For two months, the market life was full of freshness for Yansheng, this bustling city was different from the small fishing village, different from the fire wolf training camp, and most importantly, he tasted the happiest thing as a man.

His eyes began to become cloudy, his thoughts began to become dirty, and the things in his heart were not adventurous tasks, not soul attributes in the world of the bitter sea.

Woke up from the nightmare, hurriedly used 'internal force' to probe his body, and in the meridians that were washed by Tianluo Spring, small black spots appeared, black spots were like river stones, although they couldn't stop the river, but when they were still passing through it, they needed to take a detour. The internal force slowly travels along the meridians, and as soon as it encounters a small black dot, it becomes unsmooth!

"The master said, 'The fist does not leave the hand, the song does not leave the mouth', 'persistence is the avenue', I ...... this feeling.

In this turbulent and surging world, the pitch-black body of the hundred-clawed fish floated on the water like a big mountain, and he said in a low voice to the silkworm cocoon that was scattered with water: "See? Waste is waste, and it will not be able to get rid of it because of the change of time and place, and if the mind is not strong, it will not be able to achieve anything!"

"No, it's not like this, it's not like this!" shouted Yansheng's soul from the cocoon.

"Why not, he's walking your way, weren't you like this back then, recklessly rushing into the world of flowers, forgetting the purpose of departure in your heart, and getting lost step by step?

"Look, those who went out are back again!"

In the "boom" thunder and lightning, a black mist fell from the sky, and the hundred-clawed fish sucked it, smoothed its mouth tentacles, and sent it into the cocoon.

"No!" the soul in the cocoon roared unwillingly.

The medicine saint was basking in the sun in the courtyard, pounding herbs, and suddenly the space fluctuated slightly, and he thought to himself, "You're back so soon?"

But he heard the sound of 'snorting and banging' from the room, and quickly rushed upstairs, and saw the box containing the ice blue spirit, which actually jumped on the table on its own.

"Bang" The lid of the wooden box opened, and a black mist suddenly floated out, and a fiery red pattern was lost on the rhizome of the ice blue spirit, and the previous three became two!

"What's wrong?" the medicine sage pondered bitterly, but to no avail.

Yansheng walked down from the attic, everyone was busy again, he watched carefully, and found that everyone was a person without soul attributes, and his heart was inexplicably close. It doesn't matter if he has internal strength or not, Yansheng felt that he was an outlier in a small fishing village, and he also felt that he was an outlier in the fire wolf training camp, but when he arrived in this big city, he suddenly found that there were so many people who were the same as himself. Isn't that what you're looking for? to become like everyone else.

Yansheng came to the back kitchen, and the freshman was honestly cutting vegetables, and the skilled knife workers were quickly chopping, slicing, cutting, and cutting on the cutting board.

Freshman is the most honest person among all, three years older than Yansheng, he has been helping here for nearly four years, and he is the only 'buddy' who can go to the stove except for Luo Congyun, and he is always full of smiles.

Seeing Yansheng come in, he took the initiative to say hello, but the work in his hands did not stop, cutting vegetables while talking.

"Big brother, is there anything I need to do?" asked Yeonsheng.

"Why don't you take a break and the guests will have to wait at least an hour for them to come?" asked the freshman with concern.

"I've rested enough, I want to find something to do, the remaining four and the rich six in the front have done almost the same, I'll ask if I need help in the back!"

"The rest of the work is almost ready, you can rest first!"

"Oh!" Yeonsheng nodded.

"Time is really fast, it's been two months since you've been here in the blink of an eye, how do you get used to it?" Seeing that Yansheng's spirit was not very good, the freshman took the initiative to ask.

"I'm still used to it, it's good in this city!"

"Where's the good?" asked the freshman.

"This city is not like a fishing village, you can't see anything except the sea, there are a lot of delicious food, good drinks, good looks, fun, good sounds, good smells, the roads are wide, the buildings are high, there are many people, it is very lively!"

"Oh, where have you been?"

"I've been to Jirui Babao, I've seen a lot of mountains, seas and whatever, but I like these high-rise buildings, especially the 'Longquanzhuang' that my 'uncle' took me to a few days ago, it's really splendid, I didn't expect that there are so many fun things in this world!"

"Yes, it's fun, but it needs silver!" the freshman sighed.

"Well, I'm going to ask my uncle for more wages, it's a bit small?"

The freshman was shocked: "Why do you think so? Isn't your uncle paying you less?"

"It's a little little, the silver and gold I brought are all spent! I don't think it's enough!"

"You are good now, a few years ago, I just arrived here, and the salary is pitiful, but I like it, so I don't care much, because I hope that in the future I can open a small restaurant, marry a little daughter-in-law, have a big fat son, and pay good filial piety!"

"You want to be a chef?" asked Yeonsheng.

"Well, the master (Luo Congyun) is also very supportive of me, let me officially go to the stove tomorrow, I am one step closer to what I want!"

Yansheng listened, and his heart was happy for his freshman year.

"By the way, Yansheng, what about you? What do you want to do in the future? You are also an adult, and my brother doesn't want to say anything to you, but this person must have an idea, a hope, and at least an explanation for his parents, no matter how bad it is, he must also have an explanation for himself!" said the freshman gently.

"What do I want to do? What do I want to do?" Yansheng suddenly didn't know how to answer, and asked again: "Then do you know what Secondary 2, Primary 3, Yu 4, Duo 5, and Fu 6 want to do in the future?"

The freshman smiled and said, "They told me that if you don't have an idea, your uncle won't hire you." ”

"Tell me, what do they want to do?"

"Secondary two, want to become a painter, the family conditions are not good, can't afford the 'college' he wants to go to, just earn some wages here, while studying by himself, just sleep a few hours a day, the rest of the time is spent on 'painting', your uncle knows, but also secretly help pick up some work, paint him, when this building was renovated, it was designed by secondary two!"

"Didn't my uncle give him a 'design fee'?" asked Yeonsheng.

"Yes, but the physical condition of his parents is there, and he, as the eldest son, gave all the money to his parents!"

Yansheng's heart suddenly became uncomfortable, and he didn't know it.

"What about the junior?" Yansheng changed the subject.

"Little San, she wants to become a 'dramatist', don't look at her young age, but she works very hard, and she will participate in the triennial 'Voice of Jirui' competition in early spring, the little girl has tenacity!"

"What about Yu Si?"

"He likes to sell things, don't look at these drinks are recommended by Xiao San, in fact, they are all methods that Yu Si told her, so most of the drinks in this 'not drunk building' are the credit of Yu Si, he plans to save some money first, then open a grocery store, and finally open a 'department store', selling things every day!"

"What about five more?"

"More five, more than five The idea is to travel the world, don't look at him the same age as you, but he has been to many places, and he has even been to three countries, he has heard about it for a while, saved some money, and has to go back on the road, he likes freedom. ”

"Where's Fu Liu?"

"He wants to learn to make wine, and he is quite talented, this is not drunk Lou's signature wine - a thousand cups are not drunk, he knows what is in it after drinking it once, but the proportion problem is not in place, he is the proud protégé of his wife (Jiang Cuihua)!"

"Oh, no wonder, he knows all the liquor in the shop!"

"Seriously, have you ever thought about what you're going to do?"

Yansheng was stunned, thought about his identity as an 'adventurer', smiled, and said, "Maybe I should think about it too!"

"Okay, then you go and think about it first, I'm almost done cutting it, and the guests should be here in a while, and we have to start getting busy again!"

Yansheng walked out of the kitchen with interest, and his heart was full of waves.

"What do I want to do, what do I want to do, what can I do?"

Walking out to the yard, everyone set up a windproof shed, after all, it is already early winter, and people can't drink in the cold wind!

Yansheng sat on a stone bench and continued to think about three questions.

I passively became an adventurer, and without knowing anything, I followed the guidance of my master step by step, and came to the present, but why did I want to become an adventurer in the first place, it seems that I never thought about it!

The world is becoming clearer and clearer, the color in the eyes is increasing, and at the same time, the mind is becoming more and more chaotic.

What do I want to do? What do I want to be? I'm a risk-taker, but for what?

Everyone has someone they want to be, and what they want to do is what they want to do, but what about me?

"Think about it, think about why you set out, think about it, think about why you set out?"

Yansheng forced himself, and suddenly he realized that he was still different from others after all, because others knew who he was, but he didn't even know who he was.

Yes, the reason why they became an adventurer is because they want to know who they are, yes, they have become an adventurer, they have seen their soul attributes, they know that their memories exist in the 'hopeless' world, yes, they still have to complete the soul sacrifice to save themselves, yes, they know what they want to do, because they know their parents, they know their names, they remember all their experiences, they always know what the world is like, so they have pursuits, they have goals.

"Okay, then let's look at the problem upside down, and it will be clear!" Yansheng thought secretly, muttering to himself, "What can I do? I am an adventurer, and I can only take risks." What am I going to do? I have to complete the soul sacrifice, find my soul attributes, return to my memory, and know what the world is like. What do I want to do? After completing the first two questions, having a complete 'me', there will be answers!"

It seems that this small restaurant is not suitable for me? Yansheng suddenly smiled, and he began to think about his own whereabouts.