Chapter 245: Distance

- "Good morning. ”

Lin Bai couldn't help but wave his hand at Ellie, who was already ready, and said such a good morning after a long absence, at this moment Lin Bai felt that this was the happiest thing in the world.

Lonely is high, so it is supreme.

Magicians are synonymous with loneliness, they have no quarrel with the world, they go alone, they don't need friends, they don't need relatives, but because of loneliness, they have gained ten times more strength than humans.

Ellie keenly felt Lin Bai's stiff greeting.

Although there was obviously no difference from usual, Ellie, who liked Lin Bai and watched Lin Bai's every move, obviously clearly noticed the almost inaudible sense of strangeness.

It's like a sense of distance after half a month of seeing each other!

Even now, Lin Bai still can't do this sense of distance due to the elongation of time, which is a common problem of mages with strong mental power, the more powerful the spiritual power, the more sensitive they are to the passage of time.

This is the fundamental difference between Lin Bai and Weiss.

Wei Si didn't have this kind of rustiness after meditation, because Wei Si might be a magic genius, but the spiritual talent and Lin Bai must be 108,000 miles apart, and Lin Bai felt a stronger sense of loneliness than any mage.

Mages are not necessarily lonely, but Dharma gods are destined to be lonely.

Whether the mage seeks solitude or clings to the mage alone is completely unquestionable, but one thing that can be learned is that the mage and loneliness have always been shackled and complemented each other.

"Shiro, are you alright? ”

Ellie threw the uneasiness in her heart out of her mind, no longer paying attention to Lin Bai's inscrutable awkwardness, but naturally took Lin Bai's hand and walked towards the distance.

"Come with me for a walk. ”

Along the river, Lin Bai and Ellie walked side by side, taking an early morning walk and chatting, this simple act was unexpectedly effective, and Ellie clearly felt that the trace of awkwardness in Lin Bai's body disappeared.

"Damn!"

Bolin, who watched Lin Bai's every move, almost gritted his teeth, and kept watch all night, he was still so energetic, and the idea of using time to make Ellie and Lin Bai feel alienated would go bankrupt at any time......

Already failed?

Bolin took one last look at the two of them, turned around and took a big bite of breakfast: "There will be no failure, the real battle has just begun, I don't believe you can last a day, or even a month, my goal is not to immediately let Ellie choose me as a guardian knight, I just want to pull the relationship between you and Ellie to the same level as me......"

- "If it's fair play, I don't believe I'll lose to you!"

With this conviction, Bolin began to hold back the anger in his heart, and with his few intelligences, the only way he could think of was this way, and he really had no other way.

People with well-developed limbs have an extra tendon.

This sentence is indeed not wrong, although Lin Bai looked radiant all day long, and it seems that this plan has failed, but Bolin firmly believes that his plan must be feasible, and he has not made any changes.

And so, the vigil continued, and fifteen days had passed.

In the past fifteen days, he has gone through most of the journey, and Lin Bai has indeed insisted on fifteen nights of meditation, which is not a simple meditation that has made his mental strength skyrocket, and there is a faint tendency to break through.

But!

The stronger the spiritual power, the longer the time will be multiplied, and most of the ancient Dharma gods are alone, because they can't adapt to the feeling of alienation like a different world, and take the initiative to be alone.

The accumulation of labor became a disease, and finally broke out.

One night is equivalent to 20 days of solitude, the kind of being locked up in a dark room and not seeing a trace of light, except that thinking is thinking, thinking about life, thinking about tomorrow's itinerary, thinking about trivial things, thinking about everything that can be thought about...... Lin Bai finally began to think about love.

A sense of distance really appeared.

Time is the most tender thing in the world, it has the power to heal everything, but it is also the cruelest thing in the world, because it can make you forget everything tenderly.

As a result, Lin Bai's feelings for Ellie are cooling down.

In the early morning of the sixteenth day, when Lin Bai's spiritual power broke through to the platinum first-order magician.

Lin Bai began to walk up to Ellie and say good morning as usual, this feeling of being separated from the world was almost devastating, and at this moment he felt that there was nothing in the world that he cared about.

There is no relatives in the eyes, and there is no love in life.

The sequelae after the breakthrough of spiritual power finally appeared, and the incredibly powerful spiritual power made Lin Bai's sensitivity to time stretched again, and time became longer and shorter according to people's subjective feelings.

In a nutshell.

Suppose you don't have to eat, sleep, drink, or excrete, and you are left in a dark space where there is no light and you can't do anything but think 24 hours a day.

It's absolutely terrifying!

Even a high-ranking monk who has mastered the superior Buddhism cannot do this, let alone Lin Bai, who is just an ordinary person?

And the drawbacks of the Fashen system are also completely manifested in this one.

Loneliness is unbearable, and why can the ancient mages above platinum endure such loneliness? It is because they choose to study and develop magic in their minds when they meditate, and pursue the ultimate in magic.

And Lin Bai's magic comes from the Fashen system.

He has nothing left to think about, everything in his life, even the memories of the past, has been turned over, which has also caused the distance between him and Ellie to gradually expand to the limit.

"Shiro, what's wrong with you?"

When Ellie found Lin Bai and first saw Lin Bai's gaze, she clearly felt an indisputable sense of distance, which made her heart beat involuntarily.

"No, don't look at me like that. ”

The sense of uneasiness became more and more intense, it was a look at an acquaintance, although it was only sixteen days and nights, for Lin Bai, a whole year had passed, and he didn't do anything, just kept thinking about a whole year.

Loneliness took over his brain after all, and he had become accustomed to it.

Obviously, I don't want to forget Ellie in my heart, and I don't want to distance myself from her, but the long river of time can wipe out all emotions and things

"I'm worried about you, I'm fine. ”

Lin Bai showed a hint of a smile, and then directly staggered Ellie's body and walked towards the dining place.

Although he said cold words, the moment he came into contact with Ellie, Lin Bai would always remember the warmth he had and what he promised, he still liked Ellie, and Lin Bai was extremely sure of this.

"It can't go on like this!"

Lin Bai realized that if he continued like this, he would completely turn this throbbing into nothing, he didn't want to forget Ellie, he didn't want to forget that beauty, he wanted to protect that beauty!

With this belief, after breakfast, Lin Bai came to Ellie's face.

- "I don't want to keep vigil anymore. ”

Lin Bai said this sentence undoubtedly, he needed a lot of time to recover his original appearance, and he still remembered the three years of meditation that had just crossed over, and it took him half a year to recover his original character.

Although this time it was only sixteen days, but this time was different from the past, Lin Bai's spiritual power had reached the platinum level, if he wanted to get rid of the shadow of meditation and return to his original character, it would take half a month anyway.

Therefore!

He couldn't continue to meditate, it would only make him continue to deteriorate, and even forget something, or a stronger sense of distance, which was definitely not good for Lin Bai in any way.

"How, how can this be?"

Hearing Lin Bai's words, Ellie was stunned on the spot, although it was indeed unbelievable, but Ellie had already instinctively linked the vigil with the guardian knight, did Lin Bai's refusal mean that he didn't want to stay with her anymore?

Or is she no longer worth the slightest sacrifice he makes.

Tears slipped from the corners of Ellie's eyes unconsciously: "Obviously, I have been planning for so long, and I have even thought about how to help you become a nobleman and persuade my father, I have sacrificed so much for you, why did you retreat at the last moment, just make a little sacrifice for me, please stick to it." ”

"I see. ”

Like a monk who has no desires, Lin Bai nodded and said: "If this is your request, then I will definitely stick to it, my wish is to become your guardian knight!"

It's not so much for Ellie, it's more a reminder to tell yourself not to forget your original intention.

However, there are policies and countermeasures, and Lin Bai, who has realized that continuing to meditate will cause more serious consequences, decided not to meditate tonight, but to prepare to sleep happily.

Because there had been no danger in the previous sixteen days and nights, it was impossible for there to be a sudden danger tonight, so Lin Bai had already planned to take a nap at night and use the remaining half a month to slowly recover to his original state.

"Never forget!"

Constantly carrying out self-hypnosis, Lin Bai has been hypnotizing himself all day, and trying to find Ellie to wake up the throbbing in her heart, but because of the morning, Ellie seems to be avoiding Lin Bai a little.

It's inevitable.

Although they did not indicate the relationship, they were no different from the two who were in love, of course, the accountant compared his own efforts and gains, Lin Bai couldn't understand Ellie's pay, and Ellie also couldn't understand Lin Bai's giving up halfway.

"Hmph, Father, do you see?"

Bolin took everything in his eyes, and a smile tugged at the corner of his mouth: "Everything is going according to the child's plan, and Lin Bai, who once defeated you, will also be completely destroyed by me!"

Thinking that everything was the fault of the thwarted plan, Bolin began to show great hospitality to Ellie, as if he wanted to elevate his position with Ellie to the same position as Lin Bai.