Chapter 117: Helpless Hate
The grievances left by his father five years ago have always been a bad debt, and it is not until today that three of the four families have figured it out, and reason tells Wen Xiaocheng that no matter what, it is better to make it clear with Ding Sina.
Xiao Cheng thought about it, let out a sigh, turned his head to face the girl, and said seriously: "Ding Sina, forget it, I think we can be honest, I know, the love game you talked about, surrender or something, is nothing more than asking me to be a shield for you, now that Lei Yang's matter has been resolved, you don't have to be like this." ”
"You know it all...... "Tinsna shrunk her neck, but she still acknowledged it generously.
The girl hesitated for a moment and explained: "At first, I did have such an idea, I was a weak little girl who was targeted by Lei Yang, what can I do? Could it be true to sleep with him, right?" Ding Sina said that this was a little aggrieved, "You must think that I am very casual, but in fact, no, I have never slept with a man......"
Xiaocheng was a little embarrassed, and wisely chose to shut up.
The girl continued: "Actually, I don't blame you, I usually give people the impression that is like that, but what girl doesn't want to be pampered like a princess? Do you think I really want to dress up like a little sister? But only in this way can I not be bullied! Because I have Lei Yang as the backstage, no one in the school dares to bully me, but now Lei Yang has turned around and forced me to be his girlfriend, I am really ...... There's no other way......"
"You are the only one in the whole school who is qualified to fight with Lei Yang, who am I not looking for you? Moreover, you are still my enemy. ”
Xiao Cheng smiled bitterly in his heart, the strategy of the two tigers to fight, this girl is really slippery. I knew it was a trap, but I still jumped in it willingly.
"For you, the best result is that Lei Yang stabbed me with a knife. I was injured, and Lei Yang was imprisoned for deliberately hurting people, we both lost, you survived the crisis safely, and took revenge, right?"
Originally, Xiao Cheng wanted to have a showdown with Ding Sina calmly, but when he thought of this knife stabbing the innocent Lu Qi, his tone became unconsciously sharp.
The girl was a little scared, pursed her lips, and seemed to be very aggrieved, and it took a long time to muster up the courage to say: "You are right, but it is not exactly what you imagined." ”
"Huh?"
"What if...... If you really get stabbed for me, then I won't hate you. ”
Xiao Cheng was also a little excited at the moment, frowning and said: "Ding Sina, indeed, five years ago, my dad cut your dad lame, but it was not for no reason, when your dad rushed into my house with a stick! Indeed, your dad was disabled for life, but my dad was also sentenced to 20 years! You hate me? Why do you?"
Speaking of this, Ding Sina's eyes turned red, and her lips trembled and said: "That incident five years ago, I don't know who was right and who was wrong, I only know that he was cut lame, and then at school, someone told me, look! That's the enemy of your family, your father's leg was cut off by his father, what can I do? I can only hate you......"
Sometimes, hate is so helpless.
When everyone thinks you should hate someone, you can't hate it.
Outside the window, the night breeze blows, the poplar leaves on the side of the road rustle, the car has entered Dongfeng Town, and you can see the hazy moonlight reflected by the Siyuan River in the distance.
......
Love is an instinct, but hate is not.
Every time she bullied Wen Xiaocheng with Qiu Hui and Zhang Peiyue, Ding Sina was very entangled, the role given to her by life was that of the eldest sister on campus, and the eldest sister could not be soft-hearted, so this kick must be kicked hard enough, and this slap must be slapped loud enough - after all, he is indeed his own enemy.
But she knew that Xiaocheng was very innocent and pitiful.
Maybe more pitiful than himself.
Should you hate him? Maybe he's innocent, but he always has to find a place to vent his grievances. Maybe it's a good choice to fall in love, either to resolve hatred with love, or to hurt each other with love and take revenge.
However, if you regard love as a war, Dingsina's confidence in winning is not as strong as before.
"You're now ...... It's amazing, you know what to do, don't you? I don't want to hate you, but I don't know what to do anymore......"
The courage to live needs to be supported by hate. And not hope.
Xiao Cheng looked out the window, and his mind was also pondering. Emotion, reason, and law are superimposed, and from the perspective of law, his father injured people with a knife, and he was imprisoned to serve his sentence, which has come to an end. From a rational point of view, it seems that there is nothing to owe, after all, Ding Cripple is at fault first. But when it comes to love......
What is Ding Sina's innocent, how innocent is herself?
A little girl who should be carefree, the happiness and joy that she should have disappeared because of that knife, should she hate?
Ding Cripple's account is easy to calculate, how to solve Ding Sina's hatred?
I don't want to hate you, but I can't help but hate you.
The wind outside was a bit strong, and the girl's hair was blowing up. Xiao Cheng leaned over and closed the window, and with the dark night outside as the background, his shadow was reflected in the window.
The shadow smiled scornfully at herself.
"Got a problem, look for me!"
Wen knife.
Will a more mature and stable self be able to solve this problem?
"Zhang Weihai is dead, although he is not guilty to death, but after all, he is to blame, and he bears his own faults, and there is nothing to complain about; Lu Songyan was stabbed, and my Wen family was at a loss, but we lost money and apologized, and today we indirectly saved Lu Qi's life, and the favor owed was also repaid; the Qiu family's father and son are against us for enmity, and I have never been afraid of the enemy, and I will accompany him to play to the end if I want to play; more than half of Ding Cripple's disability is his own responsibility, so we just need to lose money, and we don't have to worry about it. ”
"But...... Tinsna is innocent!"
The great changes in the family have directly ruined the child's childhood, and all the grievances that Ding Sina has suffered over the years, needless to say, know that how can we repay this account?
Wen Xiaodao said: "Do you think you owe her?"
"Isn't it?"
"Brother, do you still remember your review? It is impossible for a person not to make mistakes, and of course it is impossible for him to be worthy of everyone, and you can't hold yourself to the standard of a complete person! Even if you owe her, the creditors are not in a hurry, so why are you in a hurry when you owe the debt? Wait for her to ask for the debt! We will pay as much as she says, and we will pay her whatever she wants, and we will give her whatever she wants.
"Or, let's fall in love!" said Tina suddenly.
......
"Hehe, I'm kidding. Seeing that Xiao Cheng's eyes widened and he didn't speak, Ding Sina took that sentence back.
If you don't agree with each other, you fall in love, and the chick is really grumpy.
If you want to hate, you must remember, remember a person, but hate it resolutely, and this attention is easy to deteriorate. If the person being hated happens to be very good......
If you fall in love with him, you can only hate yourself for not being angry.
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When everyone thinks you should hate, you can't hate it, otherwise they should hate you. The Nanjing Massacre of 300,000 compatriots who died should hate militarism and be vigilant against right-wing forces, but it is wrong to hate all RB people.