered disdainfully, and kicked away the head that was actually speaking, and that head was dead and blind!

is also Ma Liuzai, in the passing out, that miserable white face, and eyes full of unwillingness and determination!

...... This scene kept flashing in Ergou's mind, like a flood beast, impacting his moral bottom line and the remaining thoughts of "hypocrisy" in his heart.

He is constantly reflecting, and in the process of reflection, he has made changes.

This process is a change of heart!

Perhaps, at this time, he can't cultivate like a samurai, but he is clearly cultivating.

What he cultivates is the rules for joining the WTO, and what he refines is his own heart.

What he realized was the most basic path in this world!

The process of heart change is extremely scary!

In a single thought, becoming a demon and becoming an evil is by no means vain.

Perhaps in a short moment, it will determine what path he will take in the future.

Ergou's heart is constantly tingling, doubting, paining, hopeful, and stoic...... All kinds of emotions are mixed, and his heart is extremely tired.

In his mind, everyone he has met over the past few days comes to mind.

The Jing sisters, the husband, Jing Rong, Bai Qikong, Bai Zhong, Ma Liuzai, and the unknown honest man......

He even saw his future in everyone.

It may seem like an illusion, but it's incredibly real!

All kinds of phantoms were constantly intertwined in his mind, and in his contemplation, his eyes became crimson, and he felt the blood in his body as if it were boiling, and there was a stinging sensation like burning his soul.

It can be said that at this time, Ergou's heart change has reached a critical juncture! In his heart, he can't help but want to make himself the kind of person he has shaped in this world! Abandon everything in order to survive, or compromise with death for fear of death.

"No!" the second dog roared at the sky!

At this moment, a wave of fluctuations came, although this fluctuation sounded silent to ordinary people, but Ergou felt a calm like a spring flowing in the mountains!

This fluctuation made Ergou's heart gradually calm down!

"Although this world is cruel, I must have my own principles!" the second dog muttered in a deep voice.

Among the people he met at the moment, the one who impressed him the most was Ma Liuzai!

He can feel that his situation is similar to that of the horse in some cases, if he, because of the cruelty of this world, he will become indifferent and ruthless, and because of the struggle for survival, he will turn his back on the bottom line of being a human being...... Then, his future appearance must be similar to that horse and horse.

Indifferent and ruthless, the life of mustard cannot escape death at the hands of stronger people in the end.

"Principle?...... principle"

"But, what is the principle?" Ergou asked, and his heart gradually calmed down.

After thinking about it, Ergou asked himself, "Principle is my heart." Although the road of cultivating demons and transforming into shapes is rugged and bumpy, life and death are unknown, I will follow my heart, fight in the torrent, and seek change in life and death!"

His heart has changed!

Become, more in line with the cruel requirements of this world, become, become more tenacious!

It is not indifference, but it is not hypocrisy and cowardice, but perseverance and fearlessness in the search for one's true self.

Cultivating demons, I can definitely do it!

Ergou's eyes were firm, and he decided that since he had chosen to embark on this path, the first thing to cultivate was not cultivation, but his own heart, and only in this way could he have the prerequisites for survival.