Lin Hongwan didn't sleep well this night, she didn't know why this happened, she was the eldest lady of the family, Mo Xuelian was something, she was just a wet nurse's child, and she was also her companion, why did Qiu Yu like her, in terms of family status, which one is not much better than her.

Moreover, she doesn't look bad, she is also a beauty, even if Mo Xuelian is prettier than her, what can she do, she can't figure it out, she really can't figure it out, just thinking about it like this, the sky will be bright in a daze.

Early in the morning, Lin Hongwan's eyes were a little swollen after getting up, she asked the little maid to make ice for her and looked better, and then, after breakfast, she planned to continue to study in the courtyard of the middle hall.

And Mo Xuelian's side slept well last night, because she didn't have any miscellaneous thoughts in her heart at all, and she was not so sensitive to the relationship between men and women.

Therefore, she didn't see that Lin Hongwan liked Qiu Yu, she just regarded everyone as friends, and after she got up, she also cleaned herself up, and walked towards the courtyard of the central hall after eating.

After arriving at the courtyard of the central hall, Lin Hongwan arrived before her for the first time today, but after she came in, Lin Hongwan didn't look at her, nor did she say hello, she saw that Lin Hongwan's face was not good, thinking that she was uncomfortable, and she didn't care, after greeting Mr. Woman, Mr. Woman saw that the two of them had arrived, and started today's teaching task.

Today, the female gentleman is still teaching dance, and Mo Xuelian and Lin Hongwan are still doing various dance moves with the female gentleman, but today Lin Hongwan is obviously absent-minded and always makes mistakes, and was reminded several times by the female gentleman.

After Mo Xuelian saw it, she whispered in Lin Hongwan's ear, Hongwan, what's wrong with you today, are you not feeling well?"

After Lin Hongwan heard this, she looked at Mo Xuelian and shook her head without any expression, and said, "I'm fine, maybe I'm not feeling well." Mo Xuelian nodded after hearing this, her face full of concern.

After the lady had taught all the movements, she let the two of them practice on their own, and then she sat down in the atrium to rest for a while.

Mo Xuelian and the two practiced and practiced, she didn't stand firm and almost fell, but finally stood still, but the jade pendant in Mo Xuelian's arms accidentally fell out, it was the first time Qiu Yu saw her and gave her the jade pendant of the five great families.

Mo Xuelian hurriedly stepped forward to pick up the jade pendant and looked at it carefully to see if it was broken, and then put it in her arms again with confidence.

Although she didn't think there was anything in her series of actions, it was different in Lin Hongwan's eyes.

When the jade pendant just fell out, Lin Hongwan saw clearly that it was the jade pendant of the five great families, and she also saw the Qiu character on it, when she saw this, her body doing dance moves suddenly stiffened and stopped there, at this time, her heart was turbulent and shocking, because the jade pendant of the five great families generally does not give away easily,

"Why does Mo Xuelian have Qiu Yu's jade pendant, why?" Lin Hongwan's face was very ugly, and she kept asking this question again in her mind, but she couldn't think of any answer. There is only one in my heart, that is, the jade pendant is a token of love between Mo Xuelian and Qiu Yu, and the two of them must have made a private agreement for life.

"When is it, impossible, impossible. Lin Hongwan roared angrily in her heart, at this time, she shook her head in disbelief and stepped back, almost falling.

She was no longer in the mood to do dance moves, so she immediately turned around and walked towards the middle hall with an ugly face, and after saluting the female gentleman, "I am not feeling well today, the female gentleman will stop for the time being." ”

"Okay, then that's all for today, you have to pay more attention to your body. The gentleman nodded in agreement.

Lin Hongwan didn't care about talking to Mo Xuelian, so she quickly ran out of the courtyard of the middle hall, after Mo Xuelian saw her run out, she was a little inexplicable, and in the end, it was the female gentleman who told her that Lin Hongwan was not feeling well and was going back, and today's class ended here.

After Mo Xuelian found out, she wanted to chase Lin Hongwan and ask if her body was serious, but she had already run a long way away, and it was estimated that she would not be able to catch up, so Mo Xuelian had to go back first.

After Lin Hongwan ran out of the courtyard of the central hall, in fact, she did not go back to her yard, but ran to a hole in a rockery in the Lin Mansion.

She cried for a while, and after calming down a little, she slowly and staggered back to her room, and when she got to the room, she closed the door and lay down on the bed, and told the maid that she didn't want to see anyone and not to disturb her.

As soon as Mo Xuelian returned to the room and was about to open the door, Hongru saw her, so she stepped forward to ask curiously.

"Xuelian, why did you come back earlier than usual today. ”

"Mother, Hongwan is a little unwell today, so she stopped studying for the time being. ”

After hearing this, Hongru's face immediately became anxious, and she asked worriedly, "Is that Hongwan sick?" Yan is not serious, no, I want to go and see." ”

"No need, mother, it shouldn't be serious for the time being, don't worry so much, she just doesn't look good today, she doesn't like to talk, she should be fine the day after tomorrow." “

Mo Xuelian comforted her mother, Hongru was a little relieved when she heard it, and she didn't rush to see Lin Hongwan, and then the two entered their room.

In the evening, Mo Xuelian and her mother had dinner, and after cleaning up the dishes and chopsticks, she went back to the house to sleep, while Hongru quietly walked out of the room in the middle of the night while everyone was sleeping.

She tiptoed out of the courtyard and came to the Buddhist hall of the ancestors of the Lin family, as soon as she entered the Buddhist hall, she knelt in front of the Buddha when she saw that no one was around, and after kowtowing three times, she prayed and repented.

"Buddha, please bless my daughter Lin Hongwan with good health, no illness and no disaster, peace and joy, enjoy wealth and prosperity to live a life, don't have anything bad happen to her, if there is, I am willing to bear it on her behalf, blame me, everything is my fault. ”

"It was I who was unwilling back then, and replaced her and Snow Lotus, if there is any retribution, please also ask the Buddha to retribution on me, don't implicate my daughter Hongwan, these are all decisions made by me and my mother privately, privately changed at the mouth of the hole in the southwest corner of the Lin Mansion, no one knows, pray for the Buddha's forgiveness, don't blame. ”

At the same time that Hongru was confessing and praying in front of the Buddha, Lin Hongwan was upset and couldn't sleep, she wanted to go out for a walk, she wanted to go to the Buddha Hall to meditate, so she put on a dress and walked out of her courtyard to the door of the Buddha Hall.

However, as soon as she arrived at the door of the Buddhist hall, she heard all the words that Hongru said, and at that time, she was shocked and overwhelmed.

But because she was afraid, she immediately hid to the side, and was hit hard, her body trembled and clinged to the wall outside the courtyard, her chest trembled violently, and she thought to herself, "Impossible, how is it possible, how can I be a substitute child, how can I be a nurse's child, impossible, this is impossible." ”

At the same time that she was afraid to move, she heard the sound of Hongru walking out, so she immediately left here quietly and quickly, not daring to make a loud noise along the way, and trotted back to her room.

After she returned to her room, she closed the door, she reached out and lifted all the things on the table to the ground, unbelieving and unwilling, all this is incredible, this kind of thing happened to her, she can't stand it, she really can't accept it.

She sat on the bed with a trembling body, resentment, jealousy, and everything came to her heart, Qiu Yu likes her, and she is the eldest lady of the family, so what am I, the nurse's child? It's really ridiculous, it's too ridiculous.... Ha... Ha, Lin Hongwan kept laughing madly,

"No, everything I have, no one can snatch it, I am the eldest lady of the family, I am the eldest lady of the family, this matter cannot be known to anyone, no one can know. I roared in my heart.

She never slept, and this night, she was so crazy, thinking wildly, thinking wildly, and sitting on the bed in her room all night.

The next day, when the maid walked into her room, she jumped down, only to see that the room was in a mess, and there were a lot of broken porcelain on the ground, a mess, the maid hurriedly cleaned up the house, and then looked at Lin Hongwan with red eyes worriedly.

"Miss, what's wrong with you, what's going on. “

"It's okay, it's just that you're in a bad mood, you can clean up this well, by the way, tell the female gentleman, I'm still not feeling well, let's suspend my studies today and tomorrow," the little girl nodded, and then withdrew.

After the maid withdrew, Lin Hongwan's inner thoughts were full of thoughts, she thought a lot, and the scenes of the past came to her heart, the love of her father and mother, the love of her grandmother, she really didn't want to lose the identity of the eldest lady of the Lin family, she didn't want to lose all this.

At this time, the evil light in her eyes gradually rose, bursting out of a frightening cold light, and for some reason it always flashed in her mind, that day she and Mo Xuelian met the family who was killed on the street, as well as the group of beggars in the southwest corner of Hongqing City, thinking about it, she clenched her hands into fists, her eyebrows were hideous, and she looked terrible and scary, as if she had made some decision.

When she was thinking about it, suddenly, she heard the maid shouting outside the door, as if her father and mother knew that she was not feeling well and came to see her, Lin Hongwan hurriedly went to bed in a panic, covered the quilt, and put on a somewhat uncomfortable look. As soon as she finished the door of these rooms, the door opened, and then, Master Lin and Mrs. Lin walked in, their faces anxious.

"Hongwan, how are you, are you seriously ill?" asked Mrs. Lin with concern.

"Why don't you go and invite Langzhong. Master Lin said anxiously.

When Lin Hongwan heard it, she immediately comforted. "No need, father, mother, I don't have a big deal, it's just that I may not have rested well these days, and I'll be fine if I take a little rest. ”

"Okay, I'll rely on you first, but if it's serious, you must invite Langzhong. Master Lin and Mrs. Lin said in unison.

"Got it, don't worry. Lin Hongwan showed a very well-behaved appearance.

Then, Master Lin and Mrs. Lin left the room, and when Master Lin and Mrs. Lin left, Lin Hongwan looked at their backs, and her heart was uneasy.

Her tears fell, she was very uncomfortable, she hated Mo Xuelian even more in her heart, hated everything related to her, including the nurse Hongru, who had spoiled her since she was a child, if it weren't for them, she wouldn't be like this, no wonder Hongru spoiled herself so much, now she has figured everything out, thinking of this, her hatred can't be calmed down for a long time.