Chapter 125: Meet Again (Happy Dragon Boat Festival O(∩_∩)O)
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Let's go forward, quietly. Han Qi didn't speak, and of course he didn't say anything about the little short body. Snuggled up to him, occasionally humming a tune.
Until, Anna, who was following behind, suddenly spoke. Break the silence.
Xiao Short turned his head to look at her expressionlessly, and Han Qi was also stunned and turned around.
"I can understand what they're thinking. ”
Anna looked at Han Qi and said calmly: "And what Damin said is not the most suitable way." As you said, if such a religion does not impose its will on anyone and does not have the right to kill and kill, what is the problem of who is the Pope?"
Han Qi looked at Anna, nodded and smiled: "It doesn't matter...... It doesn't matter......"
After speaking, he had to walk forward with his little short body in his arms.
Of course, the little short body ignored Anna, Anna paused, didn't follow again, just sighed lightly and watched Han Qi walk forward.
"Forehead ......"
But inexplicably, Anna changed color a little, and looked at Han Qi in front of her in a daze.
And the feeling of a small short body is the most intuitive. Carry her until the weight of her arms becomes heavy, then press her whole body over, and then ......
"Bang. ”
Han Qi suddenly fell, pressing down on his little short body.
The strength of the little short body will definitely not be able to support him But, she didn't react, she was stunned, sitting on the ground and hugging Han Qi, who was already unconscious, trembling her lips and gently touching Han Qi. Han Qi didn't react, closed his eyes, and didn't know what to do......
Just like the past ten years, lethargy.
"Ah...... Ahhhh......h
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"Coming back?"
"Uh...... Uncle Taishi?!"
It's the dream I've been having for ten years, or rather, it's not a dream, it's a space for reincarnation. It's just that this time, Uncle Taishi's face was smiling in front of him, but Han Qi did not lose his six senses, but he could see, hear, and even speak.
Kindness half-closed his eyes, because the folds of the old eyelids have fallen.
He has long white eyebrows, holds a string of Buddhist beads in his hand, and wears a washed and worn light blue monk's robe. With one hand on his chest, he looks like he has been blurring his memory for a long time.
After all, ten years of reincarnation, except for that biting stinky thing. Han Qi had forgotten everything, including what was happening in front of him, including what he had just seen the moment before.
"Whew. ”
Han Qi exhaled a long breath, and for the first time, his body was weak and knelt on the ground, his head was at the feet of the Taishi Ancestor, and his hands were tightly clutching his ankles. Tears have soaked the corners of the eyes.
"Uncle Shi...... Uncle Taishi......"
A soft palm stroked Han Qi's bald head.
Once when he grew up, he hated the hand that didn't let him touch his head, that touch, and full of love, how long did Han Qi not feel it.
Slowly raising his head, Han Qi looked at the Taishi Uncle Ancestor, but he still couldn't believe it: "But where is this? Why did you come here? What happened to me at that time? There are still ten years when I have been asleep and have seen my own reincarnation, is that real or false? Can I still live over there?"
Taishi Uncle Zu still smiled gently: "I'm afraid you'll be disappointed." ”
Han Qi's expression suddenly froze, and his eyes were indeed a little dim: "It's me, imaginary?"
Taishi Shuzu laughed and did not respond. But Han Qi has already taken it as a default.
However, in an instant, Han Qi knew that he had not crossed back, and the Taishi Uncle Ancestor had not crossed over, but he was not too disappointed.
Calming down, Han Qi clasped his hands together, saluted and spoke: "It's okay." Even if it is imaginary, with the company and love of the Taishi and the ancestors, I am at ease. ”
Taishi Uncle Zu sat down cross-legged, face to face with Han Qi, looked at Han Qi's eyebrows carefully, shook his head and sighed lightly.
"Amitabha, good, good. ”
Looking directly at Han Qi, Uncle Taishi spoke: "Idiot, are you confused?"
Han Qi smiled: "There has always been." ”
After being distracted for a while, Han Qi lowered his head: "It's just that after the Taishi Uncle Ancestor is gone, I can only rely on myself to understand." ”
Uncle Taishi is naturally an old monk of Dekong.
Nodding with a smile, the old monk Dekong looked at Han Qi: "I said it." You have a Buddha relationship, but the relationship is not in a previous life. What do you feel when you're here now?"
Han Qi was stunned for a moment, frowned and looked at the old monk Dekong: "Since you are my imagination." Why do you ask such a question?"
The old monk of Dekong paused, spoke calmly, and there were no waves in the ancient well as always.
"Because I came out of your imagination. Everything I say, everything I do, everything I ask is your own puzzled question. ”
Han Qi was stunned, silent for a moment, and looked at the old monk Dekong: "Then speaking of which, my Buddha fate is indeed not in my previous life, but here?"
The old monk Dekong didn't speak, just smiled.
Han Qi waited for a while, and reluctantly understood: "Yes." Your thoughts are the projection of my thoughts. When I ask you, I ask myself. ”
The old monk Dekong nodded: "But at this time, you seem to be a little confused." Otherwise, you wouldn't have come to see me, and you would have said so much. ”
Han Qi clapped his hands: "I said it." I've been emotionally unstable these days......"
Looking around tentatively, Han Qi spoke: "Then I'm asleep again outside now?"
The old monk of Dekong frowned slightly: "It's not all. When you break through the innate nature, don't you have the motivation to move forward? You only worry about the mundane things? You don't even do sutra meditation. ”
Han Qi touched his nose in embarrassment: "It's the same...... Wrong. ”
Han Qi looked up suspiciously: "My true thoughts will also have no forward momentum after breaking through the innate realm?
The old monk of Dekong was stunned and looked directly at Han Qi: "What do you think of it?"
Han Qi was silent for a long time, and sighed lightly: "Indeed." I really thought so. More than once, I felt that what I was doing was less and less like a monk. Even when I meditate, practice, and study the Zen Sutras, I can't always think of doing it. ”
The old monk of Dekong sighed lightly: "Everything is a foreign thing, and you can do whatever you want." Whether it's internal strength or martial arts. No matter how far you practice, no matter how motivated you are, you have to know what you have everything for. What will help you and what will affect you. ”
Pointing at Han Qi's heart, the old monk Dekong said softly: "What you have, everything you have can make you do." What do you want to do? How to choose, ask yourself. ”
Han Qi chuckled: "Isn't asking you just asking yourself?"
The old monk Dekong nodded: "You have always been the most perceptive. ”
Han Qi grinned: "Isn't it? Could it be that this kind of unashamed thought is also my own thought? It's too immodest." ”
The old monk of Dekong laughed, and Han Qi also laughed.
At this moment, everything from the outside world seems to be unimportant. Very relaxing, at the moment.
simply lay on his side, tilted his head and looked at the old monk Dekong, half loudly, and said: "How good it would be if you were real, not what I imagined." ”
The old monk Dekong did not speak.
Han Qi sighed lightly and looked at the old monk Dekong: "Uncle Taishi...... I miss you. ”
The old monk of Dekong paused: "I know." ”
Han Qi was helpless: "Don't you know." ”
After a moment of silence, Han Qi spoke softly: "Although I know that asking you is asking yourself. But I still want to ask......"
Sitting up slowly, Han Qi folded his hands and looked at the old monk Dekong: "Can I still go back?"
The old monk Dekong didn't speak, Han Qi was silent, and spoke again in a half-loud voice: "Or, can I still see you?"
The old monk of Dekong fiddled with the Buddha beads, and looked at Han Qi after a while: "Ask your heart." Do you still have the obsession to go back? Or have you adapted to it. ”
"Adaptation...... Hehe. ”
Han Qi chuckled and laughed, "You don't know. How much I have suffered since I came into this world. Of course, for me, who grew up in a temple and studied Zen theory. It's actually nothing to endure hardship. The key is...... I'm tired. ”
Han Qi sighed and complained helplessly.
The old monk of Dekong nodded and looked at Han Qi: "The Buddha cut meat and fed it to the eagle." Xuanzang learned scriptures from the West. It's hard to become a Buddha, but you know that becoming a Buddha is just the beginning. Self-treatment is never the ultimate realm, and self-treatment is never complete. Who can become a Buddha? Will they still be a Buddha after becoming a Buddha? Who is the real Buddha?"
Pointing to the contemplative Han Qi, the old monk Dekong spoke: "I thought that ten years of reincarnation would make you see yourself in a dull life and a lifetime. You will understand something. Is it meaningful to practice Buddhism in that kind of life?"
Han Qi pondered for a long time, and looked up at the old monk Dekong: "But you once said that you don't need to save people in your previous life. That world did not give us the environment and the soil to save people. ”
The old monk of Dekong frowned: "It's too utilitarian." Too deliberate. Who can't do it, and when can't?"
Han Qi grinned: "You are really my imagination." The tone of his voice is really different from the Dekong Master Uncle I know. ”
"Ahh!!!h
"Nibble~~Wow~~"
Just as the old monk Dekong was about to say something, a faint voice suddenly sounded in his ears. It seems far away, and it seems very close.
Fluctuating, coming and going.
But Han Qi could feel it in an instant, whose voice it was.
"Someone called you. ”
The old monk Dekong looked at Han Qi and smiled kindly: "Go back." ”
Han Qi touched his chin and said helplessly: "Go back is going back...... But finally I have to ask you a question. Even if you ask me about my heart. ”
Uncle Dekong didn't speak, just looked at Han Qi and waited.
"It's so hilarious. ”
Han Qi sighed the deepest, and pointed in a direction at random in his hand: "It's that stinky thing." I don't have any tricks at all. Thankfully, I was able to barely hold on to it. But I don't know how to teach her. Maybe I have a problem myself, but I don't really know. ”
Looking at Uncle Dekong with curiosity, Han Qi spoke: "How did you teach me in the first place? Am I so troublesome? It's also so unbearable?!"
Master Dekong put away his smile and looked at Han Qi fixedly: "This kid." It's your fate. You are one and more connected than blood. ”
Han Qi was surprised, blood is the highest and closest relationship. Although it may not be very emotionally intimate.
However, what is the relationship that is higher than blood relationship? Han Qi couldn't understand it.
The key is that the dekong master and uncle who imagined it said so, so I don't understand what I think?
But could it be that when Uncle Dekong said this, it means that he subconsciously thinks so?
I have only one answer. ”
Master Dekong looked at Han Qi: "Be kind to her." ”
After saying that, he waved his hand, and before Han Qi could react, it was as if he had entered a whirlpool.
It didn't take long for a glimmer of light to slowly expand.
It took him a long time to react, and the light slowly expanded, and it was his own eyes......
I opened my eyes.