Chapter 375: Companionship
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The capable prevail, this is the social law she is used to, but she forgets that this is a time and space of dignity and humility, not the ability and motivation, and always moving towards the goal she believes will be allowed or even approved.
Such an idea cannot even be said openly, and even if it is thought about, it will not be allowed by the orthodox.
The following offenses are considered sins also. No matter how big or small, it won't be popular after all.
In fact, if you think about it carefully, even in the modern time and space when democracy has developed considerably, in the society in which she lives, she is also denied and rejected by the whole collective.
However, there is much more room to define the so-called following offenses, and people are generally much more tolerant. Especially in the workplace, efficiency is the most important, and it is natural that those who are able to work harder.
She suddenly remembered a Jewish friend she knew who had mentioned this significant difference in small talk. In Jewish doctrine, sin is the failure to hit the bull's-eye, in vernacular terms, the failure to discover a sense of purpose or meaning in life.
"Dad, I see. She rubbed the bridge of her nose, and after all, she didn't argue with Yan Shengguo anymore.
This is no ordinary difference, she has no way to convince, and she does not want to convince. After all, what she lives in now is the era in which Yan Shengguo has always lived. Rather than change him, and everyone else, it would be safe to change herself.
It's just that she is actually not young, her heart has long been fixed, and it is not easy to change. Maybe there will be no changes in her bones in this life, but she can learn from the work of face.
Compared to those ladies who have lived in the boudoir since childhood. She is far from learning everything, let alone being able to do everything in her words and deeds.
Since she decided to go on with Shen Jingyuan, for the sake of safety, she still tried her best to learn.
Yan Shunhua's thoughts drifted away involuntarily, so much so that Yan Shengguo called several times before he came back to his senses and showed a puzzled expression.
"That kid left you alone and went home. Is there something sudden, or else, judging by what you say, he would be in a hurry to marry you back. How can I get your consent, but I haven't come to the door for a long time?"
Despite being angry. Yan Shengguo, who was deflated a lot by Yan Shunhua, finally brought it up, and his tone was naturally still unhappy, and he was mostly disgusted.
Yan Shunhua smiled slightly. Somehow. Seeing Yan Shengguo like this made her feel very warm in her heart.
"He disappears every now and then, and he should be doing his own thing. I never ask that. He will naturally tell me what he can reveal to me, and what is not suitable for me to know, he will not tell me anyway. ”
Although she is inevitably worried at times, in general, it is the duty of a soldier to obey orders. No matter what time and space it is, keep it strictly secret from those who are outside the mission. That's the way things should be.
Although Yan Shengguo didn't know what Shen Jingyuan was doing, he also knew that with his identity as the prince of the Dingguo Mansion, whether it was secretly or openly, it was not suitable for them to inquire, so he didn't argue about this point.
It's just that he still feels sorry for her in the end, and complains more and more unhappily, "The more I discuss it now, the more my father feels that he is not a good person."
Not to mention that he looks too much to attract bees and butterflies, the family backgrounds of the two parties are not compatible, and the home is too far away, especially the man who still can't go home on time and can't even tell people the real reason for leaving home.
I can't take care of the family, you have to learn to face and solve everything by yourself, and being a virtuous helper may only be barely qualified, and he may need you to serve as his staff occasionally. ”
I don't know if it's because of her age, or because of her leg injury, so her mood is a lot more relaxed, plus she hasn't seen her for too long since she was away from home, and when she met, she was so surprised, Yan Shengguo chattered, eager to say all the words in her heart at one time.
"You're not the kind of ambitious person, and you don't yearn for glory and wealth. Simply eating and drinking, our family can already do it. With the reputation of the Yan family in the vicinity, even in the city, it can help you find a suitable Ruyi Langjun and live the idyllic pastoral life that you yearn for in your nature.
Now that I have met Shen Shizi by chance, there are a lot of things to learn and a lot of things to face, and I will only be physically and mentally tired in the future, and in the end, I may not be able to live the peaceful life you want, why bother?"
Yan Shunhua was stunned when she heard this, and then burst into laughter, "Dad, at this point, you really don't have to worry. Believe me, although he is very busy, and there is really no way to stay by my side all the time, but in this world, it is impossible for any man with a little heart and ability to revolve around his sweetheart for a long time.
However, Shen Jingyuan would happily spend most of that little free time on me, which is already a good performance compared to most men. ”
I have to say that Yan Shengguo actually knows her very well. After so many years of getting along, her father is really very qualified.
What he said is actually quite reasonable. Although the life that Shen Jingyuan wants is not too different from what she wants, to the point of irreconcilability, but for now, there is still a big gap between the real life he is in and her expectations for her future life.
It's just that he is in his position, and he can't help himself, and in this life, I'm afraid he won't be able to live completely according to his own heart. After all, the first thing he has to do before he can live is to make sure that he can survive safely. And for this, he had to plan in his own position, so that he fell into a long-term offensive and defensive battle.
Perhaps, only after his children and grandchildren take over the burden on his shoulders, can Shen Jingyuan enjoy some rare leisure time in his twilight years.
Since she chose him, she not only accepted him as a person, but also took the initiative to step into his world, integrate into his involuntary life, and then cooperate with each other as much as possible within his ability, and manage their peace and happiness bit by bit.
The most affectionate confession is a long-term silent companionship. Just like a song, they slowly accompany each other and grow old together.
Even if the gray hair is gray, in each other's hearts, they are still beautiful when they were young, and even if the passion is no longer there, I still love you as before. (To be continued.) )