Chapter 66: Phobia of choice

However, there is a big question about whether or not to use goblin pyrotechnics now. If you want your teammates to clearly see the location of the fireworks, you must do it in the dark, but the night temperature on the ice field is quite low, and no one will wait outside the house at night without knowing in advance, just to find the fireworks, which is simply impossible. So, it's a collection of contradictions, and if you want to solve it, unless your teammates are still looking for her until now, or have a very tacit understanding that she might use fireworks, so they have been waiting outside the house, it's impossible to do it. And the materials she is carrying now only allow her to make a goblin firework, and there is no second chance.

So, whether to use it or not will determine whether she can join her teammates, and if this test is not successful, then the only way to go southeast is to try to leave the ice field first, as the letter left by the Precursor suggests. But fortunately, the pioneers left honey and wine, using these two things as supplies, as long as they don't get lost, there is a certain chance to get out of the ice field, but I don't know if the injury on the leg will worsen, if it worsens, I'm afraid there is not even a one percent chance, so I can only wait for death on the ice field.

"To use it or not to use it. Freya's heart was getting more and more tangled, and now for the first time, she felt the pressure that Catherine was under when she made her usual choices. In the old days, Freya, as the princess of the Holy Capital and a student of Master Christo, had a high status and strong strength, but she didn't need to make decisions on key issues by herself, even if she joined the adventure group, everyone gave the power to choose to Catherine or Pannis, she only needed to trust them and follow behind, so she never felt that making a choice on a key issue was such a difficult thing, because the choice was simple, but after choosing, she needed to be responsible for the consequences of her choice, even if it was to pay for her life。

"Whew. Let's wait a little longer. The girl's heart was full of hesitation, and she pressed her hand on the firework device to disassemble it and put it away, but her originally dexterous hand trembled slightly, and she couldn't disassemble the simple device: "No." The longer it drags on, the less chance they have of being seen, and they can't wait outside the house all the time, maybe they're still looking for me outside, after all, the first day of disappearance. It would be the most positive time to look for. ”

The girl tried to lift the equipment and move it outside to set off the fireworks, but she couldn't straighten up when she bent over, as if the equipment for the fireworks was too heavy to be within her power. Of course, the weight of the equipment is not beyond her bearing, what is beyond the range is only the weight of the choice.

"Oh my God, is it so painful every time the eldest sister makes a decision?, or is it only when I make a choice?" Freya let go of the device and straightened up, smiling bitterly and laughing at herself, "It seems that I am only suitable for giving ideas to others behind my back, helping her analyze the pros and cons of things." It's not a good decision for yourself. Phew, I really admire you more and more for this kind of pressure, eldest sister. ”

In the hesitation, the time is getting later and later, although I can't feel it, but I can imagine that the temperature outside is getting lower and lower, Freya is still hesitating, and she keeps circling around the small device, back and forth for half an hour. Still couldn't make a decision.

In the girl's heart, the war of use or not has not stopped for a moment. Theoretically, in such a harsh and unfamiliar environment, it is most undesirable to look for someone outside at night. The more experienced the adventurer is, the less likely it is that the more experienced adventurers risk their lives to search overnight, and even if they want to find it, they will have to wait until the next morning. So it's better to wait until the next day to use it during the day, so that although the effect is a little worse, at least it will be safer. But what if they can't see it tomorrow because it's daylight, what if the fog gets worse tomorrow during the day? And they shouldn't give up, I'm also one of their treasured members, even if it's dangerous, they should be looking for me now, and using it now should be the best chance.

"But am I that important in their hearts?" the thought gnawed at Freya's heart: "After all, I'm just a latecomer, and I've not been with them for long, maybe they just treat me as an ordinary teammate, what if they don't treat me as the most important family member?

"No, you can't believe these theories, you have to believe them. Another voice from the heart retorted strongly: "Your teammates will never give up on you, and in their eyes, you are also the most important member, and will never watch you wait outside to die." Even at night, they will do everything they can to find you, and the sooner they find you, the better your chances of survival. They're waiting for you to give a signal now, and if you don't let it go now, you'll lose your chance. ”

"No, you're not that important. The voice from the opposite side did not show weakness at all: "In their hearts, you are no different from ordinary people, you are just an ordinary friend, it is not worth them to risk such a big risk for you to search overnight, please yourself, you are just an outsider." ”

"Ahh Freya suddenly held her head and let out a scream, patting her head as if she had collapsed, and it took a while to calm down, bending over and supporting her hands on her knees, panting heavily, even on the cold ice field, cold sweat still oozing from the girl's forehead.

With her eyes closed and adjusting her breathing, Freya gritted her teeth, wrapped herself tightly again, picked up the goblin pyrotechnics on the ground, and walked towards the igloo with heavy steps.

Walking outside the cave, the low temperature instantly wrapped the girl's body, and also made her more awake, the urge to come out before had cooled, but she did not hesitate anymore, but firmly put the small device on the ice outside the cave.

"I believe in them. Freya told herself in her mind: "I believe that I am their most important family, I believe that I am their closest companion, I believe that they will never let me spend cold and dangerous nights alone on the ice field, they must still be looking for me, they must not have given up on me." ”

So, the girl didn't hesitate to start the goblin fireworks, and by the way, she tried to hang the tattered coat she had changed out of the cave, and then turned back to the cave, not looking at the goblin fireworks that were flying into the sky. (To be continued.) )