I've been reincarnated several times since I got involved in that world.

Lived life after life.

Generals, champions, warriors, emperors, merchants, mortals, beggars, this time it is already the eighth.

Why, do I have to endure this?

Every time, you will never see each other when you say goodbye to the person or thing you care about.

Every time, it's a heart-rending pain.

I'm tired of reincarnation, who said that those who cross must reach the top and dominate the world?

I did that.

The martial arts are at the top, the talent is amazing, the imperial power is high, and the wealth is rivaled by the country.

I've done all of that, huh?

In the first life, he was born with divine power and was unparalleled in the world, but in the end, he was isolated and helpless, died on the battlefield, and his confidante also died.

After the reincarnation, Feng Ran decided not to contact women again.

In the second life, relying on memory, his talent was astonishing, and under one person, he schemed people's hearts, swayed power, and finally was condemned by the world because the world was afraid of his mind.

From then on, Feng Ran understood that no matter how powerful the wisdom was, it would be in vain under absolute force.

In the third life, he was selfless, pursued the pinnacle of martial arts, and achieved the position of God Emperor at the age of thirty-seven, but in the end, above the peak, he was the only one.

Then Feng Ran understood that the peak cultivation was just as lonely as that dark world.

The fourth world, the mortal world, keeps searching, and finally the imperial power is eternal?

The original woman is dead.

In the fifth life, sitting on the mainland and rich in the sky, he began to wonder.

In the end, I have so much, but it seems that I have nothing, so what am I for, and what can I be for?

So.

In the sixth life, he became a mortal, an ordinary life.

In the seventh life, he thought, maybe this is the happiest, there is nothing at the moment, no parents, no lovers, nothing to care about, and there is nothing to lose.

In that life, he froze to death in the corner of the city wall as a beggar.

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And then, this life.

Xuancang Continent is an incomparably vast land, with trillions of people in the vast land, this world is prosperous and prosperous, with time, landforms, people's various forces fight, and finally divided into five incomparably huge and vast regions, the east of the continent, the sects are numerous, the sects are grouped, and the world is called the East Sect; and the west is the West Ridge with steep peaks and mountains, and all kinds of moats exist; the south is the open water plain, a long imperial dynasty is entrenched; the north is the least populated, with the most primitive and vast forest in the north。

The center of the continent is the most populous, the most prosperous, and the most densely populated, but because of this, the Xuandao is not as good as Zhongzhou in other regions, and in Zhongzhou, among the thirteen large Xuancheng under the imperial capital, Canghuang Xuancheng......

Outside the Canghuang Xuancheng, the leading captain had a beard and wrinkled face, and stepped forward to say to the soldiers at the city gate:

"Official, we are the goods that the Li Mansion Steward Li asked the villain to send into the imperial city, this is about to be a harsh winter, Steward Li specially asked the villain to send a batch of winter things, and I hope that all the soldiers will be convenient. As he spoke, the bearded man quietly stuffed a bag into the hands of the soldiers in front of him.

"Let's go inside. ”

"Thank you, sir. ”

"Canghuang City, after waiting for this time, will it be more prosperous?" The beard showed an incompatible smile, and the essence flashed in his eyes.

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Kaede House, Kaede House.

A group of maids are preparing in a hurry, the huge Feng Mansion is in intense preparations, and in a few days it will be the fourteen-year-old coming-of-age ceremony of the little master of the Feng Mansion, and the Feng Mansion is preparing to hold this Feng family event in the past few days, and a woman is commanding.

"What to do with this eldest young master's clothes"

"The little one is afraid that it will not be handled well, so I came to ask. The maid responded.

"Put it first, wait for the ceremony to be processed. ”

"Is that good...... the maid swallowed nervously.

"That dumb young master, how much does the old man care, it will still be a problem to let him attend the coming-of-age ceremony when the time comes·······" The woman snorted absently········

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"What life is this?"

"How long are you going to live this time?"

"Do you want to join the WTO this time?"

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A remote courtyard in Fengfu, the whole yard is a little empty, in fact, the area of the yard is not large, as for the emptiness, just because there is a big tree in the center of the yard, there is not even a stone table, a stone chair, not to mention the pavilions, a teenager leaning against the tree, looking up at the somewhat gray sky, the white hair that has not been taken care of for a long time looks very unkempt, covering his eyes, and the white robe is also because he sits on the ground, and he doesn't care much and looks gray, obviously only sixteen years old, he has a tired vicissitudes and fatigue after experiencing too much, in the eyes of the people around the teenager, it is lifeless。

As for the reason why he was looked down upon by all his relatives and even his servants, it was very simple.

The entire Canghuang City knows that the son of the late head of the Feng family of the three major families, Feng Ran is a mute, and even a little stupid, which brings far more than ridicule and shame to the old man of the Feng family, but also makes him miss his son who has been a dragon and phoenix since he was a child and is famous in Canghuang City.

Whenever he sees his grandson looking lifeless, he has an indisputable fire in his heart, fortunately, he is not only this grandson, although the second grandson is not born in the main house, but he has been shrewd and studious since he was a child, and he is quite stylish, and finally let the old man have comfort, and the younger generation of the Feng family will not have no successor.

Since Feng Ran hadn't learned to speak at the age of five, the old man believed what the doctor said: "Although there is no problem with this child, there should still be no problem with him, which causes him to be unable to speak...... This one...... Maybe Ling Gongzi's intelligence is also insufficient, or maybe it's one of the reasons. I am shallow in my studies, and I really can't do anything. This also made the old man disappointed in this eldest grandson, and at the same time, he didn't pay too much attention to him, and over time, even his subordinates didn't treat him well.

The reason why you can't speak without injury is very simple,

It's that Feng Ran never thought of saying a word.

Since being swept into the world with only the golden hourglass by that thing, Feng Ran has been staying in that place since he was scared, dazed, and uneasy from the beginning, and gradually he found that there he didn't have to eat, he didn't have to drink water, and all the survival needs of the human body were all isolated, Feng Ran remembered the time at the beginning, he watched the fine sand of the golden hourglass slowly flow down every day, trying to find a way back, the time has not known how long, he tried every method he could, failed again and again, and finally gave up, until he chose to hit the corner of the hourglass with his head·······

"I really regret the first ······"

Feng Ran couldn't help but think in his heart, he still remembered the joy of discovering that he appeared in another world, the great joy of escaping from that desperate situation, and the excitement when he found out that he was alive again.

"At that time, I thought I had encountered the plot of the novel, and I was so happy. Feng Ran showed a nostalgic chuckle, nostalgic for the first life, thinking that the life he had hit the luck, it seemed to be the happiest life, distant memories kept emerging from his mind, and the voice kept resounding······

"Feng Ran, today, I want you to be the general of the border city. ”

"General, the last general is willing to fight to the death for you!"

"General. "General!" "General!" ·········

Feng Ran squinted his eyes, his eyes were hazy, memories came like a tide, countless familiar voices seemed to be shouting in his ears, and suddenly, the figure of a woman was reflected in his mind, wearing a long dress as bright red as roses, stepping barefoot on the beast blanket of the barracks, her warm eyes were full of tenderness, her red lips opened slightly, and she spit out an intoxicating whisper:

"General, I will be with you, in life or death. ”

Fragments of memory intertwined into that figure, and Feng Ran, who remembered this scene, seemed to wake up suddenly, his eyes widened, and he exhaled a long breath for a long time.

This... It's a memory of the first life, and it's really a little nostalgic.

In that golden hourglass world, Feng Ran entered by coincidence from the beginning, and has been reincarnated several times, and in the past of that life, he has been famous, fought on the battlefield, once reigned in the world, guided the country, once intoxicated with martial arts, stepped on the peak, and once ······ Ever ······

This is the truth of his vicissitudes and tiredness, it is not easy to live a lifetime, with a heart that was once an ordinary person, he lived life after life, Feng Ran still remembers that life because he was tired of the reincarnation of this life and life, wrapped in tile, being a beggar for a lifetime, never out of that small city, once he was crazy, he didn't know the meaning of life, he was once lazy, he didn't do anything, count it······

It's been almost a thousand years······

Sixteen years, I haven't spoken out, maybe this life can pass like this, that's it, that's it, I don't want to think about it, Feng Ran leaned on the tree, closed his eyes, and this life will be like this······

The winter of Canghuang City is coming soon, the autumn wind has brought the cold, blowing the branches of the small courtyard swaying, the fallen leaves are fluttering, unconsciously, there has been a little snowflake falling, incomparably small fall on Feng Ran's body, making the already white long hair even paler, the wind blows across Feng Ran's face, bringing up the white hair that covers his eyes, revealing a handsome star eyebrows, indifferent and elegant face, with indelible tiredness and incomparable indifference quietly leaning on the tree to sleep······

I'm tired of reincarnation, so ah, in this life, I want to die.

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The author is not wrong, it is the reincarnation of the tenth life, please see the following article