Chapter Ninety-Four: A World of Two People
There are two sides to everything, there are good and bad, and if someone is happy, someone is destined to be sad. The pen %fun %Pavilion www.biquge.info even the much-anticipated wedding of the new king.
Nate El is one of those unhappy individuals, unconsciously she has almost forgotten her true destiny, for her Rain previously preferred her life in the Leaf Owl Bounty Hunter Association to her current life in the Leaf Bounty Hunter Association than in the Magic Guild. Because of this, I prefer others to call myself Xiaoqiong.
She fell in love with Ling Chen at first sight, in order to follow Ling Chen, she left her kingdom, but as her understanding of Ling Chen gradually deepened, she helplessly found that even though she was desperately chasing Ling Chen, Ling Chen was just getting farther and farther away from herself, looking at Lu Feier, she knew that she could not compare with her strength, identity or appearance, probably the two of them were a couple. Even though he had convinced himself countless times, he was still very sad when he saw Ling Chen and Lu Fei hugging each other at their wedding. In the end, before the wedding was over, he left the scene early and came to the tavern that should be lively, planning to drink some stuffy wine, hoping to let the alcohol numb his nerves so that he could fall asleep like this.
"I thought you'd make it to the end of the wedding. Xiao Qiong didn't even notice the man next to him, this guy should be the second person he knows in this country. It's just that now as the prime minister, Fei Ying is no longer dressed like before, but the luxurious clothes on his body make Xiao Qiong feel a little disobedient, probably because of this, he didn't recognize Fei Ying: "Why are you here, don't you have to go to Your Majesty's wedding?"
"I'm neither a bride nor a bride, so it's better to take a break during this time. As she spoke, she raised her glass and took a sip: "What do you want to drink?
"Whatever. ”
"Boss, ask for another glass of fragrant butterflies. Fei Ying said as she poured a glass of wine from her jug for Xiao Qiong, "How does it feel?
"Well, it's so romantic, two people make promises to each other, sign contracts, and drink blood as an oath, there is no such romance in our elf culture. I'm so lucky to be here to see your human marriage!"
"Really?" Fei Ying smiled mockingly, "I think if His Majesty was here, he would definitely say ......"
"Put the cart before the horse. Ling Chen said indifferently, just like his own groom today, with his back to Lu Feier, he said while taking off his heavy clothes.
"But I really think it's romantic, don't you think so?" said Lu Feier as he sat on the bed, playing with his hair, looking at Ling Chen, holding his feet in his hands, curled up in a ball, and smiled.
"Isn't marriage the most holy of your elves' teachings because of the pure contract?" Ling Chen turned around, walked up to Lu Fei, and gently touched Lu Fei's cheek: "This kind of wedding makes me feel like acting. ”
"You seem to be very unhappy?" Lu Feier frowned lightly and looked at Ling Chen, "What's wrong?"
Ling Chen shook his head: "I just think that it is obviously the wedding of the two of us, but we have to be bound by such a formalized framework. ”
"But didn't you say that the main purpose of this marriage is to let the people of Renthnot know that I am their queen. ”
Ling Chen covered his heart and looked at Lu Feier: "That's why I promised those courtesies to perform this funny drama." ”
"Funny drama ......" Lu Feier looked at Ling Chen, is our wedding just a funny drama in his eyes? Is the vow on the high platform just a line that has been prepared for a long time? Looking at Ling Chen's face, how many masks are there on this face, why does he always denounce this hypocrisy in the end, but he is always disguising himself, what is hidden in his heart......? If he was really so cold and ruthless, why was he so unhappy now?
"Actually, I don't think I know His Majesty Ling Chen. Xiaoqiong's face was slightly red: "Your Majesty, sometimes he is so gentle, and sometimes it makes people feel unapproachable?"
"Your Highness has said this to me before, and I think I should share it with you. Fei Sakura whispered, "You'll never be able to wake up someone who is pretending to be asleep." ”
"What do you mean?"
"People can't hide their true hearts, just like you can't hide your current sadness, you can't do it, I can't do it, Ling Chen can't do it. Fei Ying raised her glass and tasted the bitterness and sweetness of the wine: "Have you ever thought that in fact, our Highness may be more gentle than anyone else?"
"......" Xiao Qiong did not answer Fei Ying immediately, but thought in the direction he said.
"In my opinion, His Highness is gentle in his bones. Fei Ying continued: "It's just that he is always afraid that others will be too close to him, so he deliberately makes himself appear cold and cold, does not want to be expected, does not want to be recognized by others, does not want others to have expectations of him, and also does not want others to fail because of him." ”
"But why is that?"
Fei Ying also shook her head helplessly: "I don't know, maybe this is a way for His Highness to express his tenderness, if he can't give others a positive promise, then he won't give others the opportunity to sign a contract from the beginning." It's just that...... There are many things that we can control, just like this marriage, in fact, His Highness's mind is no longer important to him, everyone is the same, and all he needs is the result that he already has a family. So maybe the wedding I wanted to arrange for him at the beginning was to choose a bride for him who he didn't know at all, who just coveted the queen's favor and had no real love for him. ”
"Isn't that too cruel to him?"
"No!" Fei Ying said seriously, "This is the best choice for him." Because there is no love in the first place, it will not let him have a sense of guilt for influencing others because of himself, but the more he likes him, or the more he likes the person marries him in this form, the most harm will be done to him. ”
"Why is that?"
Because in Ling Chen's heart, others are obviously sincere, and he is just acting on the spot. To do so is to disappoint others. ”
"I'm sorry!" Ling Chen gently stroked Lu Feier and said softly, "Let you experience such a false marriage." ”
Looking at Ling Chen's tender eyes, Lu Feier immediately vetoed his previous thoughts, although he couldn't understand Ling Chen's thoughts, but he could be sure that such a look, acting skills can't be done, it must come from the heart. Suddenly understood that Ling Chen did not attach importance to the wedding of the two of them, but because he attached too much importance to the union of this contract, he would be so dissatisfied with such a ceremony that was only for the form, and tears couldn't help but flow from his eyes: "No, even if the purpose and form are fake, but as long as you and I are real, isn't this enough?"
"Eh......" Ling Chen was slightly stunned.
Lu Feier's hand was lightly placed on Ling Chen's chest: "Didn't you say that the wedding was a matter for the two of us? Gently leaning on Ling Chen's chest and hugging Ling Chen: "I didn't need those false etiquette and oaths. I have been an orphan since I was a child, and among the students, only Lifa grew up with me, I didn't ask for much, today, in the future, you are willing to be my relative, I am satisfied!!"
Ling Chen looked at Lu Feier in his arms, but he didn't hug her tightly. Fei Ying's analysis is not wrong, he is too afraid that others will expect him from him, afraid that such a hug will make Lu Fei have more expectations for him from now on, afraid that he will not be able to fulfill her expectations, and make her sad again.
"Do you love me?" Lu Feier suddenly looked at Ling Chen and asked.
The heart was beating violently, for some reason, this time it was only her, Ling Chen didn't want to deceive her, and she didn't want to play any other role in front of her: "Love." ”
"So, why don't you dare hug me!?"
"I ......"
"Don't think so much!!" Lufel said in a commanding tone, "Hold me tight!!Just tonight!!Don't think so much, just hold me tight!!"
The woman in her arms was so beautiful and gentle. Ling Chen closed his eyes lightly, not thinking, and enjoyed with Lu Feier: "I'm sorry, I can't promise you anything, I can't guarantee that I can bring you happiness, and I can't make a mountain alliance with you like in the story!"
"I don't need you to swear your mountain alliance and sea oath, I just need you to like me, that's enough!!My happiness doesn't need you to bring me, I will create it with you!!" Lu Feier looked at Ling Chen: "It's just that next time, when we make a vow again, don't start with incompatibility." ”
Ling Chen nodded: "I love you!"
"The amount of alcohol is really bad. Fei Ying shook her head, looked at the sleeping elf girl on the side, raised the wine glass in her hand and took a sip, untied her coat and draped it on the girl's body, with the end of the wedding, there were more and more people in the tavern, no doubt not talking about Fang Cai's feast.
"Prime Minister, you're done drinking, do you want to refill the glass?"
Fei Ying shook her head, looked at the moon outside the window, the cold wind was blowing, she didn't feel a little cold, and said to herself: "It seems that winter is coming." ”