Chapter 779: Rhapsody of Love
Xia Yanfeng, who was gazing affectionately, looked at the three bamboo slips that had not been turned over on the table, and his heart was full of emotions. His thoughts are no longer limited to the names on the bamboo slips themselves, let alone those loving entanglements. The meaning of existence that he Xia Yanfeng pursued had already been sublimated to the heavens and the heavens, and what he wanted now was beyond the reach of mortals, but he still had a chance. Perhaps, the opportunity is not equal for everyone, what he cares about is not how much he gets, but whether his self-esteem can bear to "get" or "lose", and now, the loss of a woman will no longer make him feel heartbroken.
"What are I thinking about?What should I think about?Is faith first?Is it reason?Is it self-esteem?Anyway, it can't be feelings......" Regarding the mentality he has now, Xia Yanfeng just sighed.
Those who achieve great things are ordered by the heavens, and the heavens will not care whether there will be so-called "true feelings" in the world. In the Heavenly Continent, once you fall into a fight everywhere, Li Minchao is not in danger, what kind of leisure can you have for people to fall in love?
Xia Yanfeng's deep affection is not just because of superficial "little love", how can those who want to achieve great things abolish themselves because of others? The former self also climbed up step by step from the weak, and the sadness he experienced may not be "sad" to his current self, but in the past, it was so stinging and unforgettable. Today, Fang is strong, in the past, is there still a sigh?
Dreams are like flowers, the more enchanting they bloom, the more regrettable they are. regretting everything that he couldn't keep, everything he couldn't get, and everything that passed by, Xia Yanfeng was like a robot that had to be clockwork to move. Active, ungraspable, passive, and lacking dignity, no matter what, he can't understand why he used to be so indecisive!
The three bamboo slips that have not yet been turned over, the three names...... No, he couldn't bear to look at it anymore...... I miss it deeply, when my heart is like a knife, but I deceive myself and pretend to be calm, pretend not to care, and behind my smile, I will always be desolate and lonely. He can't hold on, as time slips away, or someone he just met not long ago, why does he need to give up these warmth?
The ice and snow melted into the scorching sun, and the other side of Xia Yanfeng's soul was just the cold ice under the sun, no matter how strong it was, it would be impossible to escape the fate of melting. No matter how much you understand the great truth, if you can't use it yourself, no matter how "correct" the way of the sages is, it has no meaning for its existence. The brightness of the pupils is mixed with infinite sorrow, and that sorrow comes from the loneliness of the soul.
"Vier...... If I had gone with you at the beginning, I was afraid that I wouldn't have to take so many detours, right?" Xia Yanfeng stared at the name of "Zhen Wei" astringently, and said to himself with a wry smile, "We are childhood sweethearts, and we have been together since childhood. You are older than me, I call you 'sister', I was young at that time, I can't remember many things, but I have you in my heart...... Is there really you...... From childhood to adulthood, you are guarding me and accommodating me. You are as beautiful as a fairy, but I don't understand what 'love' is. It's because I like the new and hate the old, but in the end it's boring for myself, only you know my heart best...... Vile ...... Can we meet again?"
Even though he was affectionate and sincere, Xia Yanfeng still closed his eyes after saying the love words, and couldn't bear to cover the bamboo stick. There is no why...... The broken mirror, even if it is reunited, is already full of holes and is no longer as bright as it was at the beginning. Those past tenses, there is no need to remember them, Zhen Wei is no longer the person in front of her, she is regarded as the past, turned into a treasure in her heart.
It is also a sin to be speechless, and it is also a disease to be careless. Green plums will wither, bamboo horses will grow old, and only the weak and incompetent will live in memories for the rest of their lives. Xia Yanfeng, he needs to face the future and distinguish Zhen Wei, it's not that he doesn't want it, but he doesn't need to say goodbye to the past and start a new life. If he is really strong enough to level the demon world, then Zhen Wei will still return to his side in the end, then at that time, he will be able to propose to his childhood sweetheart in a dignified manner, telling himself that he is no longer passively "upside down", but to seize it with his own strength......! Well, there is nothing to compare to, even if Zhen Wei is only his 'confidante', it is enough, at least Zhen Wei's charm is much greater than that of Takizawa Narcissus. To put it bluntly, in Xia Yanfeng's heart, Takizawa Narcissus can only be regarded as a substitute for Zhen Wei, and Lilu, is it a substitute for Narcissus?
Whether it's Zhen Wei, Narcissus or Lilou, they all have similarities and have a charming and perfect temperament. But as far as the current situation of Xia Yanfeng is concerned, none of them will be a substitute for anyone, and each of them has a unique "cuteness".
As for Lilu, Xia Yanfeng didn't want to comment, because she thought that this person had thought enough. Whether it was suspicion or other purposes, his mysterious true identity was destined not to be a big deal. However, this mysterious woman who made Xia Yanfeng suspicious in every way made Xia Yanfeng entangled, and finally did not turn over her brand.
For no reason, the last three objects, only "Lilu" can be controlled by him, Xia Yanfeng's self-esteem cannot be trampled on by anyone! Lilu can guarantee that he has no regrets, even if Lilu is the devil, he doesn't owe her anything, since he has given Lilu a promise that must be fulfilled, he Xia Yanfeng, no matter how ruthless he is, he should at least give Lilu a deadline, a deadline to wait for him to come back. In contrast, the other two "sisters" don't know where they are now, how can they meet each other?
Maybe Xia Yanfeng has amazing strength and potential, which can make him call for wind and rain without scruples, but Xia Yanfeng still only follows his own standards in dealing with emotional problems, and goes his own way, to put it bluntly, he is pretending to be numb, pretending to be dull, and deliberately looking cold. He is as immobile as a mountain, in fact, he is just a selective disregard for love, and a feeling that seems to be "scared" forces him to turn a deaf ear to love. He no longer has a naïve yearning for love, but only endless passivity and hopelessly "dullness". The reason why this is so is very simple, that is, he suffers from gains and losses, that is, he is afraid of failure!
For a person whose victory is everything, how can he suffer the blow of defeat? He doesn't want to do a loss-making business, he is afraid of being hurt and suffering, he can't accept the trampling of his dignity, and he can't bear to deliberately lower his or her grandson after putting down his high profile. If it is for the sake of great causes, he can bear it! But for the sake of his children's affection, he can't bear it!
is actively afraid of getting hurt, so Xia Yanfeng seems to be too lazy to cook raw rice, but passively and upside down, he is still a little moved that his dignity as a man is unacceptable, it is indeed "insulted", in the final analysis, it is still the self-esteem that can't be let go. He disdains the love of his children, but he has to face the love of his children. Isn't the ultimate goal of love coming and going for the sake of passing on the ancestry......? What can the other party do if they don't accept it? The current Xia Yanfeng ...... Hehe, they have to accept it if they don't accept it!
Strength is the first place, as soon as he thinks of his own strength that is not what it used to be, the prince of thunder, the ambassador of electric shock, the artifact in his hand, the country must be controlled! What is he afraid of? What are he afraid of? What are the injuries he is afraid of? Those injuries are only thought by the weak!
When Xia Yanfeng thought of this, he suddenly had a cunning face, and Sen Leng's killing intent suddenly burst into his heart and spread out! Now that he is begging, who else does he have to beg for, who else to keep? If he wants to betray...... Hehe, the traitor must die! Can't he kill it? With the green steel sword in hand, killing a little mermaid is like slaughtering ants, and the "dragon soul" of the dream fish will be the same as if it is ten times higher! Since God has chosen him, it is only natural for him to hold an artifact and punish sentient beings! Is it only right to kill people? Those who betray him are just beasts, how can a traitor be worthy of being a human being?
Cold, calm, and terrifying, the more Xia Yanfeng thought about it, the more he "blackened" himself. Seriously, he didn't have to think about those problems at all, he just thought about making the girls happy and getting them to be united with him, and these Rausch things were undoubtedly troublesome. No matter how much theoretical knowledge you know, it has to be different from person to person, and other people's routines may not work if you put them on yourself. In that case, why bother to seek guilt for himself? And why go to the near and far, and the thankless effort? He didn't want to just be a hurried passer-by in the lives of those people, he wanted to conquer them, and she wanted everyone written on the bamboo slips! She wanted to conquer them! These people were all her harem! No one could snatch them away! He wanted to take possession of them all! They were all his Xia Yanfeng's things...... That's right, just "something......
With such a mentality, Xia Yanfeng has suddenly become enlightened and fearless. Love is also based on strength. Because love is just a gift of fate, the quality of the gift depends on their own wealth, strength and weakness, beauty and ugliness and wisdom, fate can not choose, and only the strong have the right to choose which gift to want, and the weak, whether there is this gift or not is a problem.
Xia Yanfeng now has enough strength to dominate everything, and the person who used to ignore his love is now afraid that he can't climb high. If you want the story to have no regrets, Xia Yanfeng must become the "strongest", only when he is strong, others will not dare to bully him, he must be respectful to himself, and dare not desecrate his dignity again, just because the strong man is just using his aura, which can also make anyone fearful and feel the cowardice of death. If Xia Yanfeng is still weak, he can't keep a woman, and no one will like him, because in this world, most people are very snobbish, and no one will stay with the weak for a lifetime because of sympathy for the weak. Such a person does not even exist in fairy tales...... It never existed......
The helplessness of the past has long been a cloud of the past, as long as there is a strong strength, most of the "wall grass" will come to attach to him and tie him up, without him taking the initiative, countless beauties will stick upside down. Therefore, what Xia Yanfeng likes is never love, but a powerful force! With strength, it is impossible for others to say that they are unwilling, looking at the beauty, even if she is imprisoned for a lifetime, just looking at her sorrowfully is better than watching her throw herself into the arms of others.
Xia Yanfeng cares that others are stronger than him, it doesn't matter! One day, he can be ten or a hundred times stronger than Guo Xing! At that time, kill Guo Xing! Anyway, in the end, he is also planning to rebel, what if he kills Guo Xing? Kill Sutron and rob the guild! Kill Lu Xiaotian, kill the demon king who had an affair with Zhen Wei, exterminate the mermaids, leave Hainer alone, kill all the "brothers", and kill Gu Xingchen by the way. Since he loves everything, since he wants everything, then let him monopolize the whole world! If he dares to snatch what he loves, he will die! Kill! Kill! Kill! Kill all! The world is all my Xia Yanfeng's alone, you all die for me!