Chapter 585: Hurt Peach Blossom
He said that he had been holding an oil lamp out of the window of the south window for a long time, looking at the snow by himself, looking at the dense and hazy night outside, and he himself was at a loss. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info He couldn't even explain his involvement with the blizzard. But at that time, he said that his consciousness was still awake, extremely awake, and he was still able to clearly remember and feel everything around him at that time. And out of curiosity, out of wanting to find out everything, and wanting to solve the mystery in the dark sky, he racked his brains to imagine, and thought hard, he suddenly thought of the time when he traveled back and forth between the Dongxue Hall and the Garden of Hospitty during the day, when he was behind the moat temple, when he was very sad, and when he was very sad, he suddenly thought that the whole hall of the Dongxue Hall where he was at night was like a substitute for himself, and it was also a heavy snow flying all over the sky outward, and at the same time blowing the sound of the wind that was whistling and shaking the skyFurther curious, he said that after he had seen the strange scene of the wind and snow outside, he also mentioned that one of his arms was carrying the oil lamp outward, and he slowly withdrew the arm carrying the oil lamp, and lowered the arm to rest for a long time. Almost at the same time, the city lord Pang said that he used his other arm to slowly open the gap in the south window, opening wider and wider, and pushing it completely open again, and then he continued to raise the oil lamp in his hand, and once again poked his head out, looking deep into the snowy night, looking far away, he still didn't find anything unusual at first. But gradually, after the city lord Pang said that his head was half stretched out and he had seen the wind and snow outside, when he pulled his head or upper body back from the window, and while shaking his head and blinking his eyes to look at the night scene outside the window, he vaguely noticed that something was wrong, so he hurriedly raised the oil lamp in his other hand again, so that the bright light of the oil lamp quickly illuminated the scene in front of him! The Pang City Lord said that it was only at that time, when he shone through the most intense range of the oil lamp, shining on the south of his body, and in front of him, that he finally witnessed another miracle, that is, where the light of his oil lamp shone brightly, and he actually found that the overwhelming and fluttering goose feather snow in the great world outside had all become flying out of his tall body! And when he glanced at the wall of the Dongxue Hall outside, he found that the scene there was no longer clear. And under the strong light of the oil lamp, he said that when he continued to look intently in the area near him, he saw the goose feather snow in front of him, which danced outwards one after another, and the dense snow was swept outward by the wind that also seemed to be whistling and blowing away, and the dense place that seemed to be a rolling sea of snow was churning and surging like mighty snow waves, one after another intensely outward, falling towards the heavens and the earth, which can be described as stormy waves. When he said that, he suddenly understood that the vast snow that fell that night in the entire Guyuan City, and even in the entire long-standing Guyuan City, should have come from him!
When I heard that, I was a little shocked. I leaned sideways outward, my eyes firmly fixed on the edge of my bed, and I also looked at what I had quietly told my Pang City Lord, and I thought it was so amazing, so incredible! I asked him if he felt anything different at that time. The answer of the city lord Pang was calm, and the answer was the same as always, he said that he did not feel any cold at that time, and the wind blew some, but it was very warm, and it rushed to his body. And the cold and cold in that night froze on him, and it was just a process. He said that he was still blank until late at night, without a trace of snow.
When I heard him talk about it, I couldn't understand it. I also think that's pretty magical. Growing up, I have never seen a person who is so sad that a violent snowstorm can cause a violent snowstorm, and I have never seen a violent snowstorm come out of a person's body and spread outwards with unprecedented intensity. At that time, I looked at the beautiful face of the big Yali pear of the Pang City Lord, and my admiration for him increased a little. I feel that the city lord Pang is not only wealthy, but the city lord Pang is not only handsome and chic, but the city lord Pang is also strange and has a magical aura. I didn't feel like I was in love with him again, I stared at his big thick eyebrows, and I wished I could suddenly get up and kiss him on the eyebrows. And in the process of my gaze at him, the face of the outline of the big Yali of the Pang City Lord condensed a look of still doubt, and he continued to talk to me without stopping-
After I felt it, after I felt that the snow outside the house was coming from my body, although I didn't feel any cold, I had to let my mind fly, I had to think of my own people in the city, and I had to think of the hundreds of city ladies and women in the garden of the northern hospitality. Although I didn't feel the cold at that time, I also tried to imagine that you, like many city ladies and women, would you be like me, just indulging in the warm wind and snow whistling pictures, and happily appreciating it? Because in the daytime, when I was first sad, I entered the garden of hospitality with the vast snow flying outside my body, and when I stepped on the corridor with a large fan profile on the third floor, the same wind and snow danced outside, although I did not feel a trace of cold, but I gradually walked to the end of the east side of the corridor, near the door of your three-story bedroom, I saw with my own eyes that at the end of the corridor outside the door, you were curled up in the corner alone, your face was purple and red from the cold, and you couldn't open your eyes from the cold, and then after I picked you up, you were frozen to delirium...... So, I had to stand in the south window and look out of the south window on that dark and snowy night to imagine you, you, in the garden behind me. I have not forgotten you. And when I was standing outside the window and thinking about it, I also thought about leaving to bury myself in the wind and snow again, and once again to be in the garden of the Garden of Grace, to send cotton clothes to each of you, and to bring care to each of you, and I suddenly thought of the garden in the garden of the Garden of Hospitality in the daytime, when the city ladies and women stood in the garden, their lower legs stepped into the snow and water, and I also expected that the water would form ice crystals. I became even more concerned about them in the Garden of Grace, and I feared for the safety of all of you, for I could see the devastating devastation of the storm just by looking out of the window, and I could feel it terrible and terrible. So, I angrily reached for the window edge, and with both hands, I pulled the south window back with difficulty, and then I used all my strength to pull the window back back, and finally closed the south window tightly. Afterward, I leaned over to look at myself with my lantern, and I was surprised to find that the blizzard that had been flying out in front of me had vanished. However, the sound of the wind and snow whistling outside the window was still strong, so I naturally guessed, deduced, and imagined that the unprecedented storm that could make the sky freeze should have shifted the scene again, and it once again became out of the high walls of the East Snow Hall outside me, and it flew out of the four walls of my East Snow Hall and the top of the hall above. At that time, my irritability was even more violent, and I was restless in my large hall, and I paced helplessly and anxiously around the corners, and I was at a loss again when I remembered the day, the stubborn faces of the ladies of the city in the garden before dark, their tones, their attitudes. I don't know how each of them felt in the desperate situation of the cold and freezing outside the window, and I don't know if the attitudes of those city ladies and women will change a little in such an unbearable desperate situation, whether their stubbornness can change a little, whether they have been frozen and run back, and they have all returned to the high pavilion sleeping house in the Hospitality Garden. I thought I wanted to rush out of my hall again, summon up my last courage, and exhaust my last persuasion, to persuade them to be at peace, to persuade them to be reconciled to me. At that time, I also thought of you, I thought of you who I was in the south of Guyuan City, and I was also extremely concerned about your warmth and safety, I suddenly couldn't help but boil my blood at that time, thinking that I wanted to rush out of the hall again, into the garden of the Northern Hospitality Garden, into the high-rise pavilions of the Hospitality Garden, into your sleeping room, and do something within my ability. But as I had managed to muster all my energy and prop myself up to the door of the hall, I suddenly heard a sharp and powerful knock on the door outside. I was just about to open the door to look outside, and then I heard the little cook outside the door shouting like a loud voice, the little cook told me that it was now snowing outside the house, and the wind outside made it difficult to walk, the little cook told me that he would take someone to take care of the hundreds of city ladies and women in the Garden of Hospitality and you, he repeatedly told me not to go out, the reason he gave was that the wind and snow outside and the cold and freezing were unprecedented, and asked me to take care of myself in the house, pay attention to safety, the little cook also gave me a special reassurance, he said that everything outside has him and the guards。 After the voice of the little cook, who was undoubtedly at the time, shouted outside the hall door, his footsteps were familiar and hurried downstairs. Because I trust him on weekdays, I am also very relieved about his work, I also have some understanding of the cold and freezing scene outside the house, and the scene that the little chef said to me at that time is also true, I temporarily stopped at the door of the inner test hall house, did not chase out the little chef, because I felt that he must have been very busy at the time, he did not bother to enter my hall, and that was the first time in history. Because I personally went back and forth between Dongxue Hall and the Garden of Hospitality during the day, I don't know how many times, and the words and truths that I could tell hundreds of city ladies and women to them have been repeated many times, and the last time I entered the Dongxue Hall without going out, I wanted them to reflect quietly, if it weren't for the cold and freezing wind and snow outside, I would never have tried to go out of the house to face them again, and since I had the promise of the little cook, I had to give him and his guards the opportunity, because I was helpless against them, and I was really completely exhausted, and if there was a very thick snow on the surface outsideI think I'm going to be struggling. So, slowly but without hesitation, I turned around and went back to the depths of my bed, but I did not return to the top of the bed, but returned to the window of the south window, and stood quietly facing outward, listening to the endless sound of wind and snow outside. I started trying to suppress my emotions, trying to comfort myself, soothe myself, calm myself. And then some time, I felt like I was standing under the window in the room for a long, long time, I also thought deeply, after imagining, I think as long as I stick to the same, because I haven't done anything wrong at all, my flower stepping rules are very clear, I think so many women do my city lady that they are willing, because the flower stepping rules clearly state, how many people win each flower festival, I Pang Yuexiang will be included in the Fuzhong City lady, and the lady is the wife, that is, to share the bed, those are beyond reproach, I imagine that so many city ladies and women slowly accepted everything, my big dream of spring and autumn, beauty and blessing, is how to enjoy it endlessly. Moreover, the content of the detailed rules for stepping on flowers was read out loud to everyone by the little chef, or it may be due to the fact that the women on the periphery did not hear the content of the detailed rules for stepping on flowers, especially the wide robbing field outside the gate of the city government and the women in the wide bead street and Miao Nu Street in the east, west, north and south, maybe they were in the distance of the flower courtyard, did not hear it, did not taste the real content and connotation of the flower rules, and many of their women were finally selected from the flower festival, and were settled in the sleeping room of each person in the high pavilion of the Hospitality Garden in the north, and they all thought that there would be a follow-up activityMaybe it's because hundreds of their women have waited too long for two months, so that every time I quietly recruit a city lady into my high Dongxue hall and give it a silent enjoyment, each of them feels extremely honored, extremely excited, extremely gratified, and feels that each of them is the person I love the most, the person I love the most, and the person I finally choose as my wife... ... When I was quietly thinking about it in the hall of Dongxue Hall, I suddenly felt some sympathy for so many women in the garden of Grace, and I was a little soft-hearted, some of whom I couldn't blame, and some of my feelings of self-shame, and I vaguely felt uncomfortable in my heart, and my heart was even more painful. As much as I really love them, I can be responsible for all of their women and be able to feed them all. I may not have taken into account the feelings of each of them.
When the city lord told me about it, he paused for a long time again, and for the first time he lowered his face heavily. I also had a trace of warmth in my heart, and I had a good impression of him, and I condensed my eyes to look at him, and I thought about comforting him, and I couldn't bear to see him sad. But after several attempts, the wound in my right shoulder ached so badly that I could not lift my arm or my fingers to wipe away his sorrow. Immediately after that, the city lord Pang was even more sad, he raised one of his big palms and slapped his forehead a few times, and continued-
At that time, when I thought about that, I had no energy, I didn't have any thoughts, I didn't know what to do next. Because I think that the storm will pass, and the night will end, and when the snow has passed and the sky clears, I will have to face them again, can I push the door of their hearts, can I open their hearts? I don't know whether they will go or stay after that. Maybe they are full of love for me, maybe they are full of love for me, I can't let them down any more, I then turned around and left the south window of the hall of Dongxue Hall, I turned directly to the center of the hall of Dongxue Hall, next to the big boxy dining table used for meals on weekdays, I sat down straight down, and my mind began to be confused again. I don't know what to do with the ladies and ladies of the city in the Garden of Hospitality Garden, I don't know how I will be myself in the future, I don't know what kind of disasters those ladies and ladies of the city will bring to me in the future, and I don't know what will happen in my Guyuan City Mansion in the future that is even more earth-shattering than the storm and snow that night...... And all of them, all of which distracted me, all of which made me helpless, sat down quietly like that, at the large boxy wooden table in the center of the hall, facing south, with my back to the north, and while I thought with anxiety, I could not resist hearing outside the window, outside the house, The deafening sound of the wind outside the door, the sound of snow, the noise, I felt bored and lonely in the house alone, like a stupid, I didn't know what to do, and I couldn't do too much, I thought that someone could show me a clear way, show me the way, so that I could keep the hundreds of city ladies and women, and make them reconcile with me as before, as before, I racked my brains to find a way. In that process, when a person was helpless in this sleeping room, I also encouraged myself to go out of the hall of Dongxue Hall, to really walk into the terrible wind and snow waves, to really see those city ladies and women, to visit you, but my body unconsciously sat down at the big boxy wooden table in the center of the hall in a daze, and I suddenly found that my whole person seemed to be suddenly frozen! Moreover, at that time, I clearly and unmistakably heard the violent storm outside the hall howling more and more violently, I heard the falling snow outside the hall smashing down in clusters, as if the outside world was a desperate situation, as if the whole outside world was about to perish, I felt a sudden coldness of my heart, a sudden fear, a sudden terrible, I was furious, I felt that the outside world was about to exterminate all living beings, and I felt even more afraid, and I was even more worried about you, and I was not worried about you, and I was not worried about the ladies and women of the city。 I was very strange about the big boxy wooden table in the center of my hall, and I didn't understand why I could no longer control my body and move my position after sitting next to the big wooden table, facing south and facing north, and the most important thing was that when I sat down at the big wooden table in the center of the hall, the wind and snow outside my house reached an unprecedented magnificence, beyond the limit of what I had seen and heard in my life, and the only thing I could feel at that time was that the whole world seemed to be the only safe place in the hall where I was, and I tried to stabilize myself, calm myself, and not let myself waver。 However, the sound of the howling and fluttering of the storm and snow outside had reached an extremely strong level, and I could no longer hear any other sounds outside the house except in the house except in the house, and the rest of the noise, as if all the rest of the movement had been finally drowned in the sound of the wind and snow, I could no longer hear any sounds and information about the outside of the house, and I could no longer hear any news about you and the ladies and women of the city in the rear Huashan, the city moat, and especially the Garden of Hospitality in the rear. During this time, I also vaguely heard the knocking and pushing of the door of the hall behind me several times, but in the end, the door of the hall was not pushed open, and the outside of the door became silent again. I was trapped around a big boxy wooden table in the middle of the night, and when I later heard that the world outside the house was terrifying to the extreme, I tried again and again to break free from that strange place, the middle of the Dongxue Hall, I found it extremely difficult, I couldn't do it all, the more I tried hard, the more my efforts were in vain, the more I tied myself up the most, and I wanted to get out of Dongxue Hall, and even thought about leaving the center of the big boxy wooden table, I felt impossible。 Moreover, if I wanted to get out of the hall of Dongxuetang, it would become even more impossible. And it became even more unrealistic for me to walk out of the East Snow Hall, into the storm and snowstorm, into the vast garden of Hospitality Garden, and to dedicate myself to your sleeping room on the three floors above the Pavilion of Hospitality Garden. I tried to try as hard as I could, but I found it strange that the more I tried, the more I tied myself up almost completely, and the more I had difficulty breathing...... It was a feeling that I will never forget, as if I had a strange spell attached to my body that made me unable to move at the end. And when I was facing out of the window facing south, I was sitting upright next to the big boxy wooden table, and I was really at a loss, no matter how much I cared about you in my heart, no matter how worried I was about you, no matter how worried I was about the hundreds of city ladies and women in the garden of Hospitality Garden, I could no longer have any power to act or resist, I could only bear it passively. But at that time, I will undoubtedly let my mind and imagination fly, imagine the scene in the ice and snow outside the hall, imagine the worst possible, imagine that hundreds of city ladies and women in the garden of Hospitality are still stubbornly standing in the cold wind and bone-piercing wind and snow, frozen to purple red, frozen to the point of instant freezing, frozen to the point that the ice corpses are piled up into a snowman crowd, and no one is left. I also imagined that you in the sleeping room in the high garden of hospitality could not bear the unprecedented wind and snow and cold, and were frozen into ice and left me. I even thought that all the people in the entire long-standing Guyuan City would not be able to bear the sudden and sharp cold brought by the freezing ground and the snowstorm, and they would leave me and leave the world one after another...... In that case, the entire Guyuan City will turn into an empty city overnight, an empty city with no popularity and no aura except me, a dead city, miserable and desolate. And I sat alone in an empty city that had been empty for thousands of years, breathing alone, like a wooden man, helpless and with nothing. Thinking of that, I suddenly felt that everything was changing too fast, too incredible, too unimaginable, unacceptable, and I suddenly guessed that everything was an illusion, I was so scared that I couldn't accept it, I couldn't believe it, I began to doubt my own speculation, I doubted what I had heard, I doubted my own situation, I felt that all my splendor would not change so quickly, so thoroughly, so extremely, so suddenly, I turned my eyes with all my might, and looked out in all directions, while pricking up my ears high, listening more intently, listening to the surroundings and directions of my body, and also making my eyes look to the greatest extent, the farthest distance, to discernI tried to see clearly, but at that time I could really only see inside the house, I could only hear the deafening sound of the storm inside and outside the house, and I was really scared, so scared that I couldn't believe it, I was scared to the extreme, I was afraid that I was going to be on the verge of death, and I was afraid that I would be the last to die, to be killed...... When I thought of being killed, I suddenly couldn't help but feel cold, cold, cold, and I suddenly realized that something seemed to be near me, right and left of me, looking at me, and it seemed to surround me...... Thinking of that, I was instantly frightened to the apex, I sat alone in the flood of the blizzard, and suddenly I couldn't help but shout loudly, roaring, roaring, screaming desperately, shouting for helpers, shouting for helpers, shouting for comfort, giving me courage, giving me courage, people who could give me faith and confidence, came to my hall, pulled me, and rescued me.