readx;? Cui Ji thought about it for a long time, but decided to go to see Qiu Lingling. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

He came out of the room in full dress, and when he went out, he was shouted by his father: "Where are you going?"

"Dad, I have something to go out for a while. He didn't dare to say that he was going to meet the person he was cheating on.

His father scolded: "What's the matter with you for the New Year?

"Ji Shen, at this juncture, do you still want to see the woman outside, don't you want your wife, don't you want your son?" His mother scolded on the side, "You are such an old person, you don't understand the importance of it! You still want this family, so you will find a way to coax Zhao Jing back." ”

Cui Jishen agreed very cowardly: "Mom, I know." ”

On the first day of the Lunar New Year, the streets are particularly lively.

There are various cultural activities, and various sales urging activities of merchants on the street are in full swing.

Cui Jishen drove slowly, recalling that when he and Zhao Jing went out on a date during the Chinese New Year, they had a lot of good memories.

Time has passed year after year, they date less and less, although occasionally travel to different places, but in the process of traveling, they just look at the scenery, enjoy a relaxed life, relax, between the two people, there is no initial throbbing.

And the young Qiu Lingling let him get back the feeling of being young and rigid when he was in his twenties, seeing that she was sometimes stupid, and couldn't even tell the difference between the southeast and the northwest, like an ignorant girl, he couldn't suppress his inner impulse, possess her, take care of her, make stupid things with her, and do some childish things......

Cui Jishen arrived at Qiu Lingling's residence, and it was almost dinner time.

There are a few dishes on the table, which are basically his favorite food.

Qiu Lingling looked almost well, and she put on some makeup to look more energetic.

If you compare carefully, she is not as good as Zhao Jing, she does not have the intellectual temperament of a mature woman like Zhao Jing, she is just young, and she has a round face with some natural cuteness.

If in the past, when she was not well from her illness, she would cook and cook by herself, Cui Jishen would say a few words to her distressedly and tell her to rest. But today, after he sat down, he asked her, "Why do you have to call me over today?"

Listening to his tone of voice, Qiu Lingling was angry, and explained coquettishly: "During the Chinese New Year, people are here alone, and they are very lonely, I just want you to accompany others and have a meal with them!"

Cui Jishen counted her down: "Let you go home for the New Year, you don't!"

"People want to celebrate the New Year with you!" Qiu Lingling looked aggrieved.

She has been with Cui Jishen for more than a year, she said that she only loves him, does not want to reciprocate, and does not seek fame, but she sees that Cui Jishen treats the original partner so well as always, her heart is unbalanced, even if Cui Jishen gives her a car, she is not satisfied, she still wants more, and wants to know, in Cui Jishen's heart, how important she is, whether she is more important, or Zhao Jing is more important.

Cui Jishen was impatient: "You know that I have a family and a room, and I have to accompany the elderly and my wife and children during the New Year, so I can't accompany you!"

"So what, you said that you love me more! Since you love me, why can't you accompany me?!" Qiu Lingling bit her lip, so aggrieved that she was about to cry.

The way a woman wants to cry or not is the most touching for men, and I feel sorry for it.

But today, her trick failed, and it didn't make Cui Jishen feel distressed, and he only had impatience in his eyes.

didn't want to continue to talk to her about whether he loved or not, Cui Jishen simply said directly: "My wife knows everything." ”

"What do you know?" Qiu Lingling reacted half a beat slowly, and only then did he realize what he was referring to, and continued to ask, "She knows about us?"

Cui Jishen was silent.

Qiu Lingling had a bad premonition.

She wanted to ask: Will you divorce her? Will you divorce her and marry me?

Looking at his silent face, she didn't ask.

After being silent for a while, Cui Jishen said: "Lingling, I came here now just to tell you, let's not meet again in the future." ”

"Don't meet again?" Qiu Lingling shook his head and didn't accept it, "We work in the same place, and we will meet each other when we go to work and get off work, you and me, and we will not meet again in the future?!"

Since it is inevitable that they will meet, Cui Jishen added: "If you see it, you should not know it." ”

It's a tough decision to make.

It was even more difficult to say it in her own face.

But in order to save his wife, save their marriage, and maintain the current family, he had to do it.

"No!" Qiu Lingling continued to shake his head, still refusing to accept it, his eyes moistened, "Ji Shen, you know how much I love you, you have a wife, you have children, I still can't control my love for you, I only love you, I don't force you to do anything, as long as your love! We have been together for so long, you say a word, don't meet again in the future, if you meet, you don't know each other, so you want to send me away? What are you to me, a wood without heart and lungs, don't you know the pain, won't you be heartbroken?"

Cui Jishen was silent for a while before he said: "Lingling, I told you at the beginning that I can't divorce and can't marry you, you tell me that you don't care." ”

"Yes, I don't care. When Qiu Lingling first started, she really didn't care, but it doesn't mean that she doesn't care now, even if she cares, she will say that what she cares about is love, "What I care about is that I love you, you love me, I care about you, I care about you and me, don't separate ......"

"I don't want to ...... No way now. Cui Jishen realized that since he was in a hurry and already knew about him and Qiu Lingling, it was almost impossible to continue to hide her and contact Qiu Lingling behind her back.

If he and Qiu Lingling don't make a complete break, Zhao Jing will definitely divorce him.

Seeing that he seemed to have made up his mind, Qiu Lingling knew that he couldn't entangle him head-on now, that would only bore him.

She bit her lip again, almost bursting it, tears rolling in her eyes.

Seeing her like this, Cui Jishen felt a throbbing, distressed, and guilty in his heart, and felt that he was sorry for her.

In the end, she asked cautiously: "Ji Shen, I know you are very difficult, I can understand, I will not embarrass you." In the future, we won't see each other, and we shouldn't know each other when we meet, will you still have me in your heart? Will you still miss me?"

"Hmm. Cui Jishen nodded.

"Okay, I got it. Qiu Lingling had tears in his eyes, and he endured it and didn't let himself cry.

She picked up the chopsticks and handed them to Cui Jishen: "Jishen, this table of dishes is all your favorite, and I specially made it for you." Finish this meal with me, okay?"

"Good. Cui Jishen took the chopsticks and began to pick up the dishes.

He just took a clip of vegetables, Qiu Lingling picked up the plate and said, "The dishes are cold, I'll warm them up." ”

"Good. Cui Jishen put down the chopsticks again and watched her pick up the dishes and bring them into the kitchen.

He stood up to help, but Qiu Lingling pulled him to sit down and said no.

After a while, Qiu Lingling's cry came from the kitchen, not hysterical

Crying, it sounds like an uncontrollable sob.

Cui Jishen heard her crying in the kitchen, but he couldn't go over to comfort her.

He patted himself on the head and felt sorry for her.

When the dish was hot, Qiu Lingling brought the plate back to the table, his eyes were red, but he pretended not to cry.

The more she was like this, the more distressed Cui Jishen became, and the more she felt sorry for her.

A meal, the two of them didn't eat it.

Qiu Lingling put vegetables into Cui Jishen's bowl one by one, he buried his head in a big gulp, stuffed all the vegetables she brought over into his mouth, chewed hard, swallowed them, as for whether it was delicious or not, salty or light, he didn't notice it at all.

Cui Ji was deeply frustrated, burping heavily, and insisting on eating.

"If you can't eat it, don't eat it. Qiu Lingling stretched out his hand to clean up the dishes and chopsticks.

He obediently gave her the dishes and chopsticks in his hand and asked her to take them away.

Cui Jishen poured a glass of water, and when Qiu Lingling cleaned up the dishes and chopsticks and came out of the kitchen, he drank a glass of water, thinking that it was almost time to leave.

He stood up, picked up his coat, looked at her and said, "Lingling, it's time for me to go, you take care of yourself." ”

Qiu Lingling bit his lip again and didn't speak, just looked at him pitifully.

couldn't bear to look at her uncomfortable appearance anymore, Cui Jishen turned around and walked to the door.

"Jishen, don't go!"

Suddenly, Qiu Lingling rushed over, hugged his waist from behind, put his face against his back, and pleaded with him, "Ji Shen, let me hug you again, give me another hug, okay?"

Cui Jishen had no reason or could refuse, he turned around and hugged her tightly.

Qiu Lingling raised his hand and climbed on his neck, raised his face, kissed his lip, and bit it, kissing him crazy.

She told him with her actions, he said that if he didn't meet in the future, he should not know him, she didn't want him to be embarrassed, and she didn't want to pester him, but she was very reluctant to him......

Cui Ji felt indescribable pain and guilt in his heart, and he held her tightly in his arms and tried his best.

A hug...... Carried to the bed.

A bunch of inseparable men and women, their naked limbs entangled.

Cui Jishen exerted all his strength, deep, colliding, trying to rub her into his body.

Qiu Lingling's limbs were wrapped around him, like vines wrapped around trees, trying to wrap him tightly around him and prevent him from breaking free.

Two people, again and again, look for a trace of comfort from each other's bodies......

When Cui Jishen returned home, it was already the next morning.

When he went upstairs, he felt light-headed and his body fluttered.

After entering the house, not surprisingly, he was scolded by his parents again, he didn't speak, didn't refute, let them scold, and made the two old men so angry that they wanted to vomit blood. Seeing that they were finished scolding, he didn't know what to say, so he opened his mouth and said, "Dad, Mom, I know it's wrong, I just talked to the one outside...... Broken ......"

His father told him to prepare gifts and hurry to his mother-in-law's house to coax his wife back. If she doesn't come back, she will stay with her for a few days, even if she is dead, and she will be brought back.

Cui Jishen promised to say yes, but he felt a little dizzy again, so he went back to the room to rest.

At noon, his mother called him lunch, only to find that he was sick and his face was red, so she quickly brought him medicine.

With a cold and fever, and a dizzy head, Cui Jishen couldn't go to his mother-in-law's house today, so he could only stay at home.

Zhao Jing went back to her parents' house on the first day of the Lunar New Year, and didn't say that she quarreled with Cui Jishen, but when the family asked, her son said: "Mom quarreled with Dad, and Mom was very angry." ”

Asked why he quarreled, Zhao Jing didn't want to say that Cui Jishen cheated and went to accompany the woman outside him, but simply answered: "He went out on Chinese New Year's Eve and came back at dawn!"

When I asked him why he didn't come back overnight, she said, "Who knows why he went." ”

It's hard to say this question, seeing that Zhao Jing is still angry, her parents, younger brothers, and younger siblings don't want to ask more, they just tell her to stay a few more days when she comes back, and wait for Cui Jishen to pick her up.

At night, before going to bed, Zhao Jing wanted to tell her son a story, and her son suddenly asked: "Mom, what is divorce, do you want to divorce if you quarrel with your father?"