Chapter 378: Confession of the Night
A bright moon is in the sky, and the sky is covered with stars.
Su Yao sat in the gazebo, blowing the breeze and feeling the slight coolness of the night.
"Didn't you sleep?"
Qingqiu Jin wore a blue light gauze feather coat, swayed in lotus steps, and came to the pavilion to sit down.
"Sister Jin!" Su Yao asked softly.
"What are you thinking?" Jin couldn't help but ask, looking at Su Yao's preoccupied appearance.
"It's nothing, Sister Jin, do you want Qingqiu?" Su Yao suddenly asked Qingqiu Jin.
After hearing this, Qingqiu Jin silently lowered his head and said, "I think, no matter how many flowers are outside, Qingqiu will always be our home." ”
"Even if it's a dark, damp dungeon, there's a smell of home. In this human world, eating human food and wearing human clothes makes me very uncomfortable. ”
"But can we go back?"
Su Yao looked at Qingqiu Jin and said.
To this, Jin did not answer.
"Yao, do you like him? ”
Jin suddenly asked Su Yao, and when Su Yao heard it, her delicate body couldn't help but tremble.
"Why did Sister Jin say that?"
"Because when you see that man's eyes today, there is a lot of love in them. It reminds me of the look in the eyes of the mountain ancestor back then. Jin said slowly.
"Mountain Ancestor?" Su Yao muttered, thinking of Mountain Ancestor.
"Do you remember why Shanzu named the three of us Jin, Yao, and Li?" Qingqiu Jin said as he looked at Su Yao.
When Su Yao heard this, she replied, "Shanzu said that it was to commemorate a person called 'Jade'. The three words Jin, Yao, and Li all have the meaning of jade. ”
"That's right, Shanzu said, this is a man as flawless as jade, told her. ”
Shanzu said that when she was still a little fox, she ran out of Qingqiu because of her greed for fun. As a result, he was captured by a human hunter. ”
"The hunter sold her to a rich man. The man's name was Gyokuro, and he was the son of a wealthy merchant and a very learned man. ”
Because the family wanted to give Yulang a family affair, Yulang was unwilling, broke with the family, and finally left the family. Since then, Shanzu and Yulang have relied on each other for their lives and wandered everywhere. ”
"Following Yulang, Shanzu has seen all kinds of people, seen all kinds of different scenery, encountered all kinds of dangers, and tried the taste of bitterness. ”
Shanzu said that the time when she followed Yulang was the happiest time in her life. ”
She even thought that she would follow Yulang forever, as long as she accompanied him, no matter the ends of the world, she would go together. ”
But one day, Yulang wandered with the mountain ancestor to the foot of Qingqiu Mountain. ”
"Yulang knows that she is the fox of Qingqiu, and she belongs to Qingqiu. So Yulang asked her to choose between him and Qingqiu. ”
"It just then that the relatives of Shanzu saw her. Seeing his relatives reunited after a long absence, Shanzu couldn't help but run over. ”
But she didn't realize that when she took the first step, her life was filled with endless remorse. ”
She just ran over to catch up with her loved ones, and when it was over, she decided to go on another journey with Gyokuro. ”
However, when she returned, she found that Gyokuro had already left. ”
"Shanzu regrets it very much, what she chose in her heart is obviously Yulang, why did Yulang leave her?"
"She searched and searched, she searched for a long time, she just wanted to see Yulang again and wander with Yulang. However, she searched for many years but did not find it, and she never saw Yulang again. ”
In the end, Shanzu came to the family that broke with Yulang, only to learn that Yulang had already died. He died on the way home. ”
After Shanzu heard the news, he was discouraged. ”
She couldn't understand why Gyokuro was going home. He said he would never return to that impersonal family. ”
Later, Shanzu understood. Maybe Yulang saw her return to Qingqiu and remembered that he still had a place to go. It's just that he didn't expect that this way back would lead to death. ”
If she had chosen to continue to wander with Yulang, Yulang would not have returned to the family, and he would not have died. ”
That farewell became the biggest regret of her life. ”
Jin gently told this story to Su Yao again, and after Su Yao heard it, her heart couldn't help but tremble.
"Yao, if you really like him, tell him and let him know your affection!"
"Otherwise, one day, you will regret it like Shanzu. ”
Jin said so much, in fact, it was to persuade Su Yao.
She knew that Su Yao liked to hide everything in her heart. She is not good at expressing her feelings.
Listening to Sister Jin's words, Su Yao's eyebrows furrowed, and she didn't know what to do.
"Then let me ask you, tell my sister, do you like him? ”
Jin grabbed Su Yao's hands, looked into her eyes, and asked very seriously.
Seeing Sister Jin's very serious expression, at this moment, Su Yao finally did not hide her inner feelings and said.
"I don't know when I fell in love with him. ”
"He was always there when I was most helpless, and standing behind him was the most secure time I've felt in all these years. ”
"Following him and staying by his side will make me feel very satisfied. ”
"And once he left, my heart became incredibly empty. ”
"I don't know how humans describe such feelings. But I know that I can't live without him. ”
Su Yao plucked up the courage and told Jin the secret that had been hidden in the depths of her heart and did not dare to tell.
After hearing this, Jin did ask, "Then why didn't you tell him?"
Su Yao shook her head and said, "No, you can't tell him." ”
"Why?"
"Because, because he already has someone he likes. He only had that woman in his heart. He came into this world for her. ”
"Impossible sister, I can't do it with him. As he himself said, I can't be with him, it's just fate. ”
Because Su Yao knows the love of Zhang Fan's heart, she will always bury her feelings for Zhang Fan in her heart.
After listening to Su Yao's words, Jin finally knew what Su Yao's concerns had all along.
There are some things that can't be forced, and she knows it.
If Zhang Fan really has a heart, then Su Yao's love is just wishful thinking.
"He's really a very good man, it's a pity. Jin didn't say much, just stretched out her hand, touched Su Yao's head, and comforted her quietly.
After hearing this, Su Yao said with a slight smile.
"It's okay sister, as long as I stay by his side, I'm already very satisfied. Maybe one day, I will return to Qingqiu, just like Shanzu. After all, you're right, Qingqiu is our home. ”
Su Yao said so, but she really didn't think about how she would live if she left Zhang Fan.
If before, she lived for Qingqiu. So now, she is more willing to live for Zhang Fan.
"Silly girl, you've been like this since you were a child. I don't want to fight for anything, and I regret it until I lose it. If you are willing to fight for it, how can Qingqiu be taken away by the glass. ”
"Don't worry, sister, this time, I won't regret it. I accompanied him to find the woman he was looking for. ”
"Then I want to see what kind of woman is it that will make him pursue it at all costs. ”
"And after that?" Jin asked.
"After that, I will choose to leave, return to Qingqiu, return to my sister, you are okay, sister, you don't have to worry about my affairs. ”
Su Yao said, lying in Jin's arms.
The stars in the sky, the fireflies in the yard, the stars are dotted, quiet and quiet......
Su Yao hadn't noticed that behind the wall not far away, a figure was projected on the ground.
Standing behind the wall was none other than Zhang Fan.
Zhang Fan overheard this conversation, but he couldn't sleep and wanted to go out for a walk.
As a result, I heard Su Yao's confession.
After hearing the confession, Zhang Fan was silent. Standing behind the wall, without saying a word, with a lot of thoughts in his heart.
He suddenly remembered the fate he had calculated for Su Yao, and the two of them did have a wish. But at that time, Zhang Fan, because he had his beloved Xiaoling in his heart, first denied this relationship.
All along, he just regarded Su Yao as a companion. Because he thinks that there will only be one woman living in his heart in this life, and that is Xiaoling.
But from the recent beginning to the present, he suddenly realized that the mood he wanted to find Xiao Ling was no longer as eager as he was at the beginning.
On the contrary, he was used to such days, especially when he was in Qianjiaoyuan, and he was even almost done looking for Xiaoling.
knew that tonight, I heard Su Yao's confession. Zhang Fan unexpectedly found that his heart was beating in his heart, and his breathing was significantly faster.
That heart-warming feeling made him a little scared.
I am afraid that my heart will admit Su Yao's liking, and I am afraid that my heart will become more and more dim about Xiao Ling's love.
"Xiao Ling, Su Yao!"
Zhang Fan muttered in his mouth, he called the names of Xiao Ling and Su Yao respectively, but suddenly found that when he said the word Su Yao, his heartbeat was obviously half a beat faster.
"How can this be? Could it be that my feelings for Ling'er are about to fade?"
"No, no, I don't allow. ”
Zhang Fan began to be a little panicked. He suddenly thought of the purpose of his coming to this world, not to become the lord of the country, not to conquer the world, not to save the slaves, not to take revenge.
His purpose is to find Xiao Ling, to find the one he loves.
"Zhang Fan, it's time for you to do what you should do. ”
Zhang Fan warned himself like this. He found that what he had to face was not only Su Yao, but also the feelings in his heart.
Now, he needed to see Shinoling, to see the woman he had been thinking about. He wanted to see her and call out the truest emotions in his heart.
As for the plan of the national auxiliary rain dragon.
To hell with it......