readx;?“ What do you mean? Pannis was stunned and asked with a puzzled expression, "If I killed you, can you still become an undead?" Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ”

"Well, I'm not sure about that, but I don't think so. Nelly was also stunned by Pannis's question for a while, and shook her head with a wry smile: "After all, I'm different from ordinary creatures now." ”

"yes, I thought so too. Pannis sighed and said, "Since the time when you took over the divine power, your body has been transformed into a perfect divine body, and it is impossible to become an undead, not even a ghost without a body, I have considered this question for a long time. So what do you mean, and why do you say that even killing you doesn't mean separation?"

"Because in a sense, if you kill me, I'll be with you forever. Nelly pressed her forehead against Pannis's forehead and whispered, "Forget, I told you." ”

"Oh, you mean that. Pannis immediately lost interest and said a little depressed: "Yes, you told me that as a godkiller, you can snatch the godhead and divine power of the gods, so when the time comes, I can naturally devour the godhead of the ownerless after killing you, take over the authority of the gods, and become a new generation of gods of death, is this always with you?"

"Doesn't it count?" Nelly tilted her head and asked with a smile: "For more than a hundred years, the godhead of Danacus has remained in my body, and it has been integrated with my body, and it can be counted as a part of me a long time ago, and it also retains my memory and my will, when you devour the godhead and take over the divine power, with the godhead as the medium, everything about me will be transferred to you, my spirit, my memory, my thoughts, my love for you, can be experienced from the depths of my heart at any time." So, kill me, but I haven't left you, I will always be by your side, and face the endless years to come with you. ”

"Shall I hold a portrait of you every day? The corners of Pannis's mouth twitched, and he said expressionlessly: "I don't want to be together forever, will you smile at me then, will you hug me like now, can you hold my hand when I miss it? I've had enough, dear, I've had enough of that feeling, I don't want to relive it anymore, no matter what, I can't accept killing you who is still yours now." ”

"Well, Kyle, what's the point of a childish refusal now? I know, you're just being coquettish like I did. Nelly shook her head like a spoiled child and sighed, "You know, I know, but we all have no choice now. What else can you do but kill me? Turn around and run away? No way, you know what your responsibility is, you're not the kind of person who doesn't shirk responsibility irresponsibly, and it's impossible to leave me alone, so you can't do such a thing. So, you're here with me, and you can't help me except watch me go to my end in pain step by step, and you can't even share my pain and stress. ”

Pannis's face was gloomy and frightening, his head hung without saying a word, his eyes were cold and empty, and there was no trace of emotion in them, as if he had died.

"Don't be like this, my dear, our minds are figured out, so I know that your rejection, your anger, your frustration, your irritability, and your arrogance just now all stem from your love for me and your hatred for yourself, and you are just venting your emotions. Nelly stroked Pannis's hair, but the words she said were like sharp knives, stabbing into Pannis's heart one by one:" Not only do you hate your past mistakes so much that I am in this situation, but you also hate you now, and you know very well in your heart that what I just said is right and cannot be denied at all, so you hate yourself for not being able to help me solve Danacus, you hate that you can't use your body to bear the pain of fighting for my soul for me, you hate yourself for being so weak that you once again lose control of everything, once again feel the helplessness and despair when facing Danacus, and you still hate yourself for not being able to drive away all my troubles and worries for me as you said when we fell in love。 I understand, I understand all this, but Kyle, you have said the same thing to me before, and now I give it back to you, reality is always cruel, miracles never exist, as strong people, we must have the courage to face reality, we must face cruelty and pain. We are human beings, so we can be sad, we can be depressed, we can be weak for a while, but when we have cried, made trouble, and vented, we must still return to the original path, continue to face the cruel reality, and continue to bear the baptism of pain. Such a strong will is what makes us strong, and our strength lies not in our strength, but in our hearts. Remember that? When I first fell in love, when I received the news of Waji's death, you said it to me, and I always remember it, and I think you need it now. ”

"Yes, I've cried, I've made trouble, I've vented, but I still have to go back to the original way. The gloom on Pannis's face slowly turned into a faint sadness, and he covered his forehead with his hand and groaned: "No matter how cruel the reality is, you still have to face it." ”

"That's right, my dear, escaping will never solve the problem, the only way to solve the problem is to face it. Nelly leaned over and put her face on Pannis's face, and said softly: "Didn't you say when I was disguised as Danakus, that you were ready to come to your senses, and this time you will never run away again, no matter what the outcome is, you are ready to accept it calmly." When I heard your declaration, I was really happy in my heart at that time, because I knew that after a hundred years of escaping and a hundred years of indulgence, you are finally back on the right path, and you will not ...... Just talking. ”

"Oh, I understand, I understand. Pannis's smile was weak, the act of laughter that should have been used to represent joy, but it made his expression look so bleak, Pannis's voice began to become hoarse, as if he was saying to Nelly, as if he was talking to himself: "Separation, reunion, separation, everything is like a dream, it's just that this dream is so real." Oh, in the past hundred years, I have had countless nightmares, each time I was reunited in a dream, and when I woke up, I was separated, and now it seems that the nightmare is finally over, and this should be the last nightmare. (To be continued.) )