Then the topic did not return to the relationship, and the two of them talked about the world again, from middle school to studying abroad, from China to Germany, and talked about the bits and pieces of their lives in Germany. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 Of course, Zhou Yi's status as a professional player is naturally inevitable.

Zheng Lulu took out a Dortmund jersey with Zhou Yi's name and number printed on it from her bag, and then said to Zhou Yi: "Can you sign my name?"

"That's no problem, you can let me sign it for you!" Zhou Yi was very heroic, then took the jersey and pen, and wrote next to his name on the back of the jersey: "To Zheng Lulu, may you bloom with confidence and be happy forever." The payment is "your classmate Zhou Yi".

Looking at the words written on the jersey by Zhou Yi with his head down, Zheng Lulu pursed her lips.

After signing the name, drinking the red wine in the bottle, and eating the dessert at the end.

It's time for this Christmas Eve dinner to end.

If it follows the plan of Zheng Lulu's roommate Catherine, then the next two people should move to the battlefield and go to a dimly lit and ambiguous bar to sit down, have a good drink, and talk to each other. Finally, go to Zheng Lulu's hotel room to go to Armageddon.

But neither Zhou Yi nor Zheng Lulu had any intention of continuing the next game.

Zheng Lulu took the initiative to offer: "I'm going back." ”

Zhou Yi nodded and said, "I'll send you back." ”

If Catherine heard this, she would definitely think that this was Zhou Yi's intention to take the initiative. But Zheng Lulu now knows very well that there will be no such misunderstanding between Zhou Yi and her.

He said he was going to send himself back, just because he was worried that a lone woman would be out there so late.

So she shook her head and said, "No need." You're a public figure now, and if someone sees it, you won't be able to tell, so be careful that the media will say that I'm your rumored girlfriend. ”

Zhou Yi scratched his head, Zheng Lulu's consideration was very practical. As a star, it is normal for him to have some scandals, but Zheng Lulu was shot while lying down, which is not good.

So instead of insisting, he said, "I'll call you a taxi." ”

This time, Zheng Lulu did not object.

"Okay, I'll be here in a moment. Zhou Yi put down his mobile phone and said to Zheng Lulu.

Zheng Lulu nodded.

Then there was a silence in the room, for the first time this evening, and the atmosphere began to cool.

Zhou Yi could feel the change in the atmosphere, everyone was still chatting enthusiastically before, laughing from time to time haha, very happy, why did this atmosphere suddenly disappear?

Maybe you're a little tired after a long night of talking, right?

Zhou Yi thought to himself, in fact, chatting is sometimes very tiring. I forgot where I saw it, saying that two people chatting is like playing tennis, if one person only serves the ball and does not receive the ball, then the ball cannot be played. If there is a person who has a high level of serving and receiving the ball, but the other side of the serving and receiving level is not very good, this ball can also be played, but that high level will be very tired. Only if both people are at a high level can this ball be played beautifully.

But there is also a price to be paid for being wonderful and beautiful, that is, the brain power of both people is very demanding. They have to keep looking for common language in the topic, think about the next topic when they discuss this topic, and then continue to extend on and so on.

Tonight, Zhou Yi felt that he was quite happy to chat with Zheng Lulu. When he agreed to have dinner with Zheng Lulu, he didn't expect to have such an atmosphere, he was ordered to tell jokes at the beginning just to avoid being cold, but he didn't expect Zheng Lulu to be very cooperative.

According to his previous impression of Zheng Lulu, this is a girl who you say three words, and she can reply to you with one word, she is introverted and shy, has little confidence, is taciturn, and is not sociable.

Such classmates, male or female, will definitely exist in anyone's class, they are often the most neglected people in this class, and after many years, everyone will even forget to notify them at the class reunion, and they can't remember the names of these faces when they look at the graduation photos.

But it was such a classmate who had no sense of existence, but Zhou Yi was impressed tonight.

Thinking of this, Zhou Yi found a topic to continue chatting about for a few words, which is still a cliché - praising Zheng Lulu's changes and praising her self-confidence. If it's when there's nothing to say, flatterers can't always be wrong.

But just as he was about to open his mouth, Zheng Lulu, who had been keeping his head down in front of him, suddenly raised his head and opened his mouth to speak.

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When Zhou Yi was thinking about how to "save respect", Zheng Lulu's people were actually fighting very fiercely in their hearts.

When she first came to Dortmund, she came with a very strong "purpose". When the atmosphere was good at the beginning after she came, she also had some longings. But as the content of the chat deepened, especially when it came to personal emotional issues, she realized that the good feeling before was just the enthusiasm shown by Zhou Yi as an old classmate she hadn't met for a long time, and there was no other superfluous meaning.

At first, after understanding this, Zheng Lulu was a little frustrated-even if she tried so hard to change herself, and Zhou Yi was surprised by the change, Zhou Yi still had no other superfluous feelings for her, so what did she work so hard for?

She originally planned to adjust her mentality, just treat it as a class reunion, don't think too much, say goodbye to Zhou Yi with a smile after eating, and leave with self-esteem.

But seeing that she was really about to say goodbye, she suddenly became unwilling.

Because she didn't know if she would have the courage to stand in front of Zhou Yi and say those words again after this time. If you don't say it, it's impossible to act as if nothing happened, and Zhou Yi, who doesn't know anything, can of course act as if nothing happened, but he can't.

She couldn't get past herself.

Some things have happened, some feelings have happened, some words have been held in my heart for a long time, how can I act as if nothing has happened?

They have clearly left such a deep imprint on their bodies and hearts.

She thought about it and felt that she should still say it, although she knew that saying it would not end well, because she had actually understood Zhou Yi's mind - he only regarded himself as an ordinary classmate, because everyone was in Germany, so he would be a little kinder, but it didn't mean that he would have feelings for himself because of this. Maybe this kind of thing will happen to others, but with her understanding of Zhou Yi, the probability of happening to Zhou Yi is zero.

But she still has to say that she doesn't say it for repercussions, but to prove herself. She takes this crush very seriously, okay, there has to be an ending. The relationship she took so seriously couldn't just hang in the air so inexplicably.

Thinking of this, she raised her head suddenly, looked into Zhou Yi's eyes and said, "I want to apologize to you, Zhou Yi." ”

"Ah, apologize?" Zhou Yi was very strange and didn't understand why Zheng Lulu said that.

"Because I didn't tell you the truth. ”

"This ......"

Zhou Yi didn't quite understand which Zheng Lulu was going to sing.

"I lied to you, Zhou Yi. I didn't come to study in Germany because I liked it. Zheng Lulu didn't give Zhou Yi time to react, nor did she give herself a chance to go back, and poured out all the words that were held in her heart in one breath.

"It's because I like ...... I like you!"

Hearing this, Zhou Yi felt as if he had been hit by a thunderbolt, and his whole person froze in his seat.

Looking at Zhou Yi's expression in a daze, Zheng Lulu paused for a moment and continued, anyway, that sentence was spoken, so what else can't be said?

“...... When I was in school, I have been secretly following you, and I think you are a very interesting person, although many of your things seem unreasonable to others, but I find you very energetic and charismatic. But at that time, I didn't have the self-confidence, I didn't dare to confess to you, I was afraid of being rejected by you, who would like me to be a person with braces on my teeth? So after knowing that you were going to play football in Germany, I also persuaded my mother to let her send me to study in Germany, in order to be closer to you. ”

"After coming to Germany, I tried my best to change myself, forced myself to live independently in Germany, where I was not familiar with my life, learned languages, worked part-time, made friends, actively participated in school activities, tried to speak loudly in front of many people, and I even participated in our school's speaking activities...... My classmates in Germany didn't know that I was actually a girl who didn't dare to speak out loud at all, and was always careful to purse her lips and even smile...... And I did all this to make myself more confident and better, so that I dared to say that sentence in front of you......"

"I follow every game you play in Germany, I follow every news you have in Germany, and I can see you improving every day, which makes me work harder to change myself and hope to have the courage to stand by your side...... But no matter how cheerful I become, I lack the courage to meet you at the thought of meeting you...... So I'm sorry I lied to you again, it's not QQ stolen at all, I just don't dare to come out and say hello to you......"

"I want to be as good as you, but I don't feel good enough. It wasn't until I was about to graduate that I mustered up the courage to decide to come and see you. But after I actually saw you, I ...... again Egged again. I didn't dare say that, I fantasized that you actually liked me too, and then confessed to me on Christmas Eve...... Sorry, I've read too many romance novels. Speaking of this, Zheng Lulu smiled and shook her head.

"I know you've always treated me like a normal classmate, and I know that if I say that, it might bother you a little...... So I thought okay, just treat it as if it was an ordinary class reunion, eat this meal, nothing happened, say goodbye to you, and go back. But just now, I regretted it. Because I ...... I'm not reconciled to ......"

When Zheng Lulu spoke before, although the speed of speech was fast, her tone was still quite calm, and she could still keep smiling. But when she said this, her voice gradually trembled, and there was a faint cry.

But she quickly regained her mood and continued:

"I'm not willing to say goodbye to you like this, I'm not willing to work hard for so many years but still don't have confidence, I'm not willing to let your impression of me be just an ordinary classmate...... I still want to convey my heart to you. But rest assured, I won't ask anything of you, that's what I ask of myself. I'm afraid that if I don't say it today, I won't have a chance to say it in the future. So it's okay if you reject me, it's okay if you laugh at me, you don't have to bother in any way, I just want you to know that, that's all. ”

Speaking of this, Zheng Lulu took a deep breath and a smile reappeared on her face: "Sure enough, it feels much better to say it." And I was afraid of this and that, for fear of rejection, for fear of making a fool of myself, in fact, it's good to say it, and there's nothing to be afraid of!"

After speaking, she got up and bowed slightly to Zhou Yi: "Thank you, Zhou Yi, thank you for this meal, thank you for listening to me say so much, thank you...... Appeared in my life. ”

With that, she picked up her bag and turned to leave. Without the slightest hesitation, she didn't dare to stay, she still didn't have the courage to hear Zhou Yi's answer in the end, but it didn't matter, everything that should be said was said, and now she felt that the result was not so important.

Behind her, Zhou Yi's mobile phone came with a prompt - the taxi he called for Zheng Lulu was already in front of the hotel...... (To be continued.) )