Last night I went to the hospital alone, there are people at home, but I have been relatively independent since I graduated, and I don't like to trouble others if I can do things by myself, so I went to the hospital alone, because I was uncomfortable, I was in a hurry, I forgot to bring my money card and ID card, and my mobile phone did not allow me to transfer money, so I asked an aunt to send money, and I sat alone on the chair of the old hospital in a daze, and I remembered these things for some reason. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

At first, I wrote a book because I didn't know anything after I just graduated, and my employment was frustrated, and I wrote a book during that time, and I didn't know that there was piracy at first, Zuo Wei had a hard time writing at first, I had no sense of data, but I still had a good understanding of money, and the concept of grades came from the remuneration, from tens of hundreds to thousands of thousands, and I was once satisfied.

But people are always afraid to compare themselves with others.

At that time, the writing was really immature, there were many typos, and there were often bugs, but I was stunned to make a bloody way out of the pit products by updating the pit products, and the grades were slowly going up, but even if I wrote more, even if I was improving, the subscription collection was always very cheating. Let me say it clearly, Zuo Wei's current collection is more than 90,000, 1302, a woman's collection of 30,000, 1089, 20,000 imperial treasures, 1045, and then now the Tang Dynasty collection is more than 30,000, 1302, compared to before, I feel very satisfied, I said this to Xia Liqiu, she probably felt very helpless, I am such an author with no vision and common sense, really, at first I thought that the author of the starting point was the same as me...... Then I was a turtle who thought he had a few thousand incomes and thought he was very great, and then went to some author salons, and a few years ago I entered the Wenzhou Internet Writers Association, which had several grass birds, there were clouds, Xiaoxiang also had a starting point in Jinjiang, when talking about subscriptions, I knew then that I was the worst in the subscription of a few years more than them to write books, and they were the worst average of two thousand five, some people also said that her book was almost on the street, I was almost half of it, and then every time a reader said wow, you write well, I can't read anything else after reading your book, I feel very embarrassed....

That kind of embarrassment can make me contradictory, I want to work hard, I think there is a problem with my writing type, after all, the front is more lily, but after the result is changed, although there is an improvement, but the subscription ratio is always - quite touching.

I feel like I've fallen into a pit, no matter how hard I try, I can't climb up, I don't know if my attitude was wrong at the beginning, because when I first wrote the article, some readers said that they don't have money now, can't recharge, can't subscribe, I can't always put on a correct posture to tell that this is wrong, I also comforted her and said that it was okay, but secretly added a sentence, don't tell others that I said it's okay, otherwise I won't buy the genuine version.

In a word, it is a prophecy.

There are indeed a lot of people who read my books and buy pirated copies.

There are so many people who watch pirated copies that I have become numb, so much so that Ah Q spirit told himself: At least 1,000 people out of 30,000 are still reading my books~

I told the starting point of the great god Yunqi about this, she said at the time that I also have a problem with my own attitude, some habits are difficult to change back once formed, maybe now there are many readers from the left only way to see piracy and follow, they may like me, like the books I write, but when no one knows, it is always habitual to click on those pirated copies on the Internet to read.

The pirated version of the starting point, the chapter I posted a second ago, maybe you can see it on the pirated version within a minute.

Is it because the book I wrote was particularly crude and not worth buying?

Non-boutique does not cost money, so it becomes more and more garbage.

Maybe the starting point has already positioned me - it's the person who updates a lot every day but the subscription has been super bad?

Piracy is still piracy, and those who watch piracy still look at piracy.

The people who read the genuine try to help me, try everything to help me, but the people who help me will leave, come and go several times - it's hard, it's too difficult, some people just don't look at the original, you can't wake up a person who pretends to be asleep, and you can't wake up a person who won't spend money.

If there really is such a reader, I may not be able to put a face down, but I can probably only turn around with a wry smile.

The starting point makes me feel tired, although occasionally, about its system, about the flow of resources after it is acquired, but I keep telling me that it has nothing to do with me, as long as no one tells me: Hey, Canglan, you have been at the starting point for five or six years, but you have not published a book seriously, and none of them are a fine book with an average of 3,000, you know? I really don't know, and it was only today that someone told me about the latter thing, and I thought about it for a while...

It turns out that I've been like this for the past five or six years?

I also want to be a simple codeword, but I don't want to be a codeword person for the rest of my life, I'm working hard, as a reader, can you work hard with me? Strive to spend dozens of dollars and a hundred dollars to fill a value, probably can also read for a long time, after all, I can't keep up with the previous energy, I can't do more, and I've reached that kind of age without passion, 26, maybe thirty in the blink of an eye.

Standing at thirty, I was always prepared to stand up on my own.

It's like a grass, silently growing in the cracks of the pimples.

But there is always a time when a grass sways its leaves.

In the evening, my father enthusiastically asked me to go to my grandmother's field to pick plums, and he planted plums for my daughter to taste, and it was best to say that they were delicious

I did think it was delicious, but I thought he was too tired like that, and he usually went to plant vegetables and fruits and raise bees when he came home from work for dinner, but he told me that if he didn't plow, where would he eat.

This inexplicably made me want to cry.

I've been working hard, but I can't succeed, what should I do, my dad.

I can't challenge the rules of the starting point.,I can only hope that there is no killing without buying and selling.,I hope everyone can consciously be genuine.,If someone has to say that watching piracy can also add popularity to me or something.,Then these popularity is probably only to pull the second or third to see pirated.,It's not fair to me.,It's not fair to those who look at the genuine.。

Thank you all for taking the time to look at this, today the promise of the third watch will be fulfilled, and I will do what I say.

There is also a word about reading books with book coins.,It's not counted in the author's subscription.,It's probably the same as reading it for free.,But if you have it, you can use it.,I just hope that the rest of the situation can be genuinely subscribed.,Your subscription is the author's motivation and source of inspiration.,Not many people will always guard the withered seedlings that can't grow and refuse to leave.。

I'm growing up, and I hope you are too.

Thank you to the genuine readers who have been with me and supported me, and I hope that the lovely fairies who really like this book will keep up with the road of genuineness, (づ ̄ 3 ̄)づ~~