Chapter 269: Zhu Bajie's Inner Monologues
When you look up at the sky and see the endless bright and beautiful stars, if you haven't felt small, then you are either stupid or stupid. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info
But you look down and look at an ant, a speck of dust, and you suddenly realize that there is such beauty in these small things, and if you haven't felt your strength, then you are stupid.
Man is a creature that exists between greatness and insignificance, sometimes infinitely large, sometimes infinitely small.
Pretending to be crazy and stupid, wailing and entangled, these are all human beings, human beings who cannot be denied.
There are still 3,000 realms of grain dust, but what is the reason for such a journey to the west?
"This time it's well written, it's very deep, and there's no disease-free moaning. Zhu Bajie took it, looked at it, nodded and said.
"Because that's what I feel with my heart, it's my heart's work, and even if you tear it to pieces, I can show it somewhere else, and it exists here. The sand monk's hand pressed against his left chest.
"So, what does this have to do with monkeys?" asked Zhu Bajie.
"When you think about it to a certain extent, you will find that in fact, our most essential suffering is existence, and existence will cause suffering, so I am thinking about how not to exist. ”
"Dead, a hundred, this is what mortals often say, but after death, you will also enter reincarnation, and then enter the world, so that your mind not only carries the joys and sorrows of this life, but also the grievances and hatreds of the previous life, you carry more and more, and you can't unload it, which is the source of suffering. ”
"What is existence?" asked Zhu Bajie.
"When you stand here, you exist. Sha Seng said.
"Maybe it's really like you said, existence is pain, but this world is not all pain, the most precious thing for people is to find happiness in pain, people who know how to enjoy, even if it is a drop of water, dripping into the dust on the ground, can bloom from the dust. Zhu Bajie said.
"But you know it's impossible, it's against the laws of nature. Sha Seng said.
"You just said that you want to set your sights on infinity, how can you limit yourself to this small rule, the Hundred Flowers Fairy can make the world bloom with a wave of his hand, the grass fairy just sit there and think about it, and the grass is all over the place, the rules in your mouth can be broken, but the people who break these rules are a little extraordinary. Zhu Bajie nodded and said.
"Then what is the value of the existence of these rules, so that mortals can clearly understand the difference between themselves and the gods?"
"No," Zhu Bajie shook his head, "I used to think so, the gods created these rules in order to enslave human beings, the purpose is to let human beings see the gap between humans and gods, and dare not make a mistake to gods, until I found out that the rules actually still restrict gods, and there is no reason for gods to create rules that restrict themselves, so I don't think so anymore." ”
Sha Seng lowered his head, and his bright eyes didn't know what he was thinking.
Sha Seng raised his head as if he had thought of something, but saw that Zhu Bajie was also frowning in Jinzhou.
"Are you still thinking about monkeys?" asked the sand monk.
"Yes, the more I think about your conjecture, the more I feel that there are infinite possibilities. Zhu Bajie sighed.
"Actually, it's simple, you go to the monkey and tell him that Huaguo Mountain has been invaded by the heavenly soldiers, if the monkey is angry and runs back, then my guess is wrong, but if the monkey doesn't take your words seriously at all and continues this journey to the west, then I guessed right. Sha Seng shook his head and said.
"Why don't you go?" Zhu Bajie glanced at Sha Seng.
"I'm going to be beaten to death by him. Sha Seng said.
Zhu Bajie thought about it and dispelled this idea.
The person who lives in the dream, if you pierce his dream, you will have to face a strong sense of loss after he wakes up from the dream and shatters, and endless revenge.
Zhu Bajie would rather Sun Wukong live in his own dreams all the time.
In that dream, the little monkeys were still living happily, drinking spring water, eating peaches, rolling in the green grass, peeing in front of the waterfall, and living like a fairy.
Although Zhu Bajie already faintly felt that behind the fairy-like life and false prosperity was a corpse that had been scorched by thunder and lightning and could no longer speak.
But he didn't dare to wake up Sun Wukong.
Especially after Sun Wukong bloodied those who attacked his daughter's country, Zhu Bajie felt that Sun Wukong seemed to have changed a little, he no longer seemed to be ready to suppress his nature, he seemed to want to see through the rules in front of him and began to do whatever he wanted.
This is also what Zhu Bajie feels uneasy, because the core rule of Journey to the West is Tang Seng, if one day, Sun Wukong notices this, and then he is ready to break this rule, then what should he do, he is a pig, he can't beat Sun Wukong, and he can't do it, what can he do.
Zhu Bajie found that he had fallen into a dead end, and Sha Seng was also in a dead end with him, but he didn't understand, Sha Seng obviously knew all this, so why could he see it so much, and pretend to be crazy and stupid with a book every day.
Could it be that Sha Seng also has his own way out, so what is his way out?
Zhu Bajie shook his head, he didn't dare to think about it.
From Journey to the West to the upper rules, the more he thought about it, the more palpitations he felt, and he only now knew why Sun Wukong didn't resist, and why Tang Seng had to endure these monsters and continue to travel west.
They didn't want to do this, they had to do it, there was a pair of invisible hands behind them pushing them, ordering them to move forward step by step, and those hands set the rules for them to go west, and then they followed this path step by step.
Will the end of the road be freedom and what they want, impossible, he doesn't even know what they want, he only knows that he wants a person to live, just this one wants something, it can't be done.
Zhu Bajie felt that his breathing was a little stagnant when he thought about it, as if someone had choked his throat.
He looked up, the sky was very blue, and there were a few clouds floating, and under the clouds, he looked infinitely embarrassed.
He put his hand on his throat and rubbed it, the feeling of suffocation disappeared, and he felt much better, but as soon as he saw Sha Seng and Sun Wukong, he became irritable again.
Why they were chosen, why they were chosen, was all this predestined a long time ago.
Zhu Bajie screamed in his heart, still silent on the surface.