"You want to die?"

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Zhou Shen nodded, and his face was unusually calm after the tears flowed. He raised his head and glanced at An Zheng, then lowered his head and continued to drink: "If I don't want to die, I should be fighting you desperately now." With my strength, although it can't be said that it is easy to kill you, if you want to kill me, it should be more difficult. ”

An Zheng: "Why do you want to die?"

Zhou Shen: "Why are you talking so much nonsense...... Isn't your purpose to kill me and avenge the starving people on the frontier? When I die, it won't be long before this place is destroyed. Those walking dead people may become exactly like the border people you have seen in a few years. ”

An Zheng stood opposite Zhou Shen: "Why did you become like this?"

Zhou Shen: "Do you know me before? no, no, no...... No one but that person knew about me before, not even myself. I remember what he said to me before he left...... He said, "You're paranoid, and you might have problems." ”

Zhou Shen smiled bitterly: "I didn't care at the time, and I didn't think he could see through my heart at a glance." But whoever does great things, who is not paranoid? If there is no bigotry, who can succeed?"

An Zheng doesn't remember saying anything like that, maybe it was just a joke at the time.

Zhou Shen continued: "I want to die, I wanted to die a long time ago. I knew I had gone astray, but I woke up too late. When you see the trusting eyes of those men who are full of trust in you, and watch them faithfully do the evil things you have confessed without the slightest suspicion, you will not be able to die. I thought about killing them all first, and then I killed myself. But every time I moved, I couldn't do anything when I saw the familiar faces. So I made a choice when you just came in, if you need to finish alone, it's better not me, just anyone. It just so happens that you're here, so it's you. ”

An Zheng: "I know it's wrong, but I still give myself so many excuses." ”

Zhou Shen: "Where is the excuse? Do you have subordinates who are loyal to you? It seems that even if a person like you does not have such subordinates, he should have such a friend, who will not doubt any choice you make, and will support you unconditionally." They did everything they were told to do, and when they were done, you told them you were wrong?"

He drank the wine from the jug: "I can't do it." ”

He lay on his back on the ground and looked at the sky: "I remember that year, I was in high spirits. He asked me what the ideal was. I said, to be a city lord in the world who will not leave no stone unturned and never close his door at night. People all over the world think of Angu City, and they all yearn for it. ”

After a moment of silence, he shook his head: "At that time, he said, this is impossible. I asked him how he could do it. He said that it could not be done. In this world, as long as people still have desires in their hearts, it is impossible to achieve a perfect world. I remembered, so I went astray. I thought, am I to blame him? If it weren't for what he said at the beginning, I would have been in it for so long and couldn't get out, so much evil. ”

He bit his lip as he said these words, and his voice was slurred. You could see that he hated himself so much that his lips had been bitten.

"Who is he?"

"He, his name is Fang Zheng, the whole world, the unique Fang Zheng. If there is one person in this world that I idolize, it can only be him. ”

Zhou Shen sat up violently and looked at An Zheng: "Do you know what is the biggest regret if I die now? Do you think that I will want to go back to the past and not do this evil thing? No, no, no, my biggest regret is that I can't avenge him with my own hands." And then say something to his grave, what you said at the beginning...... I believed. ”

An Zheng: "So, he made you like this. ”

Zhou Shen shook his head again: "No, it's not him, no wonder anyone, it's just that I got into it myself." ”

He looked at An Zheng: "Will you kill me or not?"

An Zheng: "If I were an official of the Daxi Imperial Court, I would not kill you, send you to prison, and make you think about such a question every day." Someday, you'll feel worse alive than dead. ”

With a tear, Zhou Shen tore open the clothes on his body. His chest was covered with scars, and they looked deep. The oldest scars had turned brown, while the newest ones were still stained with blood.

"Now, life is worse than death. ”

Zhou Shen stood up, his face was so weird, his eyes were so terrifying, he approached An Zheng, and said in a hoarse voice: "You, think about it, I walk out of the City Lord's Mansion every day, looking at those stiff faces like people on the street, are you afraid? They are not afraid, I am afraid...... I wanted to die, I tried many times, but every time I was about to succeed, I regretted it. I never thought of myself as a person who was afraid of death, but when I really decided to kill myself, I realized that I was so afraid of death. ”

He asked An Zheng, "Have you tried to kill yourself?"

An Zheng shook his head.

Zhou Shen said mysteriously: "You can try, it's very ...... Stimulate. But the vast majority of people can't kill themselves unless they choose a way that they can't regret. If you choose a way that you can regret, it only means that you don't want to die. ”

Then his face changed, and his eyes were misty: "Could it be that I don't want to die?"

He pointed to the scars on his body that looked like spider webs and asked An Zheng very seriously: "But do I really not want to die? You see, I really want to die, I really know that I am wrong!"

An Zheng: "You don't want to die. ”

Zhou Shen was so frightened that he took a step back, then subconsciously looked left and right, and he sighed: "Don't tell others...... yes, I really don't want to die, I'm just too uncomfortable, too painful. I had to tell myself I knew I was wrong, so I had to do something about it so I felt better. I cut myself one by one, obviously I could have killed myself a little deeper, but I didn't, am I very powerful?"

He hurriedly put on his clothes: "I can't let others know, because I am the lord of the city, and I am the hope of the ancient city of An." They all looked at me and thought of me as their heavens. Angu City can't live without me for a day, if I'm gone, this place will be over. ”

He stood up and looked at An Zheng: "Who are you?"

At this moment, An Zheng was sure that this person was finished.

A good man who dreamed of building a paradise became the biggest villain after getting into the horns.

Zhou Shen jumped onto the roof and stood on it with open arms: "Look at it, is this perfect world I created beautiful? One day I'll make the whole world like this, and I'll tell him that I made it!"

An Zheng sighed: "If life is only as it first sees...... How nice it should be. ”

Zhou Shen turned his head to look at An Zheng, his face returned to normal, and there was some sadness in the calm: "Why haven't you killed me yet? What did I tell you just now? No matter what I told you, don't believe it, don't think about it." Many people will become my puppets only after listening to my words, you don't have much time, hurry up and kill me. ”

He jumped down from the roof and strode towards Anzheng: "There is a need for a terminator here, and that is you, although you are not the right person for sin." ”

An Zheng clenched the sword of the broken army.

After Zhou Shen walked a few steps, he suddenly stood again, his eyes cringed again, and he looked around, as if he was a thief: "Why are there only you and me here? What about my uncle? In order to help me, his old man rushed back from the Holy Court thousands of miles away...... Have you seen my uncle?"

An Zheng: "It's dead." ”

Zhou Shen's body trembled violently, and he was stimulated, and returned to normal again: "Oh, it's good to be dead, it's long overdue." Many years ago, when I was a child, he said that he wanted to create a perfect world, and he looked at the stars and said that I was a person who could do great things. ”

Zhou Shen paused for a moment, and then laughed: "I am indeed a person who can do great things." ”

An Zheng looked at the crazy man, and he didn't know what it was like. He couldn't explain his feelings, his heart ached, his heart ached. Sometimes, heartache and heartache don't mean the same thing.

An Zheng raised his sword forward.

Zhou Shen stood there, his face changed, and his face became serious again: "My last question before I die...... You are from the country of Yan, and I heard that he has fallen in the country of Yan, do you know anything about him? I must die, but I know something about him before I die. If there is an afterlife, he rides a horse, and I am willing to hold the reins for him and be his pawn. If he rides, I am willing to drive and be his coachman. He said that the rivers and lakes are sinister and people's hearts are sinister, so paranoia is right, but the direction cannot be wrong. Everyone should have only one paranoia...... Be kind. ”

An Zheng stabbed one forward, and the broken army sword pierced through Zhou Shen's heart and stabbed out of his back.

Zhou Shen's body stiffened suddenly, his face that was about to twist again just now recovered, and he looked at An Zheng's eyes closely: "Thank you......"

An Zheng: "He didn't die, he was ambushed by someone on Cangman Mountain that day and almost died." But his fate was good, he found a small place to recuperate, and after his injuries were healed, he would return to Daxi and kill all those who had plotted against him. Then ask the person who stands at the pinnacle of power in the world...... Why?"

Zhou Shen's expression changed, obviously in terrible pain, but he grinned: "I knew that he would not die, and this world needs people like him." But...... You didn't lie to me. ”

An Zheng shook his head: "I didn't lie to you." ”

Zhou Shen's body gradually softened, and he knelt down on his knees in front of An Zheng: "After I die, please cut me with a thousand knives, otherwise those who die in vain will not be peaceful." But I ...... But I really just want to create a perfect world, a home where everyone feels happy. I have a heart for good...... My heart ...... My heart is good. ”

An argued: "Even if the crime is extremely heinous, it is his principle not to torture the corpse to death." ”

Zhou Shen paused for a moment and raised his head suddenly: "You...... Who the hell are you?"

This is the second time he has asked.

An Zheng raised his finger and pointed at his eyes: "You say, you are familiar with his eyes?"

Zhou Shen's expression stiffened there, and then quickly relaxed, he looked up to the sky and laughed wildly, laughing and vomiting blood. He fell to the ground. But he tried his best to raise his head and look at An Zheng, his eyes were full of respect: "Sir...... Good bye. ”

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