The secret of the Mandarin Duck Pavilion (3) Farewell to my love

Xianhua looked at the haggard figure of an old man through the window through the ghostly light, with a low brow, and tears falling from her loveless eyes. This situation is like a deep coming, so that Xianhua is like a quagmire. I want to comfort that person, comfort the emotion that seems to resonate with me at some point

Xiao Heizi saw Xianhua's posture, so he grabbed it fiercely, and replied with a warning look: Don't do much, let's go quickly

Xianhua patted Xiao Heizi's tight hand, loosened his sleeves, and told him with a smile in his eyes: It's okay, I just can't bear him to be so sad, so I walked away.

Xiao Heizi had no choice but to follow, and picked up a pebble on the ground, and a small shovel in the flower shop on his body, so he relieved himself of the frowning brows

"Li Gongzi, you are" Xianhua slowly helped up Li Bin, who was sitting on the ground, poured another cup of tea and handed it over, Li Bin, who was immersed in sorrow, didn't care about the people around him and everything around him at all, as if he had made a big mistake, he held his head in his arms with regret, put away his legs and shrunk into a ball, tears crackled down, and his mouth kept chattering

"It's all my fault, it's all my fault, if I were braver, I wouldn't have died, it's all my fault"

Xianhua saw this situation and didn't care much about it, so he quietly walked to Li Bin's side, hugging is often the most affectionate comfort, squatting down and hugging the curled up Li Bin, Li Bin, who came back to his senses, raised his blurred eyes that were crying, and reflected the warmth in his eyes, even if he glanced at him, he was willing to tell him the bitterness in his heart at this moment, not for anything else, just for this inexplicable innocence and long-lost hug and the warmth of the spring breeze

"I, I've done something that can never be undone"

"I know it's about the pure girl, right?" Xianhua patted Li Bin on the back and gave him a tender look

"She just doesn't know how affectionate you are, and if one day she knows, she won't hate you anymore"

"Xianhuajun, do you think he will give me a chance after I do such a thing?" Li Bin raised his head and blocked the moonlight with the light of tears, and his thoughts moved with clouds

Fireworks in March Jiangnan Spring, a song of strong love and wine, how can there be love in the red dust, how can a harmonious relationship arise

That year, he was in his prime, twenty one, but he was a prodigal son of red dust, that year she was eight out of ten, beautiful and moving, but fell into fireworks and became a concubine, fate made people he indulged in fireworks The place where he indulged in fireworks has never seen the handrail behind the curtain, the loquat sound is slow, the song is affectionate, and the people who accompany the red dust affectionately, tears without traces, heart dripping blood, chaotic red dust no one bears, can't ask for it, can't get it. Only the sky is high and the moon is bright. She is thin and moving, a woman is helpless but has a heart to seek freedom, she does not complain that her father sold her just to buy a new dress for her brother and buy a daughter-in-law, nor does she want her mother to give birth to her and let her grow up in the abuse of her stepmother, nor does she want the sky to be ruthless, let alone complain about this indifference, she only wants to be reduced to a daughter.

He is indifferent but tactful, ambitious but timid as a mouse, he is prominent in front of people and empty behind him, he hates his father for abandoning him, mother and son work all day long but never give him a hug and comfort, he hates this heavenly reincarnation to let him endure the white-eyed life but is not born in the middle of the year, but he only does not want himself, he does not want to be timid like a mouse, wronged but inactive everywhere.

That night, a woman ran away in embarrassment and brushed the disciples, and a wisp of incense entered the disciples' hearts. Everyone chased him but only hid it in selfishness, but she didn't know that she thought that the man was in love with her, and the impermanence of the world was still captured by the woman who was reduced to a Le Ji became a meal on the plate of all men, and the man of the day became the yearning of his life, and when he finally met, he fell in love with her at first sight, and she thought about him for a long time.

"You won't be really moved, just for such a girl, Li Bin, you really let us look down on you too much"

"How could I fall in love with such a girl, I just want to see that he still has a little bit of looks or a chick who wants to play"

"I really didn't expect it to be a chick, no wonder we asked her to ask her and she always shirked it, it turned out that there was a layer of film that was really precious"

"Since Li Gongzi is just playing, why don't we help you play with her, and teach her how to serve men after she learns, hahaha"

"Whatever you want haha"

That night, his heart was tight, he wanted to tell her to be careful in everything, but he was afraid that those people would see that he had moved the heart of the red dust girl, and the cuteness was really greater than his timidity, he quietly asked her to help her redeem herself, and took the pair of mandarin duck buckles that his mother passed to his future daughter-in-law, for the first time in his life, he wanted to be bold once for her pure child, but everything often made the true heart disgusting, she came in red clothes but was stopped by everyone, under the moonlight, she saw his familiar figure and wanted to shout for help, but because of a few words let herself fall into the abyss

"Don't scream, Miss Chun'er, Li Gongzi has already taught you to your brothers, you can rest assured that your brothers will love you well tonight, so that you can really feel the joy of being a woman"

A pair of hands covered her mouth, her clothes were torn apart by a group of people who looked like wolves, her body was licked and bitten, her lower body was toyed with, the pain penetrated her entire body, the blood flowed, she was unconscious, but she was awakened by the pain, these dogs who were always thinking about her heart, were shining her body, one person, two people, three people, four people, five people. She could never forget their faces and their words

"Li Gongzi has already handed you over to us"

Yes, she is Hongchen, why do you believe in a wanderer, she hates him, she really hates him, why didn't he come to save her when he was so close to her, she didn't believe that the person under the tree couldn't see here, if she didn't love it, why give her hope, she hated it so much, she hated it really hated, hated herself and hated him even more

Dragging her broken body, she crawled little by little to the thousand graves where her mother was buried, she cried and shouted and hit her head against her mother's monument, picked up the bones of the mass burial, and plunged into her heart full of despair, draining her last business, little by little

The sky is ruthless, the world is desolate, and death is liberation

That night under the cypress tree, he anxiously held the mandarin duck buckle in his hand, he waited for the arrival of the person he was reading, but he forgot that he should look at each other intently in a casual conversation with someone, and his friend went but he couldn't shake his heart, because there was a pure child is his heart. A black shadow riot pounced and pushed in turns, he thought it was a fight, he was naturally timid and told himself not to go, he would be beaten and he was afraid of pain, waiting for Chun'er was the main thing, but the eyes were still meowing from time to time, always feeling familiar people and shadows, the feeling of worrying did not stop for a moment, but fear replaced bravery, loss replaced waiting, so he threw himself away, and she died with hatred......

The moonlit night falls, the red dust returns, and infatuation is always ruthlessly ruined

He finally knew the truth of that night from the mouth of his so-called friends, the first time in his life he punched this group of people who killed Chun'er, and it was also the first time that he felt empty-hearted, he lost his soul and was sick for several months, but every day he dragged his body to the place where Chun'er died, day after day, three months he finally fell, his father looked at the son in front of him and gave him a hug for the first time and gave him the courage to live, because he knew that he was afraid of death and pain, he just made an excuse for himself, he went to the place where Chun'er lived, bought Chun'er's room, and hid the mandarin duck buckle in Chun'er's pipa, put it on the red back of the bed, ordered someone to light the red bamboo cloth red tent, that night he wore a red dress and bowed to the heaven and earth, and shared a room with Chun'er's pipa. The cave room is spent on a candle night, and the old man has never returned......

One lock sealed the door, the bed, the window, the person's love, and the other buttoned goodbye to the scene, the thought, the dream, and the soul of that day.