Chapter 602: Departure
When I think about it, I really don't have much hope for him anymore. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. biquge。 Info, I don't dare to hope that City Lord Pang will drive away the hundreds of brand-new women he himself selected after a busy day out of the house at dawn because of my opposition, and drive him out of the Guyuan City Mansion. If I really thought that way then. That should mean that I have completely lost my mind. Thinking back to the disputes and fights I had with hundreds of former city ladies and women in the past year, I also really felt that I was too tired, I felt that I was no longer powerless, and if I continued to compete with hundreds or thousands, doubling the number of women in the city, I thought I would be exhausted to death. My body and mind had been subjected to all kinds of thrilling torture in the past year, and I had experienced the terrible devastation of the cold, the snowstorm, and so on, and I already felt weak.
When I think about it, I feel very sad in my heart. Because when I thought about it, I realized that I had to make a decision that I had never thought of before. Or maybe I should have to cut my love. When I thought about it, my eyes suddenly became extremely sore, and my tears were hot and flowed down inadvertently. When the thought of parting love passed through me, I couldn't help but burst into tears. And for the sudden thought, for the kind of forced choice I faced, it was far from what I could have imagined. I then blinked hesitantly, and reluctantly looked at the Pang City Lord and his person, who had once fascinated me surrounded by fifty beautiful people in the depths of the Flower Stepping Courtyard, and I found that he was still casually and happily carrying out his flower-stepping activities. And every woman who participated in the competition was also engrossed in kicking the flower bag in front of her, and they all worked hard to continue, and it seemed that the competition was still as fierce as it was back then. In the same way, the referee Erbao behind the big wooden table at the end of the flower courtyard at that time, the small chef in the center surrounded by his fifty women, and everyone who was present at the time were watching the event attentively, and all the victorious ladies and women of the new city, including the two sturdy palace guards, all went to the rear garden...... So, no one noticed me standing alone under the wide canopy of the big maple tree. All I heard was the deafening noise of shouting, cheering, and cheering under the leadership of the women outside the mansion. After that, the more I looked at City Lord Pang. The more sad I am, the more nostalgic I am, the more helpless I am, the more emotional. I couldn't leave it so hard to look at the city lord Pang quietly, watching him shout in the circle of fifty beauties, looking at him laughing, looking at melancholy, looking at him embarrassed, looking at him low, looking at him excited, looking at all his actions, stepping on the flower courtyard. However, in all the time I spent watching the city lord Pang, all I could see was his love, regret, and attachment to each of the women and girls he fancied. He was as emotionally up and down as I was, mixed with joy and sorrow, and his complete heart and complete person at that time were only in his flower festival.
Gradually, the sky in the flower courtyard became less radiant and brighter. I can feel the light of the sunset intertwined in the courtyard round after round of women, including the city lord of Pang, who is covered with more and more pink and desolate bare clothes, I feel that the flower stamping festival of that day is also coming to an end, should. And I think that my love affair with Pang City Lord, my stay with Pang City Lord, should also be coming to an end, at that time. When I thought of it, I became more and more grief-stricken, my grief filled my whole body, like tears, more like sweat running down my whole body from top to bottom like a waterfall, flowing under the big maple tree, quietly flowing into the flower courtyard, wetting the shoes of the young and beautiful girls who participated in the competition, soaking the legs, feet, and clothes of the Pang City Lord, but he didn't notice it at all. I was watching the city lord Pang guess the beautiful fairy woman he liked from the flower stepping activities one by one, I was watching the city lord Pang hug and hug the new lady and woman he guessed in each round of activities, Lala kissed, I also began to be happy for him, I was happy for his happiness, I began to bless him. It is also because what I have been looking forward to for many days, I am also arrogant and arrogant for a short time, and I have defeated all the women in the world and obtained the Pang City Lord, which is just an ethereal dream, and it will always be the same as a dream. I am the only one by my side to the Pang City Lord who I have been hoping for, and it may be a dream that I will never be able to realize in my life. I clearly understand that it is impossible for me to defeat the brand-new city ladies and women whom are all loved by the Pang City Lord, who are hundreds more than in previous years, and it is even more impossible for me to prevent the Pang City Lord from holding the Flower Stamping Festival for the third time in the next year, and recruiting the brand-new City Lady Women. The more I thought about it at that time, the more painful I was, the more I thought about it, the more helpless I became, the more I thought about it, the more overwhelmed I became, I thought, I could only choose to go, choose to go by myself, and walk silently by myself.
At that time, my tears flowed endlessly, and I still stared at the Pang City Lord intently. I really love him too much in my heart, I am reluctant to disturb him chasing his own luxury, chasing his own happiness, I am reluctant to destroy his good things, I can't bear to disturb him. I rushed to the bottom of Dongxue Hall anxiously, and I secretly withstood the anger that had accumulated in my chest, and I had taken my place as I had thought of being angry with Pang City Lord, insulting Pang City Lord's shamelessness in front of onlookers inside and outside the city, and exposing Pang City Lord's hypocrisy. That's all because, I love City Lord Pang too much, and I really love him too much. At that time, my sadness flowed down from my body like a river, I looked at the flower courtyard for the last time with tears in my eyes, from the front of the palace gate, all the way to the middle of the courtyard, at that sudden moment I saw that the two sturdy palace guards had just completed a pick-up task from the rear of the garden and stepped back, I and the two of them briefly met for a moment, I didn't have much to worry about, no longer hesitated, I turned to the side coldly, ruthless to the end, taking advantage of the time when a wonderful flower stepping festival was carried out to the most intense moment, I couldn't take my eyes off the figure of my most nostalgic Pang City Lord dancing in the crowd of flowers, guessing, preoccupied, I silently drilled out of the wide canopy of the big maple tree, I appeared in the flower courtyard like all the people at that time, I was immersed in the heavy brilliance of the particularly beautiful pink sunset that day, my river of grief was also dyed sparkling, quietly guiding in front of me, also rushing outward, guiding me to wipe everyone's clothes, wipe everyone's field of vision, I was still staring intently at the figure of Pang City Lord that made me intoxicated, I unconsciously gradually moved away from the flower courtyard, Away from the Pang City Lord, away from the beautiful women who were concentrating on kicking the flower bag in front of me, and surrounded the Pang City Lord, I approached the gate of the Guyuan City Mansion. At that time, I was going farther and farther, the more painful I was, the more empty I was, the more reluctant I was, the more I regretted it, but at that time, I had no choice. Still like at the beginning, I can't stand the man I love being shared by other women, not even anyone but me. What's more, there are hundreds of brand-new and beautiful women who want to share the Pang City Lord with me. What's more, so many brand-new city ladies and women are all done by the city lord Pang himself.
In the evening of that day, when I slowly turned my face intently to stare at the Pang City Lord who was my most beloved in the Flower Courtyard and gradually moved away, the sound of the competing women who surrounded the Pang City Lord tightly became more and more indistinct. In the same way, the cheerful voice of the Pang City Lord and the suddenly excited voice of the little cook were not so clear. On the contrary, on the high walls of the mansion, the shouting and cheering voices of many onlookers gathered at the gate of the city mansion, and it can even be said that the sound of coaxing was like thunder, which shook my already melancholy heart even more broken, and also shocked me obviously dizzy, but what I cared about and what I was concerned about at that time was still the city lord Pang. At that moment, I just wanted to be able to look at him one more time, and I saw him one more moment after a moment, and my body stumbled, and I fell down, and I unconsciously squeezed into the crowd at the gate of the house, and I was even more sad. I felt like I was thinking about it a lot, I didn't think too much about it at the time, I just knew it was my only option. At that time, I was crowded around the gate of the mansion, my ears were hit by the sound of the group, my vision was still staring intently at the tall and noble Pang City Lord, and I felt more and more intensely that my river of grief flowing from head to toe had squeezed through the gap of the crowd at the gate of the mansion, and was rushing towards the outside of the gate of the mansion, towards the distance, towards the distant unknown region. As a result, my eyes blurred even more. So much so that no matter how hard I tried at that moment, no matter how much I couldn't take my eyes off it, in my tearful eyes, I couldn't see the figure of my favorite Pang City Lord clearly, and it became blurred in my field of vision.
By that time, I was in great pain, I couldn't help but cry out in pain. But, even then, the tall and noble Pang City Lord in the wide flower courtyard still didn't see me, still didn't find me, even if it was half an eye, I was content. But vaguely, I felt that the eyes of the two sturdy guards who had been looking at me for the last time under the big maple tree seemed to have been following me. But so what? I don't care about them. Because I think that they have a task to do, and they can't get out of it, and besides, they don't dare to speak out at that moment, because then they are really derelict in their duties. They didn't know what I was thinking, and they didn't know what I was doing when I went to the gate of the house. Moreover, although my vision was blurred at that time, even if I was crying at the entrance of the mansion, but because there were too many onlookers at that time, the cheers of the people were too high, and my lonely heart-wrenching cry was completely drowned out by the cheers of the crowd, but it should have been unnoticed by anyone, in short, I was determined to leave the Pang City Lord at that time, and I had already put aside everything, put aside honor and disgrace, so I don't know whether the people outside me at that time were aware of me, whether they cast strange eyes and strange care。 I just continued to retreat affectionately, in tears, and alone outside the gate, and walked away from the gate. In that moment, I felt a surge of people in front of me. I felt that in the midst of the surging crowd, in the midst of the crowd cheering, the vague figure of my beloved Pang City Lord suddenly disappeared completely from my intent! Suddenly, my crying was louder, my sorrow was thicker, my vision was even more blurred, and I remembered clearly, that at a moment when I was noticing, I was violently squeezed out by the onlookers beside me, squeezing out the farther distance beyond the gate of the mansion, and squeezing out even my vision of the wall and corner of the flower courtyard. My whole heart shattered completely.