Chapter Eighty-Seven: Enlightenment
After Siyu finished speaking, he looked up at the expressions on the faces of everyone on the field, although his face was still full of unwillingness, but at least no one said that he wanted to leave.
[Tsk, it's a bit of a conscience. γ
Siyu was a little satisfied in his heart, but he didn't show half a point on his face.
"Is there anyone leaving!" Siyu shouted impatiently.
"You're not leaving, are you?
"Since you don't want to leave, then listen to me!"
"From now on, you are not some high-ranking array mage, you are just Yingshan disciples under the command of this monarch. β
"Keep the following two things in mind:
"First, keep in mind that you are the disciples of Yingshan!"
"Second, it's to give me a desperate cultivation!"
"Those who are not talented enough will work ten times, a hundred times and a thousand times more than ordinary people!"
"Because once you are weaker than others, you will be despised, you will be humiliated, you will be trampled under your feet, and you will be crushed to death like an ant. β
"βββ just like you are now. β
Siyu raised his eyebrows, and said indifferently at Gehua, whose face had turned the color of pig liver on the ground.
Everyone on the martial arts arena looked solemn and silent.
"Alright, that's it for today's competition. β
"When you go back, think about what I said!"
"And βββ"
"Tomorrow continues!"
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After everyone left, Siyu came to the corridor.
"Why did you say that on purpose?" Ruohe leaned against the pillar of the corridor with his hands on his chest, and suddenly spoke as he watched Siyu pass by,
"You care about them in your heart. β
"Isn't it?"
Siyu, who was about to leave, stopped when he heard the words.
As the sun set, her shadow was stretched long behind her.
After a short silence, Siyu opened his mouth to deny:
"You think too much, I don't have the time to care about them. β
"Duplicity. Ruohe looked teasing.
"Say whatever you want. Siyu glanced at the man and walked forward on his own.
"Huh. Someone's snickering was heard behind him.
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Before he thought about it, he hadn't walked a few steps, and Ruohe shouted again:
"Siyu. β
The unusual salutation and the unexpected earnest tone once again succeeded in stopping the girl's footsteps.
The afterglow of the setting sun was spilling down obliquely at this time, shining on Siyu and Ruohe, inexplicably creating a strange ambiguous atmosphere between the two of them.
"My injuries are healing. Ruohe said.
Siyu, who was still in a complicated mood after coming down from the martial arts arena, didn't react for a while when he heard Ruohe's words.
Siyu was stunned for a moment, and then his heart couldn't help but sink. For a moment, she really wanted to open her mouth to keep him, but such thoughts were dispelled by her in the next second.
It turned out that time passed so quickly, so fast that she was just beginning to get used to the days when someone was by her side, and in a blink of an eye, it took longer to get used to the days when that person was not around.
"Got it, congratulations. Siyu replied lightly, and then left without looking back.
The wind swept through the empty corridor without a trace, leaving only a chill all over the ground. Ruohe's gaze followed Siyu's departing back for a long time, and then he let out an inexplicable sneer.
The sun sets, and the dusk is coming to an end. Expanses of crimson sunset burn in the distant sky, and the magnificence of its colors is breathtaking.
Ruohe quietly looked at the beautiful sky and whispered:
"I'm really reluctant. β
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On the other side, Siyu, who had already returned to his room first, was also looking at the same scenery at this moment.
Siyu's heart was in turmoil, and the peaceful and beautiful scenery in front of her couldn't calm her heart. On the one hand, because of the news that Ruohe was leaving, and on the other hand, because of the words she said in the martial arts arena today.
What Siyu said to those disciples was not talking about herself. She is the same as all of them, because she is too weak, so even the request to go to the battlefield with her is nonsense in the eyes of others, and because she is too weak, the only thing she can do is to stand in place and wait, because she is too weak, so in the end, she will be ruthlessly thrown away by them in the name of her good.
Ruohe is right, she is duplicitous and deceiving herself. Obviously sad to death about the sacrifice of those disciples, obviously didn't believe that Di Xiao and Changyi would do that kind of thing, obviously very concerned about being left alone, and obviously loved Yingshan and his disciples who belonged to Di Xiao from the bottom of his heart. But she still said those piercing words in front of those disciples. Because Siyu had no choice, she could only do that. It's her responsibility, the weight she carries on her shoulders. To this day, others can still be sad and sluggish, but she can't.
One thing Ruohe said was wrong, she cared about these disciples but didn't sympathize with them. Because to sympathize with them is to sympathize with yourself. And after all that has happened, the word sympathy is the most ridiculous and least needed thing.
Siyu wants to tell these disciples that in this world, no matter how reliable and credible people seem to be, whether they are relatives, lovers or friends, the promises and agreements made by these people may end up being fattened for one reason or another.
So don't expect anything, and don't rely on others, because then you may find yourself one day and suddenly you will be nothing.
Only when you are strong can you keep what you cherish.
In the ten years in Qilin Village, she lost her mother and brother because of weakness. In the ten years of Tianyang Sect's crimes, she once again lost Di Xiao and Changyi because of her weakness.
With such incompetence, Siyu has really had enough!