Chapter 13: Depression Erupts

This Vietnamese version of "Wrong, Wrong, Wrong" was very popular a few years ago, as soon as Chen Jingwenfu opened his mouth, Hu Yimin heard what song it was, she rolled her eyes, and couldn't help but laugh with a hint of patience.

This guy is like this when he is not in shape, and he always inadvertently makes you stunned, and I still remember the night he sang "Fahai Doesn't Know Love", the voice was simply heartbreaking.

In fact, the singing is still very good, the tone is all in rhythm, but why does it sound so awkward?

Chen Jingwen stopped after singing a few words, and said to himself: "I haven't sung for a long time, let's find out how I feel first." Well, it's pretty much it now. ”

Speaking of this, he turned his head to Hu Yimin and smiled brightly: "What song do you want to listen to? It's time to perform real technology." ”

Hu Yimin looked around and said softly: "As long as you don't sing "Fahai doesn't know love", I'm afraid of being watched by so many people." ”

Chen Jingwen pulled the corners of his mouth, not bothering with this incomprehensible girl, he thought slightly, plucked the guitar strings again, and sang affectionately: "I want to see you laugh, I want to make trouble with you, I want to hug you into my arms, I was arguing with a red face in the last second, and I turned around and reconciled in the next second, I am not afraid of you crying, I am not afraid of you laughing, because you are my pride......"

The spring breeze hit, stirring Chen Jingwen's gray shirt, he sang "It's Good Once" with his heart, Hu Yimin's eyes flashed with surprise on his side, I never thought that this guy was quite good at singing seriously.

The song ended quickly, Chen Jingwen estimated that he was thirsty from singing, he took a sip of water, and then handed the guitar to Hu Yimin, and said happily: "There is a piano in the bedroom, and a guitar is hung, I think I am still quite interested in singing." ”

Hu Yimin hesitated and asked softly, "What song do you want to listen to?"

Chen Jingwen's hand holding the mineral water hovered, and said in surprise: "It means that you can sing whatever I want to hear?" Then I have to think about it, how about a song "Dream Chaser"?"

Hu Yimin went through this song in her mind, it was a more familiar song, she didn't reply, her slender jade hand beat on the guitar strings, and the ethereal and pleasant voice was transmitted, "Let youth stir your long hair and let it pull your dreams; unconsciously the history of this city has remembered your smile; the blue sky in the red heart is the beginning of life......"

When she sang, she was very serious and distracted, Chen Jingwen looked at her intoxicating side face, and murmured: "Before you know it, the history of this city has remembered your smile." ”

The singing is beautiful, attracting the attention of tourists, "Dream Chaser" is halfway through the singing, there are three or three tourists who come to hear the sound and stop two meters away from the singing beauty.

Hu Yimin was not disturbed, Chen Jingwen squinted his eyes, his mind was turning, and after Hu Yimin finished singing, he quickly got up and handed his mobile phone to the chubby girl, "Can you please take a few photos for us?" ”

This kind of helpful little thing, the chubby girl is happy to help, Chen Jingwen thanked him again, and then came to Hu Yimin's side with a spring breeze, and said in a low voice: "Give me a face, take a few group photos." ”

Hu Yimin did not refuse, and the corners of his mouth outlined a shallow smile.

There are beautiful women in Donglin, and they are charming with a smile.

The corners of the man's mouth were raised, and his smile was bright.

The chubby girl took three photos of them, and before leaving, she said something that made Chen Jingwen grin: "Your girlfriend is so beautiful, and the song is also very good." ”

After repeatedly thanking the chubby girl, Chen Jingwen immediately uploaded the photo to the circle of friends and posted a message: I think I read it wrong, right?

I don't go to work on weekends, and there are more people who brush the circle of friends, and Chen Jingwen just posted it for less than 30 seconds, and there were six comments.

Xiao Yu'er: Do you want to be embarrassed? You just pretend to be forced, and you still take my girlfriend's photo out and pretend.

Ronin: I haven't seen you for a long time, how can you blow so well? I thought I was alone in the world, but today I have met a master, and your force has soared to 90,000 miles.

Lao Wang: Draw the sword, either you die or I live.

Better than Blue: Shouldn't the program ape be at home masturbating himself, in the company masturbating code? can actually find such a beautiful girlfriend, is it the environment, the ape has become a refined demon!

Dongdong: Hehe, big fool.

Lao Wu: I'm not mistaken, right? This is Hu Yimin, she's getting better???

Nima!

Chen Jingwen looked at the comments below, and felt the urge to hammer them to death with a sledgehammer, and he suppressed his anger and responded: What are your reactions?

Hu Yimin, who was standing not far from Chen Jingwen, also added his WeChat, she knew that he was going to post a circle of friends, so she quietly swiped it, of course, she couldn't see the comments of Chen Niupi's circle of friends, but when she saw Chen Jingwen's response, she vaguely guessed something.

Hu Yimin raised her head to look at Chen Jingwen, and the latter's indignant appearance made her smile lightly.

Chen Jingwen put away his mobile phone, took out a cigarette and lit it, and said shamelessly: "Friends said that they are ready to pay for it." ”

Hu Yimin sighed, turned his head, and couldn't help but blush, it was really uncomfortable.

Chen Jingwen was amazed: "The weather is so good today, singing is a bit of a waste of time, let's go over there for a walk." ”

The two walked along the lake, Chen Jingwen was probably a talker, and he said coldly, "We have a sense of déjà vu, you look at the eyes of the men around you, that kind of envy, jealousy and hatred, I can't wait to kick me to the lake, in exchange for them to walk side by side with you." ”

Beauty has its own attribution attributes, it is a moving landscape, and wherever she goes, she can attract passers-by to take a few more looks, but fortunately she didn't meet the kind of man whose eyes were shining and stepped forward to ask for a phone, otherwise Chen Jingwen would be embarrassed.

Hu Yimin stroked the hair that was blown away by the spring breeze, "What a mess." ”

Chen Jingwen smiled slightly, and suddenly said solemnly: "What are your plans in the future?

Hu Yimin thought for a while and said calmly: "The specific plan hasn't been thought of yet, if nothing else, I will find a company to work in after adjusting for a period of time." ”

Chen Jingwen quipped: "Cambridge's top students, is there a company in Donglin City that can accommodate your big Buddha? ”

Hu Yimin said flatly: "I don't necessarily have to engage in finance-related actions, I may have a better chance of starting a business." ”

When she said the words of finance-related work, Hu Yimin's eyes swept through a touch of grief, followed by the discomfort of her body like a storm swept in, instantly swallowing her, at this moment her body seemed to be pressed down a heavy boulder, and the shackles of her body disappeared imprisoned her again.

Depression erupts!

Hu Yimin's face was painful, her steps staggered, she bit her lip, and she was struggling in her heart,

Chen Jingwen didn't keep an eye on Hu Yimin all the time, he didn't have the abnormality of the beauty next to him for the first time, and waited until he said a few words to himself, and he didn't see Hu Yimin responding, and then he realized that something was wrong.

He turned his head and was shocked, and hurriedly took out the emotional cola from his bag and gave Hu Yimin a sip.

Comfortable emotions filled Hu Yimin's mind, and the miraculous emotional effect suppressed all negative emotions with the momentum of destroying the ancient and decaying.

Hu Yimin took a deep breath and broke free from Chen Jingwen's support, "I'm fine." ”

Chen Jingwen frowned heavily, the programmer was thoughtful and meticulous, and grasped the key to Hu Yimin's depression recurrence, which was the words exchanged between the two that stimulated Hu Yimin and reminded her of something, which led to the recurrence of depression.

Otherwise, it was fine half a minute ago, but how could it suddenly relapse? It has been less than an hour since I drank emotional wine in the woods, and the effect has not yet fully volatilized, and the depression should still be suppressed.

Chen Jingwen clenched his fists, recalling the exchange with Hu Yimin three minutes ago, his eyes suddenly flashed, and with a trace of doubt, he located six keywords: finance-related work.

Will it be related to the finance profession?

Chen Jingwen asked himself in his heart, he shook his head again, and couldn't figure it out after thinking about it, how can studying finance make people depressed?! But Chen Jingwen can be sure that Hu Yimin's depression relapse is definitely because of the words 'finance-related work'.

Taking a deep breath, Chen Jingwen rubbed his cheeks and didn't ask Hu Yimin, because he was afraid of stimulating her, even if he suppressed his emotions, Chen Jingwen didn't dare to try.

A gust of spring breeze hit, as if he had been empowered, Chen Jingwen suddenly remembered something, and muttered to himself in his heart: "Aunt He said that she was fine in the first three months of her internship at JPMorgan Chase, during this time they didn't find anything wrong through the phone, but after three months, Hu Yimin's whole person changed, not only did the internship end early, but she also dropped out of Cambridge directly." ”

As if he had found the key point, Chen Jingwen tapped the five fingers of his right hand on the edge of his pants, and said with a calm gaze: "Then the question arises during the internship stage of JPMorgan Chase, what happened during this period, and what experience caused her to suffer from depression?"

For depression, Chen Jingwen has reviewed relevant data, and its essence is a complex disease, which is a dynamic process of interaction between the physiological perceptual basis and the external environment, which feeds back to a series of depressive symptoms manifested by himself.

In other words, depression is closely related to the external environment, just as violence is the direct trigger for many depressed patients, if they have experienced stress or even violent scenes, it is very likely to plant a time bomb for the outbreak of depression in the future.

It is often seen on the news that those unfortunate women have been sexually assaulted, so that they are depressed and closed off, which is a sign of depression, but this is not the case with Hu Yimin, because she does not resist the opposite sex.

"What are you thinking? Hu Yimin suddenly spoke.

"Oh, I'm wondering if I want to ride a bicycle around the lake?" Chen Jingwen squeezed out a smile and adjusted his mood.

Hu Yimin looked at the tourists riding in the distance, "It's just time to move your body." ”

"I look at the bikes nearby. Chen Jingwen took out his mobile phone, opened the Mobike app, searched for the nearest vehicle, and then informed: "You are waiting for me here, there is one in the southeast direction of 200 meters away from us, and there is also one in the northeast direction of 500 meters away, I will ride over." These guys don't know how to park, put one here and that. ”

He turned and walked in the southeast direction, but after a few steps, he turned back and left his backpack with Hu Yimin, and then ran away.