Forget to put pen to paper, yes, this is the state of mind when the ghost writes these words. The pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info entangled, ashamed, painful, wanting to give up, knowing that giving up will be very heart-wrenching.

I really don't want to give up, but"

Insistence "will always be a more painful thing than the ten tortures of the Manchu Qing Dynasty."

Yes, it's been almost half a year, why?

Yes, during this time, some people are very busy with major events in life, but Oniyou doesn't dare to lie, the biggest reason is that Oniyou finally has the shameful idea of giving up.

Why is that?

Because Oniyo really wants to write this novel well, and I really want to write it so that everyone likes to read it.

But what kind of novel is what everyone likes to read?,This idea has been haunting Ghost Yo's mind since the first word of "Thunder Killing" was written.

Writing a novel is a tiring thing for the brain and body, especially when you have to write something every day.

So Ghost You wants to write what you like, so that you can write more easily, but you find that the effect is average, so Ghost You wants to write the most popular style, in a vain attempt to take a ride or something, but the effect is also average, and writing is particularly tiring.

So in this swaying negation and self-denial, Ghost You persisted for three years one after another, and also masochized himself for three years.

As a result, Oniyo felt very painful in his heart.

"Thunder Killing" is the first novel written in the life of Ghost You.,Of course,The meaning doesn't stop there.,All of them,Ghost You doesn't want to say.,Anyway, the meaning is very special and special.。

It is precisely because of this that Ghost You is so reluctant to give up.

During this time, Ghost You turned on the computer many times, looked at the little thing he had written for three years, and kept admonishing himself in his heart.

Give up, give up bravely, just like the original way to give up, although it will hurt the heart, but at least the long pain is better than the short pain.

However, there is another thing called an ideal in my heart, which always defends the last trace of discipline in the depths of Ghost You's heart.

So Ghost You was very painful in his heart, and he kept making multiple choice questions about whether to give up or not, and finally, Ghost You was still very stupid and naïve and was defeated by the only trace of discipline left in his heart.

Turn on the computer and write this passage in a self-hypnotic way, because Ghost You has finally decided to finish writing "Thunder Killing", because Ghost You needs to give an explanation to himself, an explanation to the former youth, and an explanation to readers who still collect "Thunder Killing".

So Ghost You is here to make an explanation without discipline: Ghost You will finish writing "Thunder Killing", I don't dare to guarantee how good it will be written later, I don't dare to guarantee that there will be updates every day, I only dare to guarantee two things, the first is that it will be written, and the date of completion is uncertain.

The second is that it will be finished for free, because the ghost has not yet lost the discipline to the point of vainly begging everyone to spend money in such a novel and writing a novel.