Chapter 63 - Escape from Feelings
Her face was restrained, her body was trembling slightly, her eyes dodged Yan Guanxiu's dark eyes, she couldn't fall into the quagmire and swamp in those eyes again, she could only close her eyes and shout wildly: "I didn't, I didn't like you." Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info You let go of me!"
Yan Guanxiu furrowed his eyebrows, looked at her and said, "I don't believe it, why don't you dare to look at me, because you have already been tempted, right, from the time we first met, you had me in your heart." ”
She was stunned, opened her eyes, and her eyes hung down on his jaw, tempting was a luxury for her, even the body was someone else's, what qualifications could she have to tempt.
Mu Yao'er raised her eyes lightly and said, "You are nothing to me, let me go." ”
Yan Guanxiu's dark eyes deepened slightly, let go of her face, clamped her shoulders, and dragged her whole from the ground: "What if I don't let go?
She bit her lip, her heart twitching, her misty eyes looking into the dark eyes, she could not get lost in the swamp of those eyes anymore.
Mu Yao'er shouted excitedly: "If you want to do this, then I and the little monster will leave here." ”
A smile tugged at his lips, and the hand on her shoulder tightened: "I said it, do you want to run." From the day you saved me, you couldn't run away. ”
He covered his lower lip, wanting to break her lie, Mu Yao'er's heart was like a drum, and she hurriedly turned her face sideways to avoid the overturned lips.
Yan Guanxiu stared at her red little face and said, "Why do you want to refuse me?"
Mu Yao'er pursed her lips, furrowed her brows and said coldly: "If you want this body, I'll give it to you, it's not mine anyway, you can play as much as you like." ”
Yan Guanxiu's head was '......booming', as if he had been blown up, he didn't want a body, she misunderstood.
His eyes lit up, and his face became serious: "Listen! What I want is your heart." ”
Mu Yao'er's heart was pinched hard, it hurt very much, and she couldn't speak for several seconds, but the current feelings didn't belong to her, for her, the feelings were like a cloud of ethereal green smoke, which was uncatchable, and she didn't want to catch it.
Her blue eyes were faintly cold, and she looked at his fiery gaze and said leisurely, "Heart, my heart has long been pierced to death by the sharp knife in the priest's scepter. You are human, but I am not, you have a heart, and I only have hatred, hatred that has been sealed for thousands of years. ”
Yan Guanxiu was stunned, staring at her, Mu Yao'er's hatred was in full view, and he could feel the pain of the bones.
He was distressed, his brows were furrowed, he took Mu Yao'er into his arms, covered her ear and said, "Yao'er, those are the past, let go of those hatreds, in addition to being ruthless, you can have love, you can also have me." ”
Mu Yao'er pushed him away vigorously, the poison in his arms would make people can't help but slowly become addicted, her soul was used to the cold and dark world, and she didn't need him to redeem it.
She darkened her face and said to Yan Guanxiu, who was pushing away: "I don't need you, let alone love, don't think that you can change and stop me." ”
Yan Guanxiu's heart seemed to be blocked, which made him panic, and she in front of her was obviously very concerned, but she wanted to push him away again and again, and he stood in a daze and forgot to move.
His dark eyes narrowed slightly: "If you don't care, why run away from me?"
Mu Yao'er's head "clang" for a while, and taking advantage of the position he moved, Sa Yazi ran out of the room where she shouldn't have entered, and she didn't want to answer his question, and she couldn't answer it.
Back in the room, Mu Yao'er, who was leaning on the side of the bed, couldn't sleep for a long time, she wanted to sleep, because after sleeping, she didn't have to think of the slight coolness with the smell of oranges in her mouth, as well as the warmth and humidity on her lips.
Mu Yao'er silently read in her heart: Feelings are all fake, people are fickle, and sooner or later they will change.
In the past few days, Mu Yao'er always looked at her mobile phone in a daze, the text message never rang again, and a small sense of loss crept into her heart.
Yan Guanxiu has never been out of the door, and it is very quiet inside, so quiet that it seems that no one is inside, but every day the little monster will deliver food inside, which can be regarded as an eyewitness to prove that there are indeed people inside.
Every time she passed by Yan Guanxiu's room, her heart would beat so hard that she would stand at the door for a few seconds, but he wouldn't know because she wouldn't speak.
The night was like thick ink in the sky, Mu Yao'er was lying on the windowsill, looking up at the night sky, but there was no way to enjoy the scenery in front of her.
She was stunned in a daze, the breath that belonged to Yan Guanxiu was still spreading in her heart, which was more tempting than the brain marrow she had chewed before, and she couldn't extricate herself.
Mu Yao'er shook her head desperately, stood up straight, and was silent for a few seconds, planning not to think about it anymore, she had more important things to do.
Putting aside her boredom, she opened the door and prepared to go downstairs to cook, but when she passed by that room, Mu Yao'er stopped and stared at it for a long time before leaving.
The little monster downstairs never seems to have troubles.,It's watching anime happily.,Found innocence in my heart is happiness.。
Mu Yao'er shook off the boredom in her heart, the corners of her mouth raised slightly, walked to the living room, and glanced at the little monster: "Little monster, what do you want to eat tonight." ”
The little monster said happily: "I love to eat everything my sister makes." ”
Mu Yao'er laughed and shook her head: "Then I'll give you a stone to gnaw." ”
The little monster's eyes widened and he looked at her, "Don't." ”
Her eyes were slightly dim and fleeting, she walked over to the little monster and sat down, took a deep breath and said, "Little monster, let's get out of here." ”
The little monster scratched his head blankly, poked his head out, looked into her eyes and asked, "Sister, where do you want to go, don't you like it here?"
Mu Yao'er bit her lip, feeling that there was still some warmth and humidity on her lips that did not belong to her, lowered her eyes, nodded and said to the little monster, "I think we should go, we have been bothering others for a long time." ”
"It turns out that I am someone else. Mu Yao'er coldly heard such a sentence, trembled slightly, slowly tilted her head, and found that Yan Guanxiu was standing at the top of the stairs, and this is what he said.
The little monster shouted happily: "Brother Xiu, you can go downstairs by yourself!"
Yan Guan Xiu nodded at the little monster and pulled up a wry smile: "Hmm"
She bit her lip again, it has been almost ten days, Mu Yao'er's heartbeat will still skip a beat, his burning gaze, thick chest, and that tight lips seem to burn people, she is stunned and dare not speak.
Yan Guanxiu walked over from the staircase, protecting his legs in some pain, his eyes were condensed and stared at Mu Yao'er who had just said that he was leaving, and there was a faint pain in his heart.
He stood in front of Mu Yao'er, like a child who had done something wrong, lowered his head, stood stunned and whispered to her: "You stay, don't go, I was sick and confused that day, I'm sorry." ”
Mu Yao'er's whole body stiffened, and she didn't know how to answer the question above her head, and she didn't dare to move like she was being pointed.