At that time, while I had melted all the painful feelings into the hot tears and diverted them, the grip of the other arm of the Pang City Lord, which could be vaguely felt in my left wrist, was also released. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 Immediately afterward, the arm of the other man quickly let go of my wrist and reached the right cheek of mine, caressing my skin as if it had been tightly encased, as passionately and gently as the previous arm. And under the joint care of his big arms, I could feel that the two sides of my head near my face seemed to be bloated and swollen...... I think I must have been extremely ugly at that time, so I don't know if all the care that Pang City Lord showed for me was out of genuine affection or mere pity.

Then I realized there, realized my ugliness, my ugliness, even unimaginable ugliness, I suddenly became extremely unnatural, I felt extremely embarrassed, and gradually my courage faded, and my confidence faded, from my full resentment towards Pang City Lord at the beginning, to my own sudden inferiority to the extreme, I suddenly lost my temper, I had no confidence, I began to tilt my head as much as I could, I turned my face sideways, I felt deeply unworthy and ashamed.

Moreover, after I suddenly had that intuition, I became instantly decadent, and I immediately couldn't stop my thoughts to think carefully, seriously, and recall all the beatings and blows I had suffered in the cold and snow that night, and I had to think of my own body that was riddled with holes, I had to think of my broken legs and feet, I had to think of my left and right arms, which were also almost crippled, and I felt that my sternum was in the most severe pain, and I felt that I was in the most severe pain, and I was more than in pain, and I saw myself as useless, not to mention my own head and face, which had been seriously injured in a row, I suddenly felt that I was shameless, I had no face to see people, and although I was dissatisfied and resentful, I was always the noble Pang City Lord who I loved the most.

My embarrassment and embarrassment then intensified, and the embarrassment and pain grew. I don't even know how crippled my body and bones have become, and I don't have the confidence to believe in my future anymore. I was afraid that my leg bones and shoulder bones would not recover, I was afraid that my body was covered with scars, and I would be even less worthy of Pang City Lord and his person, and I didn't dare to think deeply about the rest of my life after that result, whether I would become the ugliest woman in the world and even slump on top of my bed, empty for the rest of my life.

Thinking of those, I had no temper, no resentment, no anger, no backbone, I wished I would disappear from that world at that moment, but it was the man I loved the most who accompanied me at that time. He looked at my ugliness, at my downfall, at what happened to me, at my pain...... I couldn't help it. Finally, I couldn't help but cry bitterly again, crying loudly, sobbing and crying, leaning my head sideways. And the tears flowed down my lips and into my mouth, bitter and astringent, salty and sour.

I was crying so much that I heard the end of my own cry, and I listened intently to the large Dongxue Hall behind me, and heard the peaceful silence of the room, and everything sounded the same as before, as if there had been no wave in the room, and there was no voice except me.

I was a little weaker after the crying, and with the help of the sound of the gradual noise of people in the vast field of the catastrophe outside, from the wide south window window of the tall Dongxue Hall, I could roughly feel that everything in the city seemed to have been restored to its old state.

I also gradually realized that I felt more and more clearly and definitely that the wind and snow outside and the dark night had long passed, and the sky outside was still as good as before. I began to wonder again how the cold and freezing night situation, the freezing and desperate weather of the cold and desperate situation turned around, how it was driven away, and how long it had been.

When I thought of it, I was suddenly awake again for a short time, blinking my eyes hard, trying to concentrate on my expression, feeling the temperature around me, looking for the cold wind around me, the strong wind, the unprecedented strength of the windy wind, but I could not find it at all, I could not hear it, and I could not feel the bitter cold in the dark sky and darkness outside of me.

It was only then that I slowly regained my calm breath, and I finally dared to rest assured and dare to accept the new reality.

And when I felt everything clearly and accepted the truth, I thought about myself at that time again, re-examined myself at that time with my feelings, and suddenly turned my eyes to look at my flesh and bones. Body, I found that I was covered with a newly wound medicine cloth that I had just been wrapped up and down, and I could still feel the pain all over my body that was still very strong, especially through the bloated and raised flesh that appeared on my skin, I further deduced and affirmed that the cold and desperate night of the wind and snow did not last long.

- Yun, it's all over, and you don't have to be too afraid. It's going to be fine, including you!

At the moment when I was most in pain, Pang Yuexiang, the undoubted lord of Guyuan City behind me, suddenly opened his mouth and let out a gentle and warm voice, which sounded extremely calm and sincere to comfort me, while his warm hands continued to caress my forehead with love.

At that time, I felt more and more inferior, I felt unworthy of the Pang City Lord, I felt that I was so unbearable at that time, and I couldn't bear the care he gave.

And at that time, the Pang City Lord must have been able to see my nervousness, my unhappiness, my thoughts, and my helplessness. But he didn't say much after that, and he didn't immediately give me a deeper affection, I think he was probably afraid that I would feel more embarrassed, that I would be more unacceptable, that I needed to be calm.

So, just like that, he quietly stroked my forehead with one hand, and he took my wrist with the other, and he silently accompanied me for a long time afterward.

My heart gradually warmed up, and gradually drove away the extreme fear, the cold, and the loneliness. (To be continued.) )