Chapter 592: Departure

- No matter what, this time I can't take a vacation! Sister Yun, she is very sad and returned to us intact, so in the future, everyone will be sisters!

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I thought that my silence and bowing my head at that time would be able to cover everything up. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info I never thought that the dense city ladies and women behind the Pang City Lord would become so quick and talk about me. However, to my great surprise, so many city ladies and ladies showed extraordinary enthusiasm for me, except for the surprise of seeing me. Their enthusiasm was so hot that I couldn't believe it. And in fact, not to mention enthusiasm, when I was courageously rushed into the garden of the Garden of Grace, I secretly prayed that they would not besiege me again so suddenly, as I had done before, and I was thankful! And all of them not only did not dislike me, but they vied with each other to please me and welcome me, which made me very confused.

-- Yun'er, you see, how kind the hundreds of beauties of the Lord are to you! Like you, they escaped from the snowstorm and the desperate situation that night, and they survived, you can be said to be friends in trouble! You must have helped each other in that unprecedentedly cruel night, that's why you are so kind to each other today, right? Haha...... I couldn't be happier to see you living in harmony!

City Lord Pang saw me raise his head slightly again, and looked at the crowd of city ladies gathered behind him, and listened carefully, he may have seen that I still couldn't laugh, and he should have deliberately forgiven me.

――Yun'er is also a person who has experienced great disasters and disasters, and she is also a person who has experienced strong winds and waves, presumably Yun'er can already think about it, everyone is harmonious with each other, happy and laughing, is the most meaningful thing!

The last time the city lord looked at my face, there was still no big change, and he was still silent, he continued to enlighten me, thinking about making me submit and make me submit.

However, it doesn't matter if I was at that time or who I am now. I've always been the same principle. There is only one city lord in my world, and I am loyal to the city lord Pang, and I naturally always expect the city lord Pang to be able to treat me with the same sincerity and loyalty. But seeing the Pang City Lord hugging left and right, and seeing the flowers and plants behind him, my heart was always tied with a knot, and I couldn't untie the knot, I couldn't accept it. Although, I have never understood why so many city ladies and women can think about it, and they can let the man they admire in their hearts, the city lord of Pang, share it with other women.

On that autumn day, I felt that no amount of effort I tried was in vain. I don't know what happened to that Pang City Lord and so many beautiful women like Huacheng Ladies and Women behind my back when I was lying on the top of the bed in Dongxue Hall's hall to recuperate, but I can encourage myself to be firm, and I firmly believe that that Pang City Lord has no way to let go, and his delicate women and ladies, I don't dare to guarantee the future of Pang City Lord.

I was in the despair and sadness of that autumn day, I was surrounded by their enthusiasm, I was also persuaded by the words of the city lord Pang, I was like a stubborn ice under the general light of that autumn day, my perseverance was tenacious, and I refused to melt, and their touching words flew in my ears, and I turned away mercilessly. At the exit from the east corner of the vast Garden of Hospitality Garden, I left them without looking back.

What are you doing here?

Why are you still so stubborn?

- Yun'er, your legs and feet have really recovered......

In the process of walking slowly and firmly towards the exit of the Garden of Hospitality as I walked slowly and firmly towards the exit of the Garden of Hospitality as I wrapped my feet around a heavy stone, in the noisy shouts behind me, the City Lord Pang never left his City Lady and the women for half a step, I just listened to the voice of the City Lord Pang rising again and again, I just listened to the voice of the City Lord Pang being thrown farther away by me for a while, and finally I completely walked out of the Garden of Hospitality and was silent behind me.

After that, I quietly bypassed the moat temple, quietly stepped on Houhua Mountain, quietly climbed the stairs of Dongxue Hall, and returned to the hall. I stepped to the south window of Dongxue Hall, pushed open the window, I looked south, looking at the people coming and going in the wide robbery field, looking at his prosperous Guyuan City, I imagined that the city lord Pang was still extremely noble in the hearts of the city's citizens. As I watched the hordes of outsiders enter the city, and bought a large number of quasi-Sebi Ti beads from the beaded building, I could imagine the boundless wealth of the city lord Pang. As for the matter of Pang City Lord's heart, I have no power to influence it at all. I let out a long sigh and continued to look south, I saw the wide and straight Miaonu Street, which was named by the city lord Pang himself, leading directly to the south of the city, and I didn't dare to imagine how many beautiful young women would walk into his Guyuan City Mansion and become his delicate and beautiful women in the long future! The more I thought about it at that time, the more uncomfortable I felt in my heart, the more helpless I was, and the more I couldn't find the direction. In the time I was lying down from the south window and looking out and into the distance, I thought about giving up, thinking about escaping, thinking about jumping out of that city, jumping out of that ancient city, and looking for a new world. However, every time I think of it, I don't feel a thousand kinds of reluctance in my heart, I can't help but feel a sharp pain in my heart, I imagine how deep my feelings for that Pang City Lord are when I leave Guyuan City! What I care about is not his glory, not his wealth, but my love for him through and through. I can't accept it anyway, he has so many women in his heart.

That day, after I returned to the hall of Dongxue Hall alone, when I was lying alone in the south window of the hall of Dongxue Hall and quietly thinking until dusk, I finally decided to stay, wait, and change the Lord of Pang City. During this period, I also thought of the old white doctor, thought of his injuries, thought of the help he might have for me, thought that I was not working alone, and thought that I didn't have the courage to leave the Pang City Lord I had finally met, I was weak and weak and returned to the top of the bed in Dongxue Hall where I had been lying quietly for more than three months, and I waited quietly, waiting for Pang City Lord to return to the hall and sleeping room.

And looking back on the past, in the more than three months that I was lying alone on the top of Dongxuetang's bed, Pang City Lord could say that he had not spent a single night by my side. I can also understand him, because at that time, my body was wrapped in wounds, probably because the Pang City Lord was afraid of sleeping with me and accidentally injuring me, so he stayed overnight. Because of this, I also imagined that the city lord Pang must have seen me in the daytime, in the garden of the Garden of Hospitality without a doubt, saw my legs and feet, and my flesh and bones recovered as before. Therefore, if City Lord Pang no longer worries about accidentally injuring my injuries in the same bed, he should return to Dongxue Hall and sleep with me that night. So, I waited quietly, waiting for the arrival of the Pang City Lord. I waited from dusk to dark, from dark to late at night, until the autumn breeze rose outside, and waited until the end of the night outside, but in the hall of the Dongxue Hall where I was, no one stepped in except me, and I was referring only to the Pang City Lord.

In the middle of the night, when it was almost dawn, I was completely uneasy. I couldn't take it anymore. I was lying alone in the hall of Dongxue Hall tossing and turning, I didn't think about tea and food, but I just couldn't wait for the arrival of that Pang City Lord. I didn't understand at that time, Pang City Lord saw with his own eyes that my body was no longer in serious trouble, and he didn't have any reason not to return to the Dongxue Hall, but why didn't he accompany me?

I think of what the city lord Pang said during the day, under the bright sun, holding his Xiaomei and Xiaoya left and right into the room to enjoy themselves, I can understand where the city lord Pang stayed all night. However, what I can't figure out is that the city lord Pang was still secretive about enjoying hundreds of beautiful women before, but now he can act blatantly. It was as if he didn't shy away from anything at that moment, and he didn't care about my feelings at all. Although I don't know how the other city ladies and ladies in the garden of Hospitality felt about what Pang City Lord had done, from my own point of view, I couldn't accept what Pang City Lord had done. I feel that compared to his previous self, that Pang City Lord has become too much evil, too deep, and he is simply hopeless. I can't even imagine what that Pang City Lord will become in the future.

In the second half of the night, I couldn't hold back my tears and tears. I don't know if my choice was right or wrong. I don't know what I can do for Lord Pang. I endured the night silently until dawn.

When the bright light of the sun slowly shone on the inside and outside of Guyuan City in the early morning, I was thinking that the Pang City Lord didn't seem to care much about me. He was only surprised that my legs and feet had fully recovered in the garden of the Garden of Hospitality in front of so many city ladies and women, and he did not hold back too much on my departure. He didn't even put myself in my shoes to understand how I felt at that time. He didn't follow me at all, and he didn't follow me back to the hall of Dongxue Hall. He continued to stay in the garden of the Garden of Hospitality so ruthlessly, and continued to bury himself surrounded by the ladies and women of his delicate city, and he reveled in the enjoyment of his beauty, not knowing how to extricate himself or to be sober.

And what can I do? What can I change?

Pang City Lord, in my inner world, from that day on, let me see despair little by little. And even during the time I was meditating and cultivating in the hall of Dongxue Hall, no matter how accustomed to staying in the Garden of Hospitality was so much that City Lord Pang should have considered how I felt at that time?

In the days that followed, City Lord Pang would still go up to the hall of Dongxue Hall from time to time to rest briefly during the day, because he would mostly deal with some affairs inside and outside the mansion in the hall at the bottom of Dongxue Hall during the day. However, in the evening, I rarely had a chance to keep him. It was as if his heart had been stolen. No matter how I dragged it back, it was all difficult.

However, in those years, I have been trying to bear it. Bearing the changes of the Pang City Lord, he also insisted on staying in his hall in Dongxue Hall. Every night, I don't leave it, and I stay there lonely.

Later, during the Mid-Autumn Festival, under the extreme emptiness and frustration in my inner world, the city lord Pang did the only thing that pleased me, that is, at the Mid-Autumn Festival, the city lord Pang was especially in front of the guards and beauties of the mansion, and he gave a very high evaluation and affirmation to the city ladies and women who treated him with a white beard and long hair, including the credit for healing my internal and external injuries. Therefore, the city lord Pang was above the pavilion of the Hospitality Garden, in the center of the corridor of the three-story large fan-contoured corridor, facing all the city ladies and women in the garden and the city guards, announcing that the old man with white beard and white hair was allowed to stay in the Guyuan City Mansion for a long time.

I don't know what kind of feelings the city lord Pang made that decision for that matter, but his actions were approved by all the city ladies and women in the city mansion and myself. As for the old man with a white beard and long white hair, I didn't see any special joy on his face that day. He didn't claim his injury that day, nor did he tell the Pang City Lord about his destiny, but at that time, he was also standing in the center of the tall three-story corridor of the Hospitality Garden, smiling as before, but he stared at the hundreds of beautiful city ladies and women below, laughing and shaking his head.

I could feel that the old white doctor was not sure of what the city lord had done in those days, and I could feel that the old white doctor had always maintained the same attitude as me. I just hope that after the old white doctor was allowed by the city lord Pang to stay in the city mansion of Guyuan City for a long time, he would be able to do some help to the city lord Pang to abandon evil and follow good.

Next, I will devote more hope to the old white doctor who sometimes appears in the city of Guyuan City, and the old white doctor who is dressed in the earthy gray fat and abnormal clothes.

However, after waiting for a while, autumn has passed. The annual winter is approaching, and there is still no change in the actions of the Pang City Lord. He was still busy in the mansion during the day, and at night he slept in the dense pavilion rooms of the Hospitality Garden. He lived a fairy-like life without restraint, and still didn't pay much attention to my feelings.

And when I was walking in the city of Guyuan City by chance, when I met the old white doctor with his fat sleeves fluttering, I also saw him bow respectfully to me at a wide angle, and then turn around and leave without saying a word! I also tried to greet him, and even asked him about changing the behavior of the Pang City Lord. It's just that the old white doctor never talks to me face-to-face, and he never tells me too many things. I was even more puzzled by the old white doctor.

Next, the cold winter arrived, and it was once again bitterly cold. And although the cold in that winter was not very strong, it could arouse too much of my thoughts. In particular, it reminds me of the cold and freezing late night at the beginning of summer, and I always feel that the pain is like a god, and it is always awakened in my memory, awakened in my sleep, and it feels vivid.

Just like that, I relied on the tall Dongxue Hall of the Pang City Lord for a summer, autumn and winter, and the Pang City Lord has been lukewarm to me for most of the half year, ignoring others and things. He also spent half a year in the sun and moon, rarely staying in the tallest Dongxue Hall in Guyuan City, which he was most proud of before him. Sometimes, I feel that the interest is indifferent and the meaning is lost. I started trying to change myself. It wasn't until the coldest part of that winter that I made the decision to move back to the garden of Hospitality that I hated so much, where hundreds of city ladies and women lived.

I still live in my own sleeping room on the east corner of the third floor of the Hospitality Garden Pavilion. Fortunately, as if the city lord Pang had prepared before, when I climbed the pavilion alone and stepped into the outside of my sleeping room at the end of the corridor on the third floor of the Hospitality Garden, the north side of the pavilion door and window that I had been blown down by the wind in the middle of that snowy night, had been renovated. I pushed the door in, and the small south window in the house had been repaired as before. It's just that the dust in the house is a little thick, so I simply cleaned up and scrubbed it, and then went into my original sleeping room again.

And that night that day, I thought about it, I recalled, I recalled the time when the city lord was very sad, when the sky outside the house changed dramatically and the clouds were thick, when I curled up on the top of my bed near the south window, the city lord Pang personally visited my sleeping room, greeted me with warmth, and cared deeply about me, I compared the summer and autumn I spent in the hall of Dongxue Hall, half a winter, I deeply felt that everything seemed to have changed, at least it was changing. Pang City Lord, he obviously cares for me, not as good as before.

The night when I was the first to move into my sleeping room in the Pavilion of the Hospitality Garden, I pondered carefully. The result of my thinking was that in the days when I was seriously injured and lay down in the hall of Dongxue Hall to recuperate, my injury, my inconvenience in sharing a bed, gave a chance to the hundreds of ladies and women of the city in the pavilion of the Hospitality Garden. In such a long day and moon, they tempted and entangled the Pang City Lord day and night, disturbing the Pang City Lord's mind. And in my acquaintance, when so many city ladies and women suddenly appeared in the garden of Hospitality a few days ago, they were unusually enthusiastic about me, all because of their gratitude for the opportunity I gave them. Moreover, according to my speculation and the point of the Pang City Lord, the hundreds of surviving City Ladies and Women who had frostbite on their legs and feet were all recovered under the personal escort and care of the Pang City Lord. I understand the truth of love over time. Therefore, the more and more outrageous transformation of the city lord of Pang, I think, is inseparable from so many city ladies and women, and has a major relationship, a direct relationship. When I think about it, I feel more and more unsatisfactory.

That night, I was alone in my sleeping room, and I was calm and low. As the night grew darker, I heard the sounds of the ladies and women of the city in each of the bedrooms of the pavilion outside dimmed. On the first night I didn't light the oil lamp in my house at all. I just quietly listened out the window, in the attic. I could hear the work of the past moment, and in a pavilion below, the joyful laughter of the Pang City Lord sounded. Immediately after, with that bedroom as the center, in the upper and lower circles of the pavilion of the Hospitality Garden, the ladies and women of the city in a row of many bedrooms became boiling again.

I know that they all welcome Pang City Lord, but I don't know if they really love Pang City Lord. I listened to Lord Pang playing and playing with more than one city lady in one of the bedrooms, and then I heard the heart-pounding roar of the sleeping room, and I knew that they were all very happy. I could feel what they were doing, but I didn't go out and get closer, let alone try to stop them. I understand that what Pang City Lord needs to change is his mind, otherwise, he will always be hopeless.

And when I listened to the roars of men and women in the bedroom room where the lord of Pang was in the pavilion of the Garden of Hospitality reached the most intense and compelling waking night, I also heard the warning voice of an old man who summoned my memory and made my heart pound in the northern garden of the Garden of Hospitality sounded.

Hurt the peach blossoms, this is fate!

With the old man's cry, I suddenly woke up. In fact, that old man with a white beard and long white hair has never given up on changing the city lord of Pang, but what he can do as an outsider is nothing more than that. After all, Pang Yuexiang is the lord of a city in Guyuan City, who has the courage to really provoke him? I will continue to think, I think that every late night, the old man with white beard and long white hair will give the same warning cry to the pavilion of the Hospitality Garden? Because at least almost every night before, the old man with white beard and white hair should have entered the pavilion of the Hospitality Garden to heal the legs and feet of those frostbitten city ladies and women.

When I thought of it, I listened to the old man with white beard and long white hair in the garden of the northern hospitable garden outside the house, and listened to the sound of thousands of bamboo sticks rolling and knocking on his sleeves, crisp and deafening, but gradually drifting away, as if following the figure of the old man. After a short while, the old man's warning voice was too far away to be heard, accompanied by the sound of the old man's sleeve rolling and swaying of the bamboo sticks.

After that, I seemed to listen to the jubilation in the room where the Pang City Lord was about to be in the pavilion of the Garden of Grace. It seems that the old man's heartfelt warning voice to the Pang City Lord, even if he has warned him for a summer and autumn, it still does not help him! Or perhaps, that Pang City Lord has also heard the length of a summer and autumn, and his warning voice for the white-bearded, white-haired old man has long been boring, and he has no feeling at all, as if he is accustomed to listening to the sound of the wind outside.

But when I thought about it, I felt that the other side of the problem was that the old man with a white beard and long white hair was just like what the city lord Pang mentioned when he described it, why did he let go of the end of the world rather than wander, and only stayed in the city of Guyuan City to do those meaningless things every day?

That night, to tell the truth, for the first time, I moved from the top of the soft bed in the high Dongxue Hall to the three-story pavilion of the Hospitality Garden, where the old days were mixed with all kinds of sad past. Not to mention the coldness of the room, the stiffness of the bed in the room, the darkness and desolation of the room, the night I stayed there, I was concerned that no one knew or cared that I had returned to my old sleeping house!

I was alone on top of my bed, wrapped in a damp and thin quilt, and I couldn't sleep. I was restless inside, especially when I heard the sound of cheering and shouting in the sleeping room where the city lord Pang was. I really envy that Pang City Lord, who was born with a handsome face, a tall body, and a shrewd mind, earning gold and silver that he can't spend in his life...... Perhaps, he should have enjoyed such a luxurious life, and I sometimes blame myself for being too stubborn when I think about it. For the Pang City Lord, I feel powerless.

I just quietly, darkening the light in my room, leaning against the cold wall, listening to the Pang City Lord continue to indulge in the pavilion of the Garden of Pleasures.

Late at night, I still couldn't sleep. I felt the coldness of that sleeping room alone. I think back to the same cold and cold in the same dark night, the same cold wind howling, and I vaguely feel that I am going back to that unprecedented snowy night, and I can't help but be nervous, and the more nervous I am, the more awake I become.

In the second half of the night, I listened to a large circle in the pavilion of the Hospitality Garden, upstairs and downstairs, the ladies and women of the city on the left and right of the building gradually accompanied the Pang City Lord to play until they were tired, and when they were sleepy, I listened to their noisy voices gradually narrowed, and finally weakened to the bedroom house where the Pang City Lord was located, I heard the muttering of the Pang City Lord and the lady and the lady of the city in the house were no longer so noisy, and then I heard the Pang City Lord's gradually heavy wheezing and snoring......

At that time, at the deepest point of that cold winter night, I realized how long the winter night was, and it was at that time that I couldn't help but cry. That's because, until that time, I listened to the Pang City Lord finally stopped, I listened to his snoring evenly and happily, I listened to him drunk, and I also slept in the bed of another woman. And I, I moved out of the hall of the Gao Gao Dongxue Hall, which he loved the most on weekdays, and moved to the cold sleeping room in the pavilion of the Warm Garden where I was at that moment, I quietly endured loneliness and loneliness alone, but the Pang City Lord, until that time, did not notice my actions in the slightest. He didn't care about me in the Dongxue Hall, he must not have gone to see me in the Dongxue Hall, he must not have noticed that I had left the Dongxue Hall, and he became less concerned about me. He didn't send anyone to look for me or ask me, but he was still intoxicated with the happiness and enjoyment he was accustomed to. And maybe it's because City Lord Pang has heard about it, or maybe he himself has seen with his own eyes that there is no longer me in the hall of Dongxue Hall, but he doesn't care about everything, he doesn't care about my situation, and he doesn't even care about my life anymore. My existence and non-existence, my good and bad life, for him, are all the same. Or, that night, I thought of the worst possibility, that is, the city lord Pang knew that I left the hall of Dongxue Hall, he also saw me move out of the hall of Dongxue Hall with his own eyes, and he knew that I had moved back to the pavilion of the Hospitality Garden, so he was not so anxious, not so panicked, not so anxious to find me, he could also sleep happily with his delicate city ladies and women as he did on weekdays. In short, that night, I felt extremely aggrieved in my heart, I was so aggrieved that I didn't dare to compare the past, I racked my brains when it was close to dawn, tried my best to force myself to calm down, abandon everything, and finally fell asleep unconsciously, sleepy and lost.

However, in the early morning, the city lord Pang and the two city ladies and women pushed the door of my house open. I was so sleepy that I was awakened by the sound of a strong door being slammed. I reluctantly opened my eyes in a daze, and I saw the city lord Pang who was a little dazed, out of breath and panting, his whole body was extremely flustered.

When I saw him in a daze, my heart was filled with resentment, and I rolled over and fell asleep again. However, I strongly felt that I had just fallen asleep when I turned over and just fell asleep, and I was woken up again by the sound of the Pang City Lord shouting and screaming.

Yun'er, Yun'er! You can scare the owner to death! The owner thinks that the master has been looking for you for a morning, so he can be regarded as giving you ......

I was also in a daze listening to the heavy and loud cries of the Pang City Lord, and I was completely awakened by his excited shouts. And when I heard half of his call, I felt that my body, which was lying on the top of the bed on my side, was suddenly picked up, and was picked up by a pair of thick arms, and I heard the words that the city lord Pang had not finished shouting just now.

The owner thinks that the owner has lost you! The owner thinks that he will never find you again! You can scare the owner to death! Yun'er ......

As I uttered these words, I felt my arms hugging me tighter! At the same time, I was kissed intensely on my thin face.