This time he finally came back, Shen Jingyuan couldn't wait to share all the bitterness and joy with her, the days of the newlywed, every day he talked about it, as long as he had a memory, whether it was something she already knew, or something she didn't know, it was a trivial joy, or the pain like a knife in his heart, he didn't hide it at all, it was neat, like a bamboo tube pouring beans, and told her everything.

At that moment, for the first time in her life, she wanted to kill someone of her kind immediately.

Love can turn people into angels, and love can turn people into devils. At that moment, even though she knew that the evil thoughts in her heart would cause her to fall into the boundless hell, she was willing to suffer.

Fortunately, Wu Silan had already left the Dingguo Mansion, so she escaped.

It's just that the death penalty can be avoided, but the living sin is unforgivable. Paying off debts and killing people to pay for their lives is a matter of course in this era.

Shen Jingyuan can forgive Wu Silan for the sins she committed against herself for the sake of her father and younger siblings because Wu Silan is her aunt and stepmother. But as a son and a younger brother, he has no way to know that his mother and eldest brother were poisoned, and not to avenge the blood and revenge.

He can't dirty his hands because he killed his relatives, but there are many ways to take revenge, the most cruel is not to kill the enemy, but to let the other party completely collapse, unable to live independently, but unable to commit suicide, how to live, when to die, are all in the hands of people, life is better than death.

Incidentally, the children and grandchildren of Shen Jingdong's house will never be able to take the initiative to return to Beijing, even if they are summoned by the emperor's order, they are forbidden to enter the Shen family. Otherwise, how can the dead master mother and eldest son of the previous generation of Dingguo Mansion rest in peace?

Therefore, if a man is distracted, his wife and children will suffer.

Your father-in-law, he has been happy all his life, but he let the demon woman do the tricks, making the Shen family miserable, if it weren't for Zhiyuan's ability, he escaped assassination, and grew to the point where no one could shake his identity as the heir, I'm afraid that the Shen family would be rotten from the roots. ”

Although Yan Shengguo had a violent temper, he never criticized the deceased, because he always felt that the deceased was the greatest, but this time, he couldn't help but mock Shen Yueqing.

The corners of Yan Shunhua's mouth twitched.

"Dad, in the final analysis, it's still the word 'love' that makes people.

According to Shen Jingyuan, because his grandfather has been on the battlefield for many years, his only son was mainly raised by his great-grandmother.

Great-grandmother is a woman, although the scenery in front of the person is infinite, but the queen is alone with her grandson to live in the huge Dingguo Mansion, which is painful, and people who do not really understand it cannot imagine.

She gave birth to three sons and four daughters in her old age, the eldest son and the second son died before they were three years old, and the four daughters also died of disease or blows before they reached adulthood, and only the third son, the grandfather, survived.

Her husband has died young for the country, and she also has a son who has worked hard for the country to shed blood, sweat and tears, and she hopes that her grandson can stay at home like ordinary people, start a family and have children, and be safe and secure.

Therefore, she deliberately trained her grandson to be an elegant scholar, rather than a general who could sit in the army and even go into battle to kill the enemy. On the issue of women, the old man also felt that the Dingguo Mansion was too big and empty, so he was never afraid that his grandson's peach blossoms would be too vigorous and would attract anything wrong, but felt that this was good, and it was easier to spread out.

And the grandfather, who was supposed to be the head of the family, was open-minded and enthusiastic, because there were frequent wars on the frontier, he joined the army at the age of thirteen, and did not return home from the battlefield until he was twenty-five years old. After giving birth to an only son at the age of twenty-seven, my grandmother was in poor health and lingered on the sickbed since then, during which my grandfather obtained the consent of his wife and agreed with his friend Wu Dangjia to have children and daughters, and my grandmother died with a smile three years later.

After his grandfather guarded his grandmother's grave for three years, when his father-in-law was six years old, at the age of thirty-three, he once again responded to the call of the country and returned to the battlefield to resist the invasion of neighboring countries, until eleven years later, when his father-in-law was seventeen years old, he was going to get married, because the eldest aunt was framed by his youngest sister, and the marriage failed, and the forty-four-year-old grandfather hurried home to deal with it, and finally decided on the second sister of the eldest aunt, that is, the future daughter-in-law of the mother-in-law, and presided over the marriage of the two of them.

A year later, Shen Jingyuan's eldest brother was born, and his grandfather was forty-six years old, but he asked the emperor again to return to the frontier for a long time, and then his mother-in-law and his mother and son left, and his father-in-law was depressed all day long, and after the victory of the war, when Shen Jingyuan was six months old, his grandfather, who was nearly half a hundred years old, returned home again.

I heard Shen Jingyuan say that when my grandfather saw his father-in-law so depressed, he hated iron and steel, and he was angry and angry, and he once caused an old illness and had a serious illness, and after he recovered, he controlled the internal and external affairs of the Shen family with a thunderous momentum.

Because my father-in-law has always believed that it was Shen Jingyuan's birth that led to the death of his mother-in-law and eldest brother, so he has always ignored Shen Jingyuan and even resented him, and his great-grandmother was old half a year later, and after presiding over the first birthday ceremony for Shen Jingyuan, her old man died suddenly in his sleep, and his grandfather has stayed at home since then, keeping filial piety on the one hand, and raising Shen Jingyuan on the other.

Unfortunately, in the summer of fifty-nine, my grandfather was seriously injured in an accident, which delayed the time for treatment, and finally drove away in Hexian.

Before dying, the old man was alone with Shen Jingyuan, and took the word 'Zhiyuan' for Shen Jingyuan, hoping that his grandson could understand the pain of his father's loss of his wife and children in his early years, but also clearly informed, 'Shen Yueqing is an upright person but has a weak personality, and is not pragmatic, and will only be obsessed with children's affairs, so that he can be abolished, and the Shen family will be in charge of all the personnel and financial rights at the disposal of the head of the family and the housemother. ’

Because he was afraid that his death would cause chaos, which would cause turmoil in the Shen family and even bring about the disaster of extermination, his grandfather also instructed Shen Jingyuan to go to the border to join the army immediately after three years, so as to hone his body, and at the same time to avoid conflicts with his father-in-law, and deal with it properly when he grows up.

Shen Jingyuan listened to the old man very much, and when he was thirteen years old, he walked north, all the way through the mountains and mountains, and reached the border. It was also from the moment he left home that Wu Silan, who wanted to win the heir position for his son, made a move behind his father-in-law's back, Shen Jingyuan didn't know anything at the time, and it didn't take long for me to start an inexplicable journey of sharing the five senses with him.

The story is very simple, but the reason behind it is very impressive.

Shen Jingyuan told me that if her great-grandmother hadn't lost her children and husband one after another, she wouldn't have softened her heart like this when she was old, knowing that what the Dingguo Mansion needed was an heir who could fight well, rather than a prince who could only be a literati, and her old man would rather raise her only grandson to be abolished, because 'a living waste person is better than a dead god of war'.

Her only wish is to hope that her children and grandchildren will live well in the land of Daqing. The Shen family has protected Daqing for so many years, but the descendants of the Shen family have withered from generation to generation, most of the men have died on the battlefield, generation after generation, and the final end is difficult to complete, such a clear ending is difficult for her to accept. ”56