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But Wang Yun's fist still makes me a little unbearable.

"Hug ...... I'm sorry...... Sorry"

Even the sound of running out of my throat changed.

"Strange, I don't hear any apologies from your mouth"

Wang Yun's voice was extremely cold, as if it had been processed from some kind of frozen cooling equipment.

I can't hear even a hint of intonation.

Gaba Gaba.

The sound of the Queen's clenched fists gave me goosebumps all over my body.

What to do, what to do, to be repaired severely.

Wisdom comes from urgency.

"Get down to business!"

I raised my hands in a gesture of surrender.

Wang Yun frowned, as if he was hesitating whether to educate me first or finish the work in hand first.

In the end, the girl's sanity prevailed.

She glared at me fiercely, then continued to fiddle with the wire.

It's so dangerous.

If you annoy the Queen, it's not a joke.

Seeing her skillfully fiddling with explosives really scared me.

Fear......

Fear......

It was really a hell of a life, and suddenly another impulse surged up in my heart, pounding my brain.

It was as if there were countless pairs of mouths yelling at me next to my ears.

'It's boring'

'It's so boring'

'It's boring'

'If only there was something fun'

'This girl looks interesting'

'How would she react if I did that?'

......

It's almost like a swarm of bees burrowing into your head, buzzing and buzzing.

And the voices that were yelling at me were like-

It seems to be ......

Ellie's tone?

No one but her would try to play tricks on anyone else like that.

"Actually, you're scared, aren't you?"

Finished!

Because of the wandering mind just now, the nerves that control the mouth suddenly automatically send out signals.

This sentence is like breathing, and it naturally comes out of the mouth, and it can't be stopped.

Immediately after that, I immediately covered my mouth with both hands as if reflexively.

Damn, no matter what is in my head, what is said in my mouth, and even the movements in my hands now, they are exactly the same as that Ellie.

What's wrong with me!

But there's no time to ask about that now.

Wang Yun was slowly turning around.

I'm desperate.

Her eyes must have been extremely angry.

I'm afraid they'll push me straight down the second floor.

Or simply tie me to the wall and hang the explosives?

The girl's eyes were as beautiful as jewels in the light of the fluorescent lamp.

Clear and solidified.

Ay?

What's the situation?

She just turned back a little, not even looking at me.

Her gaze visibly swept from close to the ground.

The black pupils in those eyes were never facing me.

It's almost as if it was deliberately dodged.

Don't...... I completely Wang Yun?

And that's what this girl looks like when she's completely angry?

Not like.

"Can't you?"

The girl asked me in a dejected tone.

"Huh?"

I didn't understand what she meant.

"Can't you be scared?"

I was completely confused.

Wang Yun's tone, which is almost like losing a battle, is close to showing weakness, what does he want to do?

If she just wanted to play tricks on me a little bit, it would be a bit too ...... It's realistic.

"I just think, I'm afraid that this word has nothing to do with you."

"And what kind of person do you think I am?"

Wang Yun asked me casually.

"To be honest, I don't know much about you"

I just felt like the words in my heart were on a conveyor belt, and my mouth was pouring out without any hindrance.

"At least in the Big Four, you're the one I don't know the most"

"Hmph"

Wang Yun didn't look at me, turned her back to me, and snorted.

"Since you don't know me, how can you say that I have nothing to do with fear, aren't you contradicting yourself?"

"This ......"

My greased head suddenly got stuck.

"You're always like this"

Wang Yun said this sentence with complaints in it.

"A person who decides what kind of person someone else should be"

"Please, you're not me"

"Why do you pretend to know me and judge me?"

Wang Yun's words seemed to be opened.

"You've all been like this since you were a child...... Kind"

When Wang Yun was halfway through this, he also paused slightly, as if he had said something that he didn't want to say.

After that, there was silence.

You can hear the slight squeak of the wire in Wang Yun's hand when it twists.

You can even hear the sound of breathing coming from Wang Yun's nose.

Because of the fright just now, it was a little rushed.

"My mother went somewhere else shortly after I was born"

Wang Yun said in a soft voice.

I don't know if she wants me to listen to her, or if I don't, I don't know what she's thinking.

"She's an idle person, and she doesn't know where in the world she is."

"Even most of the time, I don't know if she's dead or alive"

"She sends back a greeting card every year or two, and those cards come from different countries."

"Every sentence on it is written in a hurry, and it is even a little illegible"

"But from every sentence, I can feel that she is having a good time"

It's true that every family has a scripture that is not easy to read.

I'm afraid that Wang Yun's rebellious and lonely character is also the true inheritance of my mother.

Wang Yun paused, sorted out his emotions, and then continued.

"Thanks to her, when I was younger, I always stayed alone in the big house"

"I was so scared that I couldn't sleep at night, so I had to light every room on every floor"

"Then hide in the smallest room and sit in the corner"

"That's the only place where I feel safe"

So that's it......

That's why, the last time Xu Xuedong was gassed, the frightened Wang Yun would hide in the corner.

It turned out that it was a habit formed from childhood.

Firmly engraved in the depths of the soul, the scars that can never be erased or filled in.

"You're ...... Strong"

The words came out of my mind and then slipped out of my mouth.

"Strong? huh, are you stupid?"

Wang Yun angrily said to me.

"No, I'm not talking about the past you, I'm talking about the current you"

"Oh?"

Wang Yun seemed to want to hear what was happening in my head that led me to this conclusion.

"Very few people can really make a difference"

"What you are afraid of, what you are afraid of, you often hide far away"

"You're not like them"

Thinking about Wang Yun's appearance, I'm afraid I'm also very afraid of the dark.

But she didn't lose her way in the dark of night.

Her purpose and ability to act far outstripped those who had once intimidated her.

As she said - 'But I can change'.

Both on the surface and in the heart, Wang Yun has changed.

Well, although there may be some places that have not completely changed.

But she has changed.

If it had been six months ago, a person like her would have been thoroughly admired by me.

Because for me at that time, change was still an unattainable thing.

And a person like Wang Yun, who relied on his own reason and determination, effectively got rid of the cowardly self in the past.

It was too shiny for me at that time.

It will burn my eyes like the sun.

But now, the distance between me and the sun has shortened.

Although most of the changes that happened to me were caused by being involved in the troubles caused by Ellie, I couldn't control myself.

But I don't have to look up to the sun anymore.

So I don't have to say the next few words anymore -

You're so strong, if only I could be like you.