Chapter 116: Jiang Ranran's heartfelt words
Chapter 116 Jiang Ranran's heartfelt words
From Jiang Ranran's point of view, she is really very sincere and has no reservations, but from Hu Qiang's point of view, firstly, Hu Qiang doesn't know if what Jiang Ranran said is really unreserved, and secondly, Hu Qiang doesn't care much about these, and what he cares about most now must be advertising revenue.
Everything is false, but this real money is real! Hu Qiang, who suffered a lot in his previous life, only takes money and silver seriously after being reborn, and only in this way will he feel down-to-earth and safe.
"Thank you for saying so much, let me think about it, and I'll get back to you as soon as possible. Hu Qiang replied lightly.
Jiang Ranran said so much, he had already made it all out, and he didn't have any reservations about Hu Qiang, but Hu Qiang rarely replied to such a sentence, from Jiang Ranran's point of view, Hu Qiang was ruthless enough.
Seeing Hu Qiang's cold reply, Jiang Ranran's two lines of hot tears slid down her cheeks again, not to mention how painful her heart was at this time, just when she saw hope, it immediately turned into despair again, like this twice in one night, who can stand it!
Jiang Ranran cried even more sadly this time, she was ruthless to herself, everything she did was a failure, she was so unfair to herself, why did she torture herself so much, she had worked hard enough, what if she really hoped once.
"Well, I'm waiting for your reply. Jiang Ranran felt that her heart was being ruthlessly cut, and she was about to die of grievance, disappointment and pain, but she couldn't show the slightest dissatisfaction with Hu Qiang, because she still held on to that almost negligible hope.
Jiang Ranran replied to Hu Qiang, and when she saw that Hu Qiang didn't reply again, she collapsed on the bed as if she had lost her soul, staring at the ceiling with blank eyes, and letting her tears slide down.
Now she is in a very low mood and pain, she needs to vent, and she urgently needs to find someone to talk to, but there is no such person around her.
may be too aggrieved and helpless, Jiang Ranran can no longer control her emotions, she happened to be chatting with Qiang just now, and the fuse was Hu Qiang, so she didn't care about 3721 and directly regarded Hu Qiang as the object of confiding, picked up the mobile phone and told Hu Qiang everything she wanted to say:
My real name is Jiang Ranran, 23 years old this year, born in a rural family, my father is a primary school teacher, my mother has no job, I have been exposed to how good the big city is since I was a child, and after graduation, I resolutely came to Zhonghai City and began to fight for my dreams.
I thought that by working hard, I could realize my long-held dream and make my life more meaningful, but the reality is too cruel, no matter how hard you work and all kinds of hard work, you can't get half of the opportunities and treatment of people in big cities.
In the past, I often asked myself why others could easily find a good job, and why others could easily achieve career success and realize the value of life, while no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't achieve anything.
Later, I learned that I was inferior to others, but that this society had already divided people into hierarchies. I don't belong here at all, if I have to die here, it's not just humiliating myself and asking for my own death!
When I saw your novel for the first time, I was immediately attracted, this story is so novel, I have never read it, coupled with your excellent writing, the story is so immersive, I have read it more than a dozen times, and my heart is not calm for a long time. It's not a flattery, it's all genuine, because I'm one of those tens of thousands of readers, but I'm lucky enough to talk to you, and I still have a little hope of becoming your editor. When I think about it, I feel very happy and satisfied.
I feel that the fate of Zhao Shi and mine you portrayed is so similar, they are both in adversity, disobeying the arrangement of fate, and struggling desperately in adversity, which is really precious, and this society lacks this kind of spirit today.
To tell you the truth, after two years of working as an editor, I feel that I have achieved nothing, and it is true, I have been exhausted by the torture of reality, I am not as powerful as the protagonist of your novel, I can change my life against the sky, so I plan to bow to reality, resign and go home to my current life, and return to the level that belongs to me.
But at this time, I met you, and I rekindled my hope, you don't know how excited and happy I was when you agreed to add me as a friend! I feel that God has finally seen me, but now that I look at it, I'm afraid I'm going to despair again, but it's nothing, anyway, I've long been used to it.
I don't say this to you to ask for pity, if you signed up with me because you pity me, I'd rather not. I said this to you completely because I have no one to talk to at this moment, and I will definitely break down if I don't say it, so I can only tell you, I'm really sorry.
Thank you~ It's much more comfortable to say it now, it's late, then I won't disturb your rest, and finally say sorry, good night~
After Jiang Ranran said these words, she took a long breath, and she felt that her whole person was a lot more relaxed.
Slowly walked to the balcony, Jiang Ranran gently pushed open the window, the breeze blew in her face, stirred up her black hair, looking at the gorgeous and prosperous night scene, at this moment her heart is very complicated, with an indescribable taste.
"Ding Ling~" Jiang Ranran's mobile phone rang, she picked it up and saw that it was sent by Hu Qiang, but it was not a voice, but a sentence, which read: The mountains and rivers are doubtful, and the willows and flowers are bright and another village.
Jiang Ranran stared at this sentence very suspiciously, in fact, this was a poem, and she didn't understand what Hu Qiang wanted to express.
"The mountains and rivers are full of doubts, and the willows and flowers are bright and another village. Jiang Ranran silently recited in her heart, savoring it carefully, the more she thought about it, the more she felt that this sentence was extraordinary, so that she was inexplicably excited later.
"This sentence is not simple! At first glance, you will feel that it is ordinary, no big deal, but when you read it again, you will find the wonderful thing, and people will unconsciously become open-minded and become positive and optimistic, which is really amazing! For the first time, I feel that literature has such a powerful power and can infect a person's mood!" Jiang Ranran said in amazement, already deeply shocked.
The more I think about it, the more I feel that this sentence is not simple, and I feel that this sentence seems to be alive, containing life and infinite power. What's wrong with thisγγγ thisγγγγγγ me?!" Jiang Ranran was already speechless in shock, she didn't know what was wrong with herself!