Chapter 314: It's All Over
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She sat up and looked down at him, "Don't want to say, or don't like me to ask?"
Seeing the unhappy expression on her face, Anan also sat up, looked into her eyes, and said seriously: "What has passed, those who have left, forget! In my heart, I think she is dead." ”
"When she died, she couldn't forget it, right?" Lu Lanshi sighed and said in a resentful tone, "Yi, I suddenly found that I don't know you very well. Even if I don't deliberately inquire into your past, I don't mind, but you are a person, I feel that I still can't understand ......"
"What's so hard to understand? I'm right next to you, right in front of your eyes, so that you can see and touch, everything I have now, you know, don't you know me?" Anan didn't quite understand, why did she say this, just because, he didn't want to tell her about his past with Ling Xiao?
He didn't think there was anything to say about those pasts!
Lu Lanshi looked at his face, looked at his eyes, every subtle expression on his face, but she always felt that she couldn't see through him.
Shaking her head, she sighed and said, "I always feel that what I see in front of you is an illusion on the surface, and your real heart seems to be hidden in a cloud of fog, and I can't see it clearly." ”
Anan rubbed her head melon and laughed: "What else do you want to see? Now I feel that I can't see clearly, it doesn't matter, you can look slowly, look carefully, you can see through, don't worry, we have time." ”
"I don't know. Lu Lanshi shook his head again.
Even if he is by his side, in front of him, no matter how close he is, he gives her the feeling that he is not thorough enough, and she is always a little alienated.
She couldn't tell why she felt this way, because their hearts didn't resonate, or because they didn't love enough.
She began to wonder again, between them, is this really love?
I don't understand, she thinks that she doesn't know what true love is!
Seeing that the expression on her face was calm, she was thinking about something, and she was not very happy, Anan compromised, pulled her into her arms, and told her, "Baby, you really don't have anything to care about in the past with Ling Xiao." If you really want to know, I can tell you everything. ”
Although he and Ling Xiao have been in love for ten years, they have only been together for a few years. Ling Xiao was much younger than him, and when she first confessed to him, she was still a high school student, she didn't like to study, and she liked to learn the kind of girl who smoked and drank from adults. Anan didn't understand what he deserved to like a little girl like her, and felt that she just liked him superficially because he was handsome when he was bartending, so he refused at first. But Ling Xiao insisted on being with him, the more frustrated he became, the more courageous he became, and for him to get rid of his previous bad habits, be a good girl, study hard, and be admitted to a good university.
In order to let her study hard, Anan once promised her that when she was admitted to a good university, he would consider dating her. Ling Xiao was really admitted to a good university, he was happy for her, but he also wanted to wait for her to get to the university, meet more outstanding boys, and have better choices, and he would find out how superficial her liking for him was.
After Ling Xiao went to college, Anan went to work in F City because of his favorite bartending job. The family said that he was not doing a proper job learning bartending, and wanted him to help in the family's factory or his second brother's company, but he didn't like it, so he had a problem with the family and went to F City.
Every holiday, Ling Xiao came to him and insisted that he fulfill his promise, saying that she was admitted to the university and promised to date her. Finally, he was moved by her persistence, and on a cold and shivering rainy night, he looked at her standing in front of him shivering, and hugged her into his arms in distress.
Finally, Ling Xiao ended his unrequited love for him, and the two began to officially date.
The two are in a long-distance relationship, and they don't see each other much every year, either Ling Xiao comes over during the holidays, or Anan goes over to see her on vacation, until she graduates from college.
After graduating from college, Ling Xiao didn't listen to Anan's advice to study, she couldn't wait to be with him. She also went to F City and found a job that didn't pay much but was quite easy.
The two are ready to get married, and Anan and she go home with her to meet their parents.
Anan's parents like Ling Xiao very much, and they also know her parents, and after the parents of the two sides met, they treated her as a daughter-in-law. However, Anan's father did not immediately agree to their marriage, and hid the household registration book, and made a condition to him that Anan should go home. For this reason, Anan quarreled with his father, planning that even if his father did not agree, he would get a marriage certificate with Ling Xiao! But without a household registration book, the marriage between the two was postponed for the time being.
Anan continued to work in F City, angry with his father, but he didn't go home.
After more than two years, Anan's father finally made concessions and agreed to their marriage.
Anan and Ling Xiao went home again to get married, but there was an accident again, Ling Xiao's father was seriously ill, and their marriage was delayed again. Ling Xiao quit his job in F City and took care of his father at home.
Ling Xiao's father had been ill for more than a year and had not been cured, so he pulled out the respirator and freed himself.
After dealing with Ling Xiao's father's funeral, Ling Xiao did not mention the matter of marriage again, and did not plan to go to F City with Anan again, and wanted to stay at home to take care of his mother.
After more than half a year, Ling Xiao's mother was in a trance, saying that she saw her husband beckoning to her, Ling Xiao didn't care very much, and it didn't take long for her mother to fall to her death. Ling Xiao blamed herself for her mother's death, and her whole person became even more depressed.
Anan's family took good care of Ling Xiao's family when their father was hospitalized. After her mother had another accident, Anan's parents treated her as a daughter and let her live in their house.
Her parents were gone, Ling Xiao was very dull at home, and she was not in the mood to get married, so Anan brought her to F City again, hoping that she could be more relaxed.
With the passage of time, Ling Xiao slowly recovered, and began to plan with Anan to live in F City in the future.
Ling Xiao suspected that Anan was going to be a father, so he was very happy and took care of her. The two plan to wait for her to be three months pregnant, stabilize and go home to get married.
When Anan was the happiest in his life, God couldn't see him well, and misfortune befell them: Ling Xiao had a miscarriage and was found to have ** fibroids.
During his treatment, Ling Xiao met a male doctor who was on an exchange medical treatment. Three months later, after the doctor left F City and returned to his original hospital, Ling Xiao had a showdown with Anan, and in her own words, she "fell in love with him irrepressibly and explosively", and left desperately to be with the doctor.
Knowing that Ling Xiao was with that doctor, doing well, and looking quite happy, Anan was relieved that he didn't care about her anymore, so he cut off contact with her and buried her deep in his heart.
A few years after Ling Xiao left, Anan took the initiative to talk about her for the first time, just because he didn't want to see the little woman in front of him unhappy.
Since he said it, he didn't reserve it and gave it all up.
After hearing him say all this, Lu Lanshi was silent, not knowing what to say, just buried his face in his chest and hugged him silently.
Anan combed her hair with one hand, and said in a summary manner: "That's it, everything between me and Ling Xiao has passed, baby, you don't have to mind." And then, you know, I've been in a mess for a few years, and even indulged for a while. Until now, because of you, I feel alive and full of energy. ”
He didn't say it on his lips, but he sighed in his heart how wonderful the feelings between people are.
Inadvertently, after being moved by Lu Lanshi, he couldn't help liking her, wanting to be with her, and staying with her every day, he was finally relieved and understood why Ling Xiao fell "irrepressibly and explosively" in love with a man who had only known him for three months, and desperately gave up everything to find him and be with him.
Lu Lanshi raised his face, looked at his face, slid his fingers over his lips, and said seriously, "Okay." I don't mind, I won't ask in the future. ”
Knowing everything about his past with the woman he used to be, the fog in Lu Lanshi's heart dissipated, and then looked at the man in front of him, and finally there was no such feeling of alienation.
The next afternoon, Anan was called by his father to go to their rental building, saying that he wanted him to help with something.
Lu Lanshi said to go with him, and Anan told her to rest at home.
In the afternoon, people are easy to get sleepy, Lu Lanshi watched TV on the third floor for a while, and then fell asleep on the sofa.
Huh?
In a daze, Lu Lanshi felt a thick hand reach into her shirt and knead her chest hard, while she heard the sound of heavy breathing, and the sound was close to her ears.
Subconsciously, she thought that Anan was back, and wanted to open her eyes, but she couldn't hold them out, and there was a dark feeling, as if she hadn't woken up and was still asleep.
Until, the hot thick lips pressed against her lip flap, and the sticky tongue tried to invade her mouth, and the unusually real sensation made her wake up suddenly.
There was a hand covering her eyes, and she pulled that hand away, and what she saw was a pair of bloodshot eyes and a reddened face of Anan's eldest nephew, Nan Qianjun, which scared her into screaming loudly.
"Don't be afraid, it's me! I don't want to do this, but seeing you so seductive, I can't help it, I can't help myself! Don't shout, give me a good job, just once!" Nan Qianjun not only didn't let go of Lu Lanshi, but pressed on her even harder, and pulled her clothes impatiently.
At this time, everyone else went out, and there was no one else in the house. Nan Qianjun came back from outside, went up to the third floor, and saw Lu Lanshi leaning back on the sofa and falling asleep. Maybe she felt a little hot when she fell asleep, and her clothes were lifted up a little, revealing her fair waist, giving people the ultimate temptation of wanting to lift all her clothes up and get a glimpse of the true face of Lushan. Nan Qianjun's lower abdomen tightened, thinking of the exciting picture he saw last night, he couldn't restrain his strong **, half knelt in front of the sofa, and stretched out his hand to Lu Lanshi, who was sleeping deeply.