readx;? Shen Yueyu didn't care about his life or death. After his mother died of childbirth and his brother died of a high fever because www.biquge.info he missed his mother, he hated him so much that he hated his son to death.

Since the two elders also drove to the west, he wished that he would die too.

His younger brothers and sisters are also close to him, but no matter how close they are, they are not the same mother. What's more, there are Shen Yueyao, Wu Silan and his aunts in the middle, even if he wants to put his heart in his heart, there is no way to find them.

As for the rest of the elders or subordinates who can be trusted, it is impossible for him to share these private matters, after all, family ugliness cannot be publicized. What's more, every family also has a scripture that is difficult to read, and he has to bear what he should bear by himself.

But Yan Shunhua is different.

She is unique to him, the one who decided to stay by his side for the rest of his life after he first fell in love and realized his mind in a daze.

Not to mention, as he grew older, he waited wholeheartedly for her to grow up, hoping that she would bloom as fully as a flower bone, and that the flowers would be folded and broken, and that there would be no flowers and empty branches.

But now, this girl who he was waiting for to grow up, but he always kept a distance not far from his approach, and was on guard, how could this not make him feel discouraged?

The contact between them is too unique, she forgot about him completely after she lost her memory, and now she remembers many past events, but rarely remembers pictures about him.

They have been together day and night for seven years, because he is full of memories, because of her, but there is a large blank.

He was anxious to fill her heart with everything he had, so he didn't care if she wanted to tie her up or not.

But now it seems that she can't resist clearly, but secretly she has the right idea. The distance between the two, how to do it or what, there is always a thread in her heart, lying between the two, like a moat, which cannot be crossed.

Yan Shunhua didn't know that he couldn't help himself in an instant. It's just that he still holds himself in his arms and refuses to let go completely. "It's hot, you flash away. There are no absolutes in this world, and we will become husband and wife in the future, so you can worry about such things again. Now I'm going to rest. You're either going to go back to your room and sleep, or you're going to be honest with me. ”

Shen Jingyuan was helpless when he heard this, and sighed unabashedly.

"Can't you talk to me properly? Why can't you talk to a stranger with a good drink?"

Yan Shunhua really felt that he had died unjustly. "I told you I didn't drink! What are you going to talk to me? But I was talking all the time, and I was talking to myself? When things are clear, you can't let me get a good night's sleep? You're sorry to wake me up at this point!"

It's okay for her not to complain about him, but she still dares to dislike her for not chatting with him more, and if she continues to talk, she can't guarantee that she won't beat him into a pig's head!

"Awake is awake anyway. I'm going out tomorrow, and I'm afraid I won't be able to come back in three days, so I can't make it clear all at once? I promise not to argue with you. ”

Shen Jingyuan suddenly struck her forehead after speaking, and he didn't know how he could find the place accurately in the dark. Yan Shunhua only felt that his moist lips were like dragonflies, passing by the center of his eyebrows, warm and soft, extremely gentle.

Her heart suddenly collapsed, and she sighed helplessly, "I really think I said it clearly enough, what are you not understanding?"

"I don't understand anywhere. ”

Shen Jingyuan hugged her tighter, hit the snake with the stick, and his tone was abruptly aggrieved, "I'm not a fool, I can feel it, until now you are still guarding against me." ”

“......”

Yan Shunhua was really speechless, "It's normal to be on guard, okay? Even those old husbands and wives occasionally guard against each other." It's human instinct. What's more, I don't really feel like we've gotten to the point where we're completely defenseless. ”

If it is so intimate, then I am afraid that she will naturally open herself up to him and step into his world naturally.

But even then, she can't completely put everything in his hands, and everyone needs to be responsible for themselves. If you want to rely on others for everything, and leave all your problems to others to solve as a matter of course, then what is the difference between yourself and being disabled?

Shen Jingyuan said in his heart when he heard this, "We are people who want to work together for a lifetime, how can we go on without wholehearted trust? You should have more confidence in me." ”

"If you want others to have confidence in you, you have to be yourself first. If you have confidence in yourself, others will have confidence in you. ”

After Yan Shunhua finished speaking, he felt very embarrassed, and couldn't help but explain again, "I have always felt that I am responsible for myself and do what I should do well." As for the rest, just let it be. ”

"That's our difference. I want you to leave everything to me, and you can just do what you want to do and have fun. ”

After he finished speaking, he smiled suddenly, and felt that he couldn't even say anything by her, "I mean, I don't want you to hide something from me and be wary, I want you to think about sharing anything with me, no matter what kind of trouble it is, you will throw it at me with peace of mind and let me solve it, instead of always thinking about facing it alone." ”

Just like the incident of meeting Shao Jun, she did not disclose his news, obviously because she didn't want Shao Jun to find him, and agreed to drink tea and eat with someone, most of which was also to solve it on the spot, saving him trouble.

He could read the hidden meaning behind her actions, but he didn't want her to be so "understanding".

You know, in order to get closer to each other, he desperately wants to have more and more common experiences with her. Whether it's trouble or something else, good or bad, beautiful or ugly, he wants to participate and accept it all.

Yan Shunhua was silent for a long time, raised his head slightly, but couldn't see his eyes clearly in the dark night, but could feel his gentle breathing and the rhythmic rhythm of his heart.

"Shen Zhiyuan, I am very grateful to you, no matter how such feelings arise, whether our initial encounter was completely beautiful or often discordant, we have finally come to the present. Even though I have lost my memory for a long time, I can feel your sincerity through these years of contact. ”

She paused, pondered slightly, and carefully said, "I believe that there is eternal love in this world, and there will indeed be people who are immortal couples who live and die together.

But I'm a person who doesn't believe in promises very much, and I have believed in a saying since I was a child, 'facts speak louder than words', and hearing is not necessarily false, and seeing is not necessarily believing. Whether it's good or bad, what the ending is, since we met, it's fate. I cherish you like this, and I hope you cherish me like this. (To be continued.) )