Chapter 769: It's better
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"You should be glad that you have a good subordinate, he is very affectionate, so even if he really resists, he will never betray the Shen family. His so-called resistance will definitely be within the scope of the Shen family's tolerance. ”
Shen Jingyuan's face was a little better, but he still felt a little uncomfortable, his subordinates who had been born and died together, and who were treated by him as brothers and sisters, could easily say the word resistance, he felt that he couldn't understand.
"You're just feeling hurt emotionally, and you feel like you should be on the same page at all times, no matter what.
However, Shen Jingyuan, when the catastrophe came, the husband and wife still flew separately, not to mention that he was just your subordinate.
Even if you think of him as a brother, he is not your brother. Even if he is your own brother, he is not your sibling. You are you, he is him, you are independent individuals, and you will have different needs.
The Shen family is very kind to him, yes, but this does not require him to completely dedicate himself to the Shen family, even if he has the slightest idea of resistance.
That's the destruction of human nature, it's also against human nature, and there is no way for a person to completely obey another person. The reason why he is obedient, why he is loyal, is because he is willing.
But no matter how willing, he will have his own personal thoughts, his selfishness, his desires, and if he doesn't have all this, then what is the difference between him and the dead?"
He became more and more unhappy at what she said, although intellectually he knew that she was right, but emotionally he could not accept this natural fact so easily.
"When disaster strikes, husband and wife will fly separately like this? If I do anything in the future that makes you unhappy, you will easily tell me to break up? You are like a stranger to me, and you will even have feelings of disgust and even hatred?"
Just thinking about it made him feel unbearable, let alone make him accept the fact that she would actually do it, even if it was only a possibility.
"Of course not, you use one word, 'easy'. The two of us have made it to where we are today, can the word 'easy' sum it up?
In my world, even couples who don't love so much have a very serious attitude towards marriage, and no one will think of divorce unless they have to.
And in fact, nine out of ten couples will not want to break up with the other half, even if the relationship is not there, the love between husband and wife is always there. One day husband and wife for 100 days, what they say is not empty words.
Daqing, in general, will be more inconvenient and restrictive for women. If you do a good job, I won't try to run away from you anyway, rest assured, you just have to be yourself. ”
Yan Shunhua's factual explanation did not satisfy him, because she was still the same as before, and did not categorically say that she would not leave him, which made him feel irritable.
"Yan Shunhua, you know that my swimming style in the sea of love is also very bad, right? I have hated water very much since I was a child, but because of you and I willingly jumped into the sea of love, embarrassed but also persistent and serious in practice.
If you leave me, I'll suffocate to death. If a drowning person is rescued by someone, there is a good chance that his reaction will not be satisfactory to the rescuer.
If I strangled you by the neck at that time, and you couldn't breathe, and sank into the sea with me, would it be worth it? Just thinking about it, I feel unbearable. ”
His tangled words made her laugh out loud.
"If I really want to give up on you, and I have already made up my mind to leave you, then I will not look back, how can I save you? Whether you are dead or alive has nothing to do with me, from now on you walk your sunny path, I cross my single-plank bridge, and if it really comes to that level, these words will not be just empty words.
If I ever turned back, then I wouldn't have left you, and we wouldn't have reached the point of exhaustion, and you wouldn't have to face that drowning situation at all.
If you have me in your heart, how can I not feel it? I'm not a wooden man, and more importantly, I don't love you just because you love me.
Shen Jingyuan, you should have more confidence in me, and you should also have more confidence in yourself. ”
Shen Jingyuan was in a better mood, feeling that she was like a legendary wizard, casting a small spell at will, his mood would fluctuate, like a mountain, but he had no way to control the height by himself.
"Speaking of which, you don't deny that there is such a possibility.
It's because of your attitude that I'm angry. I'm not questioning your feelings for me, and I'm not unconvinced that I can keep you from the beginning.
Yan Shunhua, is it so difficult to make a promise that can be spoken? You have come here from thousands of mountains and rivers, you have known me, and now you have already walked hand in hand with me, you still can't admit that you will always belong to me, you will always stay for me, even if you are forced to leave, you will do everything possible to find a way home for me.
Are you so scared? Afraid of me, or afraid that you will be hurt, afraid that I will leave you alone, afraid that the two of us will eventually get to the point where your parents are so desperate that we look at each other?"
He finally couldn't help but use the words to stimulate her, although he regretted it as soon as he finished speaking, but he pursed his lips tightly, restraining his thoughts of wanting to confess and apologize to comfort her.
Yan Shunhua was stunned, she didn't expect that in the end, he would suddenly lose control, and for a while, she didn't know how to answer him, so that she could comfort herself and comfort him at the same time.
Even if he didn't know how to answer the most appropriate words, Yan Shunhua still opened his mouth and said something, it was better than not saying anything.
"Of course I'm afraid, I think, but not as scared as I thought, because I'm already walking with you, as you said.
I have a way out, but I don't know where the way out is, and compared to escaping, I yearn to run into the distance with you, to see the scenery ahead, to see what kind of people are waiting in front of me, looking forward to us going to know them together, to develop a new fate, to appreciate the more majestic scenery together, to experience more ups and downs of life together.
There are no 100% things in life, life is always full of all kinds of possibilities, and we can't deny other probability events because of the beauty and eternity of feelings.
However, I can tell you 100% that Shen Jingyuan, live in the present, at this moment, I belong to you, at this moment, I can tell you unmistakably that as long as my mind has not changed, as long as I live, I will do everything possible to find a way home for you. ”
She has always believed that even if the behavior is unforgivable, many times, it is better to do than not to be forgivable, as if it is better to be late than never.
Yes, better than nothing.
It's better to say than not to say.
It's better to do than not to do.
It's better to love than not to love. (To be continued.) )