Gradually, the peach blossoms filled the branches in front of the window of Daejeon's new house, so dense and so pink, he was still lonely. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

"Daeta, what's wrong with you? like a child.

It's not like I'm not coming back, we'll be together next year!

Stop crying. ”

He remembered the scene when Li Yun was packing up his things in Xiaotianzhuang and leaving.

"And what year is next year she is talking about? Is it possible?"

Daejeon got up and walked out the window, feeling the warmth in the yard, and that winter was over.

"Is Yun still alive at this time?"

He looked far away, imagining what kind of place that strange Gu Garden would be.

"Is there a mountain, is there water, is there my beloved Yun?"

"Daejeon, I still want to play, the world is so big!

Why do you get married so early?"

At this moment, Datian realized that the world was really big, and he was powerless to find her. All he felt was two words-

Dazed!

Since then, Daejeon's heart has stiffened and he is no longer intoxicated with love or not love.

He lived his life secretly, although sometimes he suddenly remembered Li Yun and cried, but after crying for a long time, he was always calm.

Daejeon often thinks that if her life is short, with only one winter, then she will be her wife.

On the third day of Li Yun's disappearance, Pang Yuexiang began to send messages to Datian, and kept sending:

"Little white face, my wife is missing!"

......

"Little white face, did my wife go to you?"

Daejeon only thought he was dead.

Almost two months have passed, and suddenly one day Pang Yuexiang sent another message:

"I miss Yun.

Her family has moved!"

After reading his text message, Datian suddenly remembered the landline at Li Yun's house and quickly called it.

"Hey, are you there?"

"I'm sorry, this isn't her home anymore. Yun and her parents have moved away for a long time!"

Distinguishing from the voice, it was a middle-aged man who answered the phone.

"Do you know where they went?"

Ota asked with a glimmer of hope.

"I don't know. Their gas station was sold, the whole family moved, all the mobile phones were deactivated, and no one could be contacted.

Don't call this number in the future, annoying!"

The man hung up the phone with that.

Who would have thought that would end like this? They live in two worlds.

Later, the summer also passed.

One day, when Datian was idle, he inadvertently rummaged through a few boxes at the head of the bed, and the bits and pieces of things living with Li Yun suddenly came into his eyes.

His heart was touched again.

He turned on his mobile phone in a panic, logged in, and found Li Yun's three network numbers that had been sealed for a long time, and took turns to send messages:

"Yun, where are you? Ota misses you......"

But those grey avatars buried in the backlog will never flicker again.

In frustration, he burst into tears.

Immediately afterwards, Datian searched upwards and hurriedly clicked on Pang Yuexiang's network number, but suddenly found that his personality signature had changed:

"Without you, even if I give the whole world to me, I still have nothing!"

Xiang's words, to whom?

The days wandered day by day, leaving no trace of nostalgia.

At the beginning of the autumn breeze, Daejeon ushered in a new love.

She is a beautiful little girl, Jin Juan.

As an amorous and infatuated man, as long as anyone is good to Daejeon, he must be attentive.

But his life was not in danger, and within a month of knowing her, Datian fell ill.

Lying on the bed in the hospital, Jin Juan accompanied him.

At first, Daejeon regarded hospitalization as a pleasure and didn't pay much attention to it.

But slowly, Jin Juan's attitude changed, and she was not so enthusiastic about him. During her time in the hospital, Daejeon would find a way to escape.

Later, Daejeon found out the cause:

That day, the doctor calculated an account for him, and since he was lying in the hospital bed, his consumption has been 20,000 yuan.

Daejeon didn't want his family to know all this, so he was busy calling around to borrow money.

Seeing that he would be discharged from the hospital in a few days, his mobile phone suddenly rang in the afternoon.

He took a closer look, and it was Ah Meng.

"Brother Tian, are you feeling better?"

"Well, thanks to you for helping me!"

"It's all the little things.

By the way, Yun added me on the Internet last night and asked about your situation!"

Daejeon was stunned for a moment.

"How can she have your internet number?"

"Once you went to work and we met on the street, I gave it to her, for ease of contact. ”

"Oh, what did she say?"

"Yun wants your network number, I didn't tell her!

Later, she insisted, and I said that Brother Tian had a lover. ”

Ota paused for a moment and didn't speak.

"Brother Tian, do you want Yun's network number?

Make a note of it!"

Ah Meng could imagine his affectionate appearance.

"Say it. ”

When he wrote the number on a piece of paper, Daejeon found that it was Li Yunxin's application.

He boarded his online account and added her.

"Yun, it's me. ”

"You are?"

"Daejeon!"

"How are you doing these days?"

"Okay, I've been sick lately. ”

"What's going on? Seriously?"

"It doesn't matter, I'm about to be discharged.

Where are you?"

Ota asked.

"Alone dangling in the capital. ”

"Where's your parents?"

"I don't know! ”

There is no sadness in Li Yun's words. Ota guessed that the wound was too old and had been worn away.

"Yun, there are still a lot of things when we lived together. ”

"What's there?"

She asked anxiously.

"The two puppies you bought, the sheets, quilts and pillows we shared, and the shoes and clothes you didn't take with you......"

"Why don't you throw it away?"

He knew that Li Yun was waiting for his answer.

"Reluctantly!"

Ota said.

"It's all my fault!"

"It's already in the past.

Have you eaten?"

"No, I don't have any money, I don't even have a place to live.

Can you lend me some?"

Daejeon subconsciously touched his pocket, which was empty, and remembered that he was in a hospital bed.

"I'm sorry, I've run out of money for medical treatment, and I still owe a lot of foreign debt. ”

"Can you borrow some for me, then? I'm hungry and full, and I've slept under the overpass for many nights! It's raining and cold here. ”

Daejeon was hesitating when Jin Juan came in.

He gently placed his phone next to the bed.

Awake alone in the middle of the night, Daejeon turned on his mobile phone, entered Li Yun's new space, and found a lot of beautiful photos, packed in a charming album like the one they first met.

Daejeon browsed, and suddenly saw a picture that she couldn't forget, the moment of laughter he and Li Yun took together in the snow of Qianlin, which she kept.

At that moment, Daejeon's eyes suddenly appeared in front of him, in the ice and snow, Yun who was squatting next to the street lamp and was so frozen that she couldn't stand up, and recalled the sentence she left for herself during the day:

"It's still raining here, it's cold. ”

Ota was at a loss.

Finally, he sent a message to Li Yun:

"I'm sorry, I have a partner. ”

Immediately afterward, Ota enters her message board and notices such a clip:

"What am I living for?

Until now, I always want to change myself back to the way I used to be, but why can't I do it anymore?

Again and again to give, again and again to chase, again and again to be hurt......

People say live well and live wonderfully, but what about me?

Again and again I think of ...... I'm really tired, it's really painful to live!

Who can hand it over to me, and what am I going to do?

No longer alive. ”

"You made a typo again, it should be 'teach'!"

"Stinky Xuanxuan, why do you keep finding fault with me?"

"Who told you to make a typo. ”

"I didn't study, you can't blame me!"

"I see...... It seems that my sister is very pitiful!"

"That's right. ”

Daejeon couldn't help but cry and quietly left the net.

Li Yun's life was miserable, and Daejeon did not accompany her to the end.

"Actually, I'm not in a good situation.

I don't even know who my parents are!"

Those words were said by Yun, and he will always remember them.

Within half a month of that day, Jin Juan proposed to break up with Daejeon. He agreed, feeling no pain. Because since she owes so much money, it is difficult to say when she will be able to give her happiness.

So he banished!

And when Daejeon was alone again, he turned on his phone again and boarded the network number to look for Li Yun, she was no longer there.

And just like that, she really left him.

"She should have gone with confidence!"

Ota thought.

But Li Yun will definitely not understand that he still loves her deeply.

Slowly, Daejeon's body recovered.

He began to often return to the place where he lived with Li Yun to feel the vague warmth, but there were too many things he couldn't find.

One lonely night, the autumn wind blew cold, blowing off all the yellow trees overnight, blowing the past of that season, blowing back to the forest a year ago, but not blowing back to his Yun at that time.

Early the next morning, Ota stepped on thick leaves and stopped outside the house of Kotenso, waiting quietly.

That winter will not come back!