Chapter 360: I'm Sorry
readx;?“ Your Majesty, she really ......" Catherine silently watched Floral swaying and disappearing around the corner of the corridor with a complicated gaze, until Her Majesty had disappeared for a long time, then she sighed softly, shook her head with a wry smile, turned her gaze to Pannis, who had the same strange expression, and asked softly: "I didn't expect her to go so decisively, what was she thinking?"
"Just like you think. Pennis www.biquge.info also sighed, and said helplessly: "Don't worry about her, don't look at her usually always gentle, in fact, her will is firmer than most intelligent creatures, what she decides, unless she is willing, no matter what others do, it is impossible to change her decision." ”
"She deserves to be the queen of a clan. Catherine seemed to be deliberately avoiding what had just happened, and she didn't even mention it directly, but maintained a seemingly natural demeanor, and said very calmly: "If you don't have a strong will, I'm afraid you won't be qualified to take charge of such a powerful race." ”
"yes. As if he didn't want to spoil the apparent harmony of the atmosphere, Pannis cooperated and didn't mention what he was going to do, and looked at the direction of Vral with Catherine and said, "Their elves, the royal family of all generations are as stubborn as her, and each generation of queens is a great headache. I think you've had contact with her mother, so you probably feel the same way. ”
"Big sister, Pannis, can you please not do this. The voice came from Catherine's arms, the priest girl with short silver hair had already regained consciousness, but she had not made a sound, and now she couldn't stand it anymore, she broke away Catherine's arm, stared at the two people who were trying to maintain the atmosphere and said: " I know everything that happened, and I also know that you are trying not to put too much pressure on Pannis, and you are also trying not to hurt us, but I hate the current atmosphere, I think everyone hates the current atmosphere, this is not the atmosphere that we should have in this big family. Catherine, you are my sister, Pannis, you are the man I love, and you, Freya, Vivien, and Eva, you are all my sisters, and I hope that our family will continue to discuss and solve problems as happily as before, even if it is ...... Even if it's the last time, I don't want to see you like now, barely trying to maintain a superficial harmony, but in fact you are covering up your inner thoughts and avoiding the problem. Since the problem has been placed in front of us, there is no point in avoiding it, it is still there, and it will not disappear because of our avoidance, only by facing it squarely is the only way to solve it. Sister, something like that, you said to Pannis at the first time we met, you kept saying, don't run away, don't run away, but why are you still running away. Sober up, eldest sister, isn't it good to be as happy as before, what's more, I don't believe that this is the last time, and the days to come are still long, I believe that there will be a thousand more than ten thousand times and a million chances. ”
"Uh......" Pennis touched his nose and whispered, "Theoretically, humans don't have that long lifespan. ”
"Shut up for me. Lina angrily threatened Pannis: "Now, yes, now, you will not be allowed to make trouble." ”
"Alright, alright, Lina, calm down. Catherine sighed deeply, smiled bitterly and took the priest girl back into her arms, and said in a hoarse voice: "I understand your thoughts, I don't want to escape the problem, I just, it's just, it's just not mentally prepared, everything is too sudden, I don't know how to face this problem, I don't know how to face Pannis and you." ”
"It's like usual, big sister. Lina patted Catherine on the back, and the strong body of the knight maiden has always been like a shelter, shielding the maidens from all the wind and rain. However, no matter how strong the barrier is, there are times when it becomes fragile, and Lina knows that at this time, she must stand up and help her eldest sister share this heavy and painful pressure, even if she is also suffering from the pain of imminent loss. Therefore, the priest girl stroked Catherine's back and comforted her softly: "Think about it carefully, in fact, when we came after Pannis, weren't we mentally prepared?"
"Yes, big sister. Vivien nodded and said, "We've already thought about the worse outcome than this, so why bother being so overwhelmed now." ”
"I understand, I understand. Catherine shook her head and sighed: "It's a shame, I want you to comfort me, this time my performance is really not worthy of the title of eldest sister." ”
"Everyone has times when their hearts are weak, big sister. Lina bit her lip and nodded encouragingly to Catherine: "But you are different, every time you are weak, you will become stronger than before." ”
"Yes, you have to be stronger than before. Catherine rubbed her stiff face, took a deep breath, plucked up the courage to look directly into Pannis's eyes, and said, "I'm sorry, Pannis, for showing such an ugly appearance in front of you again." ”
"Uh...... I ...... "The most embarrassing person now is Pannis, and the most guilty person is also Pannis, the promise he once made is still lingering in his ears, I hope to be with you in the future, continue to live happily This sentence seems to have become a loud slap in the face, slapping him in the face so hard that he can't raise his head at all, and can't face a few girls who love him deeply, but are cruelly deceived by himself. He could only hang his head and say in a low voice: "It's me who should say I'm sorry, I'm sorry for you." I have given you hopes, given you promises, and yet deprived of them, and I know how much it hurts you. I don't want to explain anything, any explanation is weak, and I don't think you want to hear from me, because there is no need to listen to it anymore. However, I am still very ashamed to hope that you will forgive me, forgive this sinner who broke his promise, and perhaps, this forgiveness will make my inner guilt less in the days when I leave this world in the future. ”
"It's decided, isn't it?" Catherine slowly closed her eyes and said weakly, "There's no chance to change anymore?"
"Yes, it's been decided. Pannis nodded with a wry smile, and said in a heavy voice: "The situation has developed to the point where everything cannot be changed, I must leave this world, I must leave you, all I can say is ...... I'm sorry. ”
(To be continued.) )