readx;?“ In fact, the latter things are more complicated to explain, very trivial, and troublesome, and some things are still difficult to explain. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 info" Nelly leaned on Pannis's arms, and hit Pannis's lower abdomen a few times with her elbow, then twisted her body, found a more comfortable position, and said softly: "That's why I've been too lazy to elaborate, not that I don't want to tell you, but it's just too troublesome." ”

"Well, of course I know you find it troublesome, and I actually think it is. Pannis sighed, rubbing her chin against the top of Nelly's head for a while, until the female knight showed a very happy expression on the warm atmosphere, and then said softly: "I understand that you don't want to spend too much time thinking about a problem over and over again, rather than fighting the enemy head-on and solving the problem with strength." That's why I want you to tell me all the details, I'll do it for you what you don't want to do, and I'll think about the problems you don't want to consider. ”

"Hmm. The female knight nodded lightly and said in a low voice: "I also hope that I can cooperate like this, and continue like this, but the difficulty is too great, if I don't have no choice, I won't come to this point." ”

"Is it difficult, is there no other choice, let me judge it as a brain?" Pannis, who rubbed the female knight's hair with his backhand, whispered softly in her ear, "Trust me, and then give me the task of thinking, as I once did." I know how grim the form is, and I know what my decision means, so you can rest assured, I will not let my personal feelings affect my judgment, make a wrong decision, and I will never hesitate when it comes to what to do, because it is our common choice and our common pride. ”

"Of course I believe in you, I have always believed in you, and even in that moment, this trust has never wavered. Nelly half-closed her eyes, tilted her head and said: "Okay, I'll tell you all those trivial things, but there are some things I don't understand myself, I can only tell you a rough idea, just right, you can also help me think about what the reason for those things to appear, by the way, you can also know what the current form has become." ”

"As you wish, my lady. Pannis did not salute like a gentleman, but gave the female knight's favorite reply: "It is my pleasure." ”

"First of all, the first step I did was to deceive the believers in Danakus. Nelly curled up in Pannis's arms, with a satisfied smile on the corner of her mouth, and said softly: "More than ten years ago, their sacrifices became more and more frequent, not only were more and more victims killed by them, but also made me tired of coping with the sacrifices again and again, so in addition to anger and grief, I changed my way of coping and began to slowly relax the rebound of the energy from their sacrifices, although it was only a very small part, but I am sure that they can also feel this change." ”

"Is this to make them think that Danacus is gradually recovering?" said Pannis, muttering, "But, aren't you worried that the energy you put in will allow Danakus to absorb it and speed up his recovery?"

"Good thing you didn't worry about me absorbing them. Nelly's smile seemed more satisfied, and she said in a brisk voice, "It means that you know me less." ”

"This is just nonsense. Pannis said angrily: "I don't know your spiritual cleanliness, even if you die, you can't absorb this energy, even if I know less about you, it's impossible to insult your morality with this kind of thought." ”

"Hehe, you're smart, but I really don't worry about those energies being absorbed by Danakus, because although I didn't bounce back that little bit of sacrificial energy, I didn't let them get close to me, well, this proximity may not be quite understandable, not in the actual distance, but in the simple sense of the word. How to explain it, anyway, only by understanding the perspective of some gods and spirits can we understand the meaning of this proximity, otherwise it cannot be explained in words. ”

"Then it doesn't need to be explained. Pannis didn't ask in detail: "I just need to understand it as a unit of measurement peculiar to the gods, right?" ”

"En, that's the easiest way to do it. Nelly nodded vigorously, affirming Pannis's opinion: "Anyway, I didn't let the energy of the sacrifice approach me, but I didn't let this part of the energy back against those believers themselves, but let the energy escape directly into the world of the dead outside, becoming a free energy." ”

"How do you deal with it......" Pannis hesitated for a moment, and instead of continuing, he shook his head and said, "Forget it, it's nothing, you continue." ”

"You don't have to dodge this question for me. Nelly lowered her head and smiled, but her smile was a little bitter: "I know very well that this kind of coping method may cause those believers to increase the intensity of sacrifice and produce more victims, but they are already increasing the frequency of sacrifice by leaps and bounds, even if I am not enough of anything, I may not be able to sacrifice more than they are now." And don't forget, I'm not the same knight as Catherine's child, I'm a knight who has actually fought in wars and commanded large armies, you know what that means. ”

Pannis didn't answer, just nodded with a wry smile.

"Yes, it means that I know the cruelty of war and the cost it will take. As a knight in command of the army, when the war ends, he will grieve for the innocent victims, and he will blame himself and even hate himself for the blood and lives lost on both sides, but once he is involved in the war, then everything will be different. Nelly said coldly with a straight face: "At that time, the knight commander will turn into a cold war machine, and all the enemy's own lives will become a simple number, unless it is an innocent person who has nothing to do with the war, otherwise in order to achieve victory, adding another such thing to this number is nothing to us, and we can do it without hesitation." ”

"And then when the war is over, you will take the sins of all the people on your shoulders, and take the responsibility of each victim on your own shoulders, right? Pannis sighed helplessly: "Knight, knight." ”

"Oh, yes, bear the sin of every killing, soak in the abyss of self-blame and pain, until you face the next war. Nelly smiled wryly, "So I left the Imperial Army, I just don't want to kill for those meaningless wars anymore." However, this time is different, and this time it is not meaningless, so I have to do it. (To be continued.) )