"It's just, it's just this Yun girl, do you remember that day, after you left the Guyuan City Mansion because of the Flower Stepping Festival in the second year, after you walked out of the south of Guyuan City and passed the inn in the south of your own city, where did you go in that dark night?"

At this moment, the only remaining people in the sleeping room have been talking for a while, and the person named Hanazi, who has always looked very comfortable at the top of the bed under the window at the south end of the sleeping room, glanced at his eyes slightly, and looked at Li Wenyun with a thin body, seriously, more like all the pointers, asked. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

"I, I was so sad that night, and I knew that I was ashamed, and I went home shamelessly, and after quietly passing in front of my inn, I didn't know where to go for a while. I had been heading south that night, and then I could no longer tell the exact direction, and though I was weak and weak, I was in pain, so I wandered aimlessly on the night of the Flower Festival, and then tirelessly walked all night without direction. ”

Li Wenyun listened to the question of the person named Hanako who had always called herself "old man" on the top of the bed and helped and rescued herself, she also answered unabashedly, while recalling:

"But after a long night of walking, I didn't know where I had been. The next morning, after the sun had risen, I lay down in a wilderness where I didn't know the name.

Then, as if I didn't know how long I had been asleep, I should have remembered that I had slept on the grassy heath floor for a whole morning and half an afternoon. Because when I woke up again, I opened my eyes and made out for a while, I just saw the fiery red sun floating in the sky, I touched my head, at first I thought I hadn't slept for a long time, at first I thought I was just resting a little. But then, I patted the dust on my body, touched my sunken belly, and I felt very hungry, so I went and walked in the direction of nowhere. However, it was not so much that I was walking haphazardly, but that I began to look around looking for people and villages. Because the more I walked at that time, the more hungry I became! I remembered that on the day of the Flower Stepping Festival, in the sleeping room in the pavilion of the Hospitality Garden, the little man's cook had been busy in the flower courtyard all day, and he had been accompanied by the flower-hearted city lord, and he had not brought me half a mouthful of food as in the past. At that time, I looked at the four wildernesses, I didn't know anywhere, I looked at the desolation, and I looked at the sentimentality. I still remember yesterday's May 17th of that day, and I can no longer forget the time of the annual flower stamping festival of the Pang City Lord, from that time. I was hungry and miserable. I was at a loss, but I was still holding myself up strongly, and I was strong.

But that day I was confused, I didn't know the direction, I walked, I looked, I searched, I felt more and more that something was wrong, and then I felt more and more realistically, it was getting closer and closer to dark!

It wasn't until then that I realized that the fiery red sun I saw in the diagonal sky when I woke up from a big dream was actually the setting sun. And I slept alone for most of the day in that strange wasteland, and it was daytime.

At that time, I suddenly understood the direction of the sky, and I saw that it was indeed the direction of the sunset that was slowly sinking from the oblique sky, and my finger was the west, and I began to seriously ponder the direction of my next departure.

At that time, I still remember that the deepest impression in my heart was the big event of the flower stamping festival held in Guyuan City. Pang Yuexiang, the lord of Guyuan City, held a grand flower stamping festival on his back, which really made my heart ache. So even if I left Guyuan City alone, I slept in the wilderness for most of the day, and I had walked a whole night before, and I still couldn't forgive the overly flowery Pang City Lord at that time. I can't imagine what life would be like when I returned to Guyuan City. Therefore, at that time, I was determined not to return to Guyuan City. And since at that time, my adoptive father did not have any major debts, and he was still eating, drinking, and having fun with his fox friends and dogs every day in the small casino he opened in the northeast of Guyuan City, I would definitely not go to him. The northwest and south of Guyuan City were inns opened by my adoptive mother, and I was treated like that by Lord Pang at that time, I felt that I didn't want to go back to the inn outside Guyuan City. As for the brightest sunset I saw at that time, although I had repeatedly met the mysterious staff of Al Le before when he had told me that he was in the distant mountains west of Guyuan City and had been walking all the way, but because of the Flower Festival, I didn't really get my love as I wished, let alone live a happy life, so I especially hated the strange priest in the magical maple leaf pattern robe who had worked so hard and persuaded me to participate in the Flower Stepping Festival, so I didn't want to go to the West at that time。 Recall that I myself left the south gate of Guyuan City at that time, and that night I basically went all the way south by feeling, so I probably felt that in the direction where I was opposite Guyuan City, I did not continue to walk further into the wilderness to the south At that time, I did not go west, let alone north, but roughly determined the direction, so I went about east from the halfway way.

At that time, I was forced to decide on the direction like that. Or maybe it was because I didn't feel comfortable and reluctant to go anywhere else, so I just hugged the purity and tried to have peace of mind, and continued to leave to the east about the time at that time.

On that day, I remember being very difficult. Although I felt better as I walked eastward, I began to panic when I reached the end of the night, for I could say that I had not found a home at all eastward, before it was dark. And in the darkness of the night, I was even more confused. I hated myself a little bit at that time, I hated my decisions. When the night had completely fallen, it was pitch black everywhere, and I could not find the road at the beginning, and I was panicked and afraid, hungry and empty, but fortunately it was the late spring and early summer, and the weather at that time was not downright cold, even at night. In that dark night, I continued to walk slowly in the direction I thought I was, and I turned around and shook my eyes to find light everywhere in the dark night, but to my great disappointment, I walked again that night with sore legs and feet, and even more weak my whole body, I still did not find the light near the dark night. So, I still haven't met a family where I can beg for food and water. What's even more terrifying is that in that night, as the night gradually deepened, I still didn't find a trace of light, and I gradually became completely disappointed with that night. Because, in the dark night, if you can see someone lighting up, it is basically at the beginning of the night, or in the first half of the night, and even if there is someone in the second half of the night, people will definitely turn off the lights and fall asleep. So, in the second half of the night, when I still did not find a single light, I gave up looking, and I fell to the ground in a daze in the wilderness, perhaps by fatigue, or more with hunger and thirst.

In my self-opinion, I have always felt that I am a miserable person, and in fact I am like that. For on the second day, that is, on the 19th of May, at noon, the sun shone in the sky, and the strong light of the sun woke me up. The moment I opened my eyes, my misty eyes were shaken with pain. I hurriedly tried to exert my strength and speed with my arms, but in fact I slowly and slowly reached the palm of my hand above my eyes, covering the light of the noon sun just above my head, I then carefully opened my eyes, looked at the blue sky and no clouds, turned my head to look at the desolate four fields, I looked at the green and fresh of the fields, I had some impulse and strength, and slowly sat up. As I looked around the wilderness over and over again, I found that as far as my eyes could see, there was still boundless desolation and loneliness.

At that time, I was lonely and wanted to cry. But after a few efforts, I found that my mouth was so dry that I couldn't cry anymore, and I couldn't cry anymore. I still want to keep my strength, and I also want to encourage myself to find even a random family, not to ask for food, even if I can have saliva to eat. At that time, I gently raised my hand to touch my left breast, and I found that my heart was still in extreme pain. I thought about it, and I seriously felt my own situation at that time, and I asked myself again, asked myself about my choice, but even if I was in that situation at that time, I don't feel that I regret it.

Then, with a slight slowdown, I was able to stand up again. I have always thought that my life was miserable, because when I woke up that day, I thought that I was lying alone in the wilderness, and someone would see and rescue me. But when I actually woke up, I realized that it wasn't true. I still need to rely on myself, rely on myself, and work hard to continue to search, and more myself, to make a living and survive.

On that day, although it was daytime, I could see the four fields clearly, and I could better discern the direction, and I continued to stubbornly go about the east, as far away from Guyuan City as possible, and left, but that afternoon I felt more and more that my physical strength was insufficient, and I found that every time I walked a certain distance, I had to sit on the ground and rest, and I rested again and again. That's when I started looking forward to it, hoping that I could find or rather meet someone.

That day, as I walked and stopped, and walked until it was approaching evening again, I suddenly became extremely frightened, because I looked up at the sky in the distance, and I saw that the sunset, which should undoubtedly be in the western sky, had begun to set again, and I had not found a place at that time, and I felt even less confident and hopeless. It was only then that I understood the desolation of that place.