It was the first time I saw my father so stern and weak "buy... Bought. ”

"There are five yuan missing at home, did you steal it!ah!!" Wang Yong shouted at Wang Kun

"No... It's not."

"Not yet, it's not what you stole how you bought it!" Wang Yong saw the child lying, pulled Wang Kun in front of him, took off his shoes and whipped him on the buttocks. Wang Kun wept bitterly

When the mother came home, she didn't know why Wang Yong wanted to beat the child, and pulled Wang Yong, but the child couldn't say a word when he was beaten in his mouth.

On this day, Wang Kun's sky changed, and he began to fear his father. I didn't eat the spicy noodles on the table, and when my parents weren't paying attention, he picked up the spicy noodles and walked out of the house and threw them away, he hated the spicy noodles.

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The time came to Wang Kun when he was nine years old.

Wang Kun is moving and has a new village with many school partners. Every day, I finish my homework and go to the village to play with my friends.

Wang Kun also has a lot of fun projects, playing glass balls, playing cards, sandbags, skipping rope, because of good grades, Wang Yong also promised to buy him a pair of rubber skates, but he took Wang Kun to buy a pair of grocery skates, only played for half a month and broke, just because he saved five yuan.

It was also this year that Wang Kun was tripping when he went home at night, and a centimeter of a stone pierced into his knee between three centimeters, Wang Yong just thought that he was slightly injured, and he went to a clinic to find an old doctor to disinfect and bandage it, but what he didn't know was that because he did not check the sutures in time, leaving permanent scars, Wang Kun's knees were suffering every day and night.

Ten-year-old Wang Kun was imprisoned at home, Wang Yong had to read extracurricular books while Wang Kun finished his homework, many, many extracurricular books, and he was not allowed to go out at all, let alone watch TV, only when he was eating, Wang Kun had a little time to watch.

Children, playing is nature, even if they are imprisoned at home, they still want to escape and play, until they reach the first year of junior high school, this time they escaped and were caught by Wang Yong, beaten hard, and punished for kneeling for two hours.

Wang Kun got used to it, and he didn't know when Wang Kun didn't start to tell Wang Yong the truth, his mother couldn't say it or hear it, and all the words were said by Wang Kun in his heart.

Wang Kun was often bullied when he was in junior high school, but this time Wang Kun put down his books, put up chains, and fought! This was the first time Wang Kun had a fight. One person has a schoolbag, and after school, a few classmates who bullied him are still at the door, picking up books and chasing after him, and a schoolbag puts down one person.

After half a month of fighting, no one dared to bully Wang Kun at all. In the eyes of everyone, Wang Kun is a reckless person, no matter how many people there are, he dares to go on alone, and he never knows whether Wang Kun's schoolbag is filled with bricks or chains, or sticks made behind the book.

It was Wang Kun who beat people, and he was the one who was injured, he never told others including his parents, all the words were in his heart, and he didn't know when Wang Kun was disappointed in this family, in Wang Kun's opinion, this was a prison, and he wanted to break free.

Wang Kun, who was in the second year of junior high school, decided to start studying hard, picking up new books and learning from scratch little by little, and it was also this year that Wang Kun became short-sighted.

Wang Yong was puzzled, just gave Wang Kun a bottle of eye drops, he just kept up with the pace of learning, he couldn't see what the teacher wrote in class, this year Wang Kun gave up, he didn't want to study anymore, and he didn't want to go to school anymore.

In the summer of the second year of junior high school, thirteen-year-old Wang Kun found a restaurant, he was going to work, only here he was asked for it, Wang Kun returned home after work, Wang Yong was already waiting for Wang Kun in the living room.

"Are you sure you won't go to school?"

"Well, no, I don't want to go. Wang Kun didn't know how he felt about his father.

"Come and sit down, let's have a good talk," Wang Yong patted the sofa and signaled

Wang Kun shouted angrily in his heart: "Talk about your heart, what kind of heart, why did you go earlier, my heart has already died!"

"Forget it, I'm tired, go to bed first. Wang Kun left alone and returned upstairs.

At night, the moonlight entered the house, and I don't know when, Wang Kun liked the night, took off his clothes, picked up the pillow and slept at the end of the bed, and slowly fell asleep under the moon.

When he was eighteen years old, Wang Kun became an adult, and this year he also found a job in the field, and he was unemployed after just three months of work, and he survived in the city with a low education, and his savings for half a year were only 20 yuan, and a bag of pickles was a piece of steamed buns every day. He didn't have a place to live in the city, so he didn't ask for money from his family, and he didn't want to go back to prison.

On the road of the city, he met a nobleman, and in this way he struggled in the city for four years, during which he went home only five times, and he proposed to work overtime in the company during the Chinese New Year every year. I only stayed home for three days, and I had dinner with friends every day, and I spent less than ten hours at home.

Four years of Wang Kun just started, was forced by his family to go home on a blind date, four years of hard work collapsed, in the days at home, blind date urged marriage, at this moment Wang Kun was bored with marriage.

Working from home and not working, and the blind date didn't work out, he wants to go to the outside world.

In family gatherings, relatives are together.

After Wang Yong finished drinking, he joked to Wang Kun: "I divorced your mother, who are you with?"

Wang Kun drank the wine in his mouth and fell to the ground, "If you want to leave quickly, how many years have you been talking about!"

The eldest brother grabbed Wang Kun, "I'm telling you, I've been putting up with you for many years, you broke me off when I just started, get married, get married, Lao Tzu won't get married in this life, I don't want my child to be like you, if you weren't my father, I would have left this family a long time ago!"

Wang Yong pointed to the door and shouted at Wang Kun, "Don't you want to go? Get out, get away." “

"Let go of me!" I said let go of me!" Wang Kun struggled out of his eldest brother's hand and slammed the door out.

On this day, Wang Kun left and never came back, he struggled out of this place where he had been imprisoned for more than twenty years, and the moment he left, Wang Kun seemed to feel that he had broken free from the demon's mouth. He never wanted to be devoured by the demons.

Wang Kun, who left home, has been in love three times, the last woman said that he got married, Wang Kun was silent, he lost a woman, everyone around him didn't understand Wang Kun, why such a good woman would separate, Wang Kun left the city, and never fell in love again, and his heart slowly and completely died.

Until now, Wang Kun, who is thirty-eight, has never spent money indiscriminately over the years, as long as he has a place to live, smoke and drink, he earns 30,000 yuan a month, leaving only 4,000, and the rest is all donated silently, and he doesn't know how many people he has helped.

Wang Kun's family died in his heart, Wang Yong's shadow broke Wang Kun's feelings, and nearly twenty years of leg injuries accompanied him, all of which Wang Kun endured in his heart, and he endured it alone from beginning to end.

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After reading Wang Kun's entire memory, Li Xiaokai was silent, Li Xiaokai didn't know how to describe this man, is he lonely? Li Xiaokai is also lonely, but Li Xiaokai has different things from others, and there is a home from Xiaokai, which is his hometown, a hometown that will eventually go home.

looked at the man for the last time and left silently, this day has a different change from the little happy realm.

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In the wee hours of the morning, the park's street lights went out.

In the dark night, the moon slowly emerged from the clouds, the moonlight shone on Wang Kun, and the drunken Wang Kun slowly opened his eyes, "Today's moon is so beautiful, the moon you find me!!" A tear came down from the corner of his eyes, a smile appeared on his face, and he slowly fell asleep completely, and that moment was forever.

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In the hotel, I walked to the window after washing Xiaokai, "The moon can never illuminate the city, but it can illuminate a person." “

Li Xiaokai, who returned to the bed, slowly fell asleep.