I heard that I had to write this, it's a tradition.

I didn't want to pay attention to it, but in the end, I opened it and wrote down some psychological words.

I love, from the day I started, I have been uncontrollably in love with all the wonderful stories that have taken place in this special world.

So one day, I suddenly wanted to write a book of my own.

It was six years ago, I was unemployed for the first time, wrote about a metropolis, and then ...... Eunuchs.

Subsequently, in order to make a living, or unwillingly, he wrote the second fantasy.

I vividly remember that when I was writing and gradually got a feeling, someone told me: that's it, let's end, there's no need to continue.

At that time, I was looking at the computer screen, and I was a little confused.

Sadness!

Suffering!

Blue Skinny!

Lentinula edodes!

looked at the children he raised, but he didn't have time to grow up, and he was killed.

This feeling is too sour, and I will never forget it.

Over the years, the obsession with the right can be expressed in ten words: I have been persisting and never giving up.

Over the course of a few years, I wrote down countless outlines and openings.

However, I didn't have the courage to publish any of them.

Because, I'm afraid of failure.

Until not long ago, I opened the author's backstage countless times and saw the "fantasy essay".

So, I asked the leader: There is a contest here, do I want to write it?

She said: Write, you're fine anyway. Fight hard, lose if you lose, and if you win, you earn.

yes, I'm fine anyway.

Fate is always the same, and it was another day of unemployment that I decided to write this brand new one.

That's right, brand new!

Throw away everything you had prepared, drop everything and start over!

I still don't know if I'll make it.

I still have timidity and fear of failure.

I still have my own obsession and want to go on the road again.

I'm still ...... Still like.

I fell in love with dusk because I didn't have to run wild under the morning sun, but quiet under dusk.

At this moment, just to enjoy the peace of mind, but also to end the biggest regret in my heart.

I know that there aren't many people who see it.

In fact, there are really very few single-digit first orders, which means ...... Hit the streets.

So, for such a book, I can't ask for a monthly pass, I can't ask for a subscription, and I can't ask for a reward.

I could only stand in the sunset, look at the scenery at dusk, and ask: Did someone give me the first or only monthly pass in my life?

If not, I'll ask again tomorrow.

Thanks, just a few.

You may soon give up, but I am grateful.

Bow at 90 degrees!

Finally, happy birthday to the Motherland.

Happy coming-of-age ceremony at the Tiandao Information Center!

I love you!